Sweet Affair

"Hey, you're awake?"

A hoarse voice full of exhaustion.

But it sounded very sexy.

I knew it so well.

I smiled widely as I felt the touch of her warm hand on my waist. The room temperature was too cold, making me pull the blanket tighter around my bare body from last night's touches. Ugh, last night...

"Babe?"

Just ignore it.

I deliberately stayed silent with a suppressed smile, of course with both eyes still tightly closed.

Honestly, because I was still very tired from facing his stamina last night.

On the other hand, I also wanted to know how far he would go.

Creak.

Sure enough.

The bed suddenly moved, and now I could feel his breath on the back of my neck along with an embrace that increasingly trapped my body within his tall frame.

Ssshh..

That was ticklish. Sensitive spot. My nape.

At that moment, I also heard his light chuckle.

Okay, I lose. Tsk.

He must have clearly felt my body tense up the moment he nose touched my sensitive spot.

"You know, Darling?" He started monologuing.

Knowing him for years made me discover my hidden supernatural power;

being able to recognize his facial expression from the tone of his voice even though he was hundreds of kilometers away from me.

And right now, it was clear there was a crooked smile, with both of his eyes also closed, just like mine.

The more he spoke, the more the hairs on the back of my neck stood up from the ticklish sensation of his warm breath.

"You're not good at pretending to sleep. So, don't force it like how you're an expert at making me fall asleep first."

Thump.

"Just like last night."

I bit my nail. She brought it up.

"You were so aggressive."

"Being a moaning mess on top of me."

Shit. My face heated up.

"Moving like waves."

I. know. I. enjoyed. it. way. too. much. until. I. forgot. everything.

"Sweating like crazy."

And regret always comes too late. Ugh, he deliberately teasing me!

But still.

The words from his sweet mouth always manage to make my heart flutter with flowers. And they even erase the slight pain left from last night.

God, I'm so whipped for him.

Haaaaah.

"Hey?"

He stroked my arm while slightly lifting his body from his position, now hovering over me from the side. I turned my head upward and met his pair of soft, sincere eyes accompanied by a subtle yet sweet smile. He kept gently caressing my arm without stopping, at least until he kissed and sniffed my cheek as if I were a little baby. I closed my eyes in a comfortable smile.

"Happy birthday."

My heart felt like it melted weakly when he whispered that right in my ear. Such a sweet voice... I was surprised because I thought he had forgotten?

"Y-you still remember?"

His eyebrows immediately furrowed in confusion, and it was adorable. "You think I would forget the birthday of the woman who always rules my heart and mind? That's impossible."

Oh God...

One of my hands reached for his head above, with his slightly messy hair. I tilted my head, then pulled him closer to give three light kisses on our lips. Until the last kiss, when he started to get drunk on it, I didn't pull our faces apart and spoke with our warm lips still touching. "Thank you."

I could feel his lips slowly forming a wide smile.

"Saranghae, Sohee-ya."

(I love you, Sohee.)

"Eonjekkajirado neoreul ijji modaeyo."

(No matter what, I can't ever forget you.)

He said it again!

That sentence...

The sentence that always refreshes my sanity in an instant.

"Y/n," I called.

Wait... where did 50% of my voice volume go?!

"Your voice is almost gone." He chuckled lightly.

Oh, your voice is so sweet, baby.

"This is your fault!" Look, his not-so-innocent brain only responded with an innocent giggle. He kissed the top of my head, which I really liked, hehe.

"You have no idea how sexy your moans are."

Sigh.

You can conclude for yourselves that he likes dirty talk in situations like this.

"Y/n," I repeated much more softly. This time I tried stroking his cheek that was above me. Feeling his cheek lift into a smile from my touch.

"Why?"

Meeting his charmingly cheeky face, I smiled and shook my head slowly. "Move your body back, you naughty boy!"

How could I not react? We just woke up and he was already pressing his big thing against my butt.

Aish!

"Horny Y/n" really is the perfect nickname for him.

"After enjoying it so much last night, now you don’t want to touch it? So mean..." he whined, though it wasn’t really a full whine. It was more of an annoying tone.

I lazily rolled my eyes.

"Hey, baby. It’s rude to roll your eyes like that!" he raised one eyebrow at me, his gaze even turning serious.

Wae, Y/n?

"These are my eyes. I can roll them, close them, or give anyone a cynical look whenever I want."

He clicked his tongue in annoyance, but his smile toward me showed the opposite. "I can never win against you."

I smiled and kissed his lips, which he returned with a slightly demanding kiss.

And the more demanding it became, the deeper he kissed me.

Uhm, why did it suddenly feel hot in here?

I immediately pushed his chest!

He whined playfully. "Why did you push me?"

"I only wanted a short kiss, not one that wants the game to continue like last night!" My position was now on my back after that kiss, and of course the man above me didn’t pull away. Instead, he took the opportunity to pin me down.

Oh, how badly I wanted to slap that innocent-but-perverted face of his.

I brought my slender fingers to caress his face. He smiled when he felt my thumb on his lower lip. While stroking my head that was sunk into the pillow, I was sure my hair was still messy. I could feel the tickle on my shoulders and back from the spread of his strands.

"Y/n, be honest with me," I said huskily, staring intently at his full lips as I slowly pulled his lower lip down until it released sensually. Sexy. I could feel his straight gaze on my eyes. "You’re using some kind of spell, right?"

"What?" Hirle deep voice murmured with a chuckle. "Why would you think that?"

My eyes moved upward to meet his sharp ones.

And we both knew this conversation had now turned into light foreplay, as the strange tension rose again.

Our breaths mingled in an intense gaze, Y/n’s body moving slowly on top.

"Because of this," I answered softly. Then we both simultaneously looked at each other’s lips with hazy eyes. "You always drive my sanity crazy."

"But you like it..." he replied even softer and warmer. His face got closer until the tips of our noses gently touched.

Oh no no no...

I can’t! I held both of his bare shoulders.

"What’s wrong?"

I looked at him with a guilty, conflicted feeling. Y/n...

"We have to stop doing this, honey" I said hesitantly, a bit scared—especially seeing his face immediately harden the moment those words left my mouth.

"Why are you talking like that? You know I love you so much, Sohee. Stopping all of this means stopping the happiness we've just rebuilt together. And just now, you called me honey, right? You love me too, Sohee-ya. Right?"

Yeah, it was obvious from his expression that he didn’t want me to say anything like that again.

And he was right. I love him too.

More than you all think, more than you all can imagine.

I love Y/n more than I love my own legal partner.

Yes, that's right. I'm having an affair.

Want to call me crazy? Go ahead. I'm not sure that if you were in my position, you would leave Y/n just like that because this is wrong. Cheating is clearly wrong.

But leaving Y/n? That would be stupidity.

Now the question is, is continuing this affair the right thing to do?

I caressed his hopeful face as he waited for my answer, and like the usual Y/n, he leaned spoiledly into my touch.

"I love you so much, Y/n."

Of course. Y/n is my first love. My most beautiful love. Also my most bitter love story.

In the past, we were a couple back in high school. The kind of couple you’d call a power couple at school, becoming daily gossip. It made many people look at us with envious eyes, and also unavoidable cynical glances hoping our relationship would end.

Maybe me and Y/n really were that lovey-dovey back then? Hahaha.

But in the end, that bitter thing really happened.

Right after graduation, Y/n followed his parents’ wish to study abroad in Korea. And that kid, that kid---hhhh it was bitter for me.

Because... back then Y/n didn’t fight for me.

His parents’ dream was also his dream; he chose to leave me and chase his dream.

"Everything has come true, honey." My eyes refocused when Y/n kissed the back of my hand with hjs soft gaze from above. I smiled again at hia sweet behavior. "I’ve realized my dream and become successful like what my parents wanted. And now, I’ve kept my promise, Sohee.

"I’m back; To you." He smiled faintly while staring deeply into my eyes.

You’re right, honey. Yes, I remember you made that promise. And you kept your word to come back once you achieved your success.

It’s just... the situation has changed now.

"You came back too late, Y/n." He acted spoiled, dropping his head onto my neck and I stroked his hair.

"I know," he mumbled. Then suddenly he lifted hie head again.

Why?

Oh God.

He kissed my lips.

Motionless. He kissed me so deeply and for so long. We just passively sucked on each other’s lips, pressed together like this, but it felt so intoxicating.

I know. This was Y/n’s kiss to transfer all the regrets he couldn’t put into words.

When he finally gently pulled my upper lip before fully releasing it, a sweet smooch sound was heard beautifully in our ears. Only our feelings understood how beautiful this moment was. Having Y/n within my reach, his attention focused only on my eyes, and now, hugging his neck again as he kissed the corner of my lips. Moving down to my jaw that was starting to part, my breath began to tremble feeling the moisture of his lips.

"I'll be going back to New York tomorrow morning, Sohee," he mumbled.

And me? I gripped Y/n’s hair as he devilishly licked the nape of my neck. One moan slipped out that I couldn’t hold back.

"Isn’t that too soon, hmmmh.. You said you’d still be here for 3 more days, honey ssshh.." Gosh, he really wants to play again, huh? Without warning, he just grabbed my breast like that, tsk! This is exactly why I should’ve put on clothes right after waking up, ugh bad Sohee!

I have to stop this, it’s already very late in the day, oh God.

But... I also feel reluctant if he has to leave tomorrow morning! It’s too soon. He only arrived in Korea 4 days ago, and we’ve only met twice this month!

"There’s a lot I need to take care of, Sohee." Y/n lightly kissed and nuzzled my neck. It felt so good.

I like the way Y/n makes love. Correction, I really like the way Y/n makes love.

It makes me feel loved, cherished, appreciated, and protected like a diamond.

"Don't go.."

What? Whose voice was that? Mine? Hell, how could I whine without realizing it??

Y/n chuckled. Embarrassing. "Looks like I should move to Korea."

What? Crazy idea.

"Don't mess around, Y/n."

Suddenly he was on top of me again, smiling happily. "Someone needs me."

"You wish," I retorted sarcastically. The complete opposite of the meaningful smirk on my lips. Then I wrapped my arms around Y/n neck and pulled him in for another kiss.

Gosh... this really feels like heaven in the morning.

As our kiss grew more demanding and wanting more...

As my hand slowly moved down to reach Y/n’s pride and give him..

Am I crazy if I want to give him a service that y/n won’t be able to forget after he leaves? So he always remember me...

Wait.

Yes, I think I’m crazy because earlier I felt guilty and wanted to stop everything, but now I’m having these dirty thoughts. God, what’s wrong with my brain?

Drrrtttt! Drrrrttt! Drrrtttt!

God answered my heart’s hesitation so quickly when the phone beside the pillow suddenly vibrated. I reached for it rather lazily while letting Y/n kiss my face and laugh. Ugh, I’m sure he had already felt my fingers gripping him down there before this call stopped the naughty act.

Asa is calling.

"Oh shiiii-"

My eyes widened. Without thinking, I immediately sat up and pushed Y/n to the side.

"Hello, baby?" Damn, my voice was so hoarse as I tried to sound cheerful. I cleared my throat several times while glancing to the side with a guilty look. Y/n was leaning resignedly against the headboard,Waiting for me.

Y/n snorted. Oh, did he think...?

I muttered silently while moving the phone away. "My child." See, his face immediately returned to normal, no longer scrunched up like before.

"Eommaaaa, where are you...? Why aren’t you home yet...? It’s time for me to go to school, eommaaa."

Oh God! I forgot that today was my turn to take Asa to school!

I glanced at the clock and my mouth formed an 'O' when it showed 07:30.

"Is Asa ready? Eomma will be home soon, sweetheart. Wait for me, okay?" I said hurriedly while picking up my clothes from the floor and starting to put them on.

"Don't be late, okay, Eomma. Asa doesn’t want to get scolded by the strict Mr. Kai. Asa is scared, Eommaaaa."

"Just wait there, okay. Has Asa had breakfast? If not, ask Aunt Sisca to make honey milk and pancakes for today, okay. Ah, Eomma will call Aunt Sisca directly. Goodbye, sweetheart! Muah!"

"Muahh! Be careful on the road, Eomma. Don’t speed like Appa." I laughed again.

When I felt Y/n pull my waist and hug it tightly, I immediately turned my head.

"It's still early in the morning, Sohee." He said as he stood up. Oh, his body was already covered in luxurious-looking black satin pajamas.

"Yes, baby. Byeee!"

Click.

I turned fully toward Y/n. I wrapped my arms around his neck and we kissed again.

Damn, who would want to leave him when it feels this intoxicating?

"I have to take Asa to school, Y/n." I gently patted his cheek, which showed a displeased expression.

"How old is she, Sohee?" he asked.

He wants to know?

"She’ll be turning 4 next month."

Y/n smiled. "Cute."

I nodded in agreement.

"Asa is the cutest child blessed to me, Honey. She’s sooo active! Cheerful! That kid always becomes a mood booster for her uncles, relatives, and friends whenever she’s around," I explained with a wide smile, remembering my child’s adorable antics.

For some reason, Y/n lowered his head weakly with a faint smile. "Hey," I called softly, lifting hiz face. "What’s wrong?"

"Nothing." He kissed my lips again. "She must be very cute, just like her eomma." I chuckled at hisntypical flirty face.

"You’ll like her when you meet her in person," I said, stroking his cheek with my thumb, before releasing our hug and getting ready to go home.

I quickly got dressed in front of the vanity mirror. I sprayed on some perfume from my bag. Looking at my reflection in the mirror, Hmmm, not bad. Since I didn’t have time to shower, I tried my best to look as presentable as possible.

Suddenly, Y/n’s reflection appeared in the mirror, hugging me from behind. Gasp. My breath hitched as I felt her tall body sniffing me. “Y/n….” he even trapped both of my hands as I tried to push away the arms locking my body.

“You know I’m leaving tomorrow, but you’re leaving me this quickly, hummm.”

“I know, okay? But I have to fulfill my responsibilities, Y/n. How could I possibly neglect my child who needs to be taken to school?”

I tilted my head to the side because Y/n stayed silent for a long time on my shoulder. What was he thinking? Why wasn’t he answering or responding?

After a few moments, Y/n suddenly released me and turned away.

“Yeah, you’re right, Sohee. Just go. Sorry, I almost acted selfishly.” His tone sounded uneasy.

Haaahhh. It would feel so conflicted if you were in my position.

“You’re not selfish, I understand how you feel, Honey.” I hugged his back, at least so he wouldn’t be too disappointed.

“I’m the one who should apologize for having to rush home,” I said, kissing his back repeatedly while slowly tiptoeing closer to his ear.

I made sure my whisper was clear to him. “Thank you for last night. Ugh, you’re so awesome, I won’t ever forget it, Y/n.”

Waiting for a response, he stayed silent.

Playfully, I pressed my hand against his chest. Thump thump thump thump thump.

Hahaha, his heart was beating so fast. Why is he sometimes so cute, like a teenager experiencing the beauty of love for the first time?

“Alright, I’m leaving now, okay?” I asked, trying to snap his out of it. I was sure Y/n’s hormones had sent his brain traveling far away.

I walked slowly toward the door of this hotel suite room. As I held the knob, Y/n suddenly called out.

“Sohee-ya?”

Smiling, I turned my head. “Nee?”

“No matter what happens…”

“You will always come back to me. Right?”

I smiled.

Before stepping out of the hotel room in my heels without giving any answer.

Sigh.

I leaned my back heavily against the door. Closing my eyes for a moment.

I don’t even know when this affair will end.

Not when every time I meet her, it always feels so right.

Y/n?

How can an affair feel so right with you?

And my marriage… feels like a mistake without you.

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