"Nobody's Love" | Momo x Male Reader

"Momo, the moon is beautiful, isn't it?"

"Yeah, it is." , she said, also looking up to the dark sky where a full white shiny moon is clearly visible to the sky. You looked at side profile features and boy oh boy, she looks so perfect.

Her smile faded as her eyebrows starts to meet each other. Then she looked at you with curiousity in her face. "Wait, do you something... Y/N? You know that phrase is..."

"I am, and I did it on purpose.", you looked back on her.

"Y-Y/N, what are you implying at?", she turned you around, grasping your arm.

You breathe deeply then released it with the same amount too. You slowly looked up to Momo while maintaining your seriousness. "Before you leave Japan, I just want to finally do this. To... release something off my chest. I don't know how I will be able to keep this as a secret for you knowing that you won't gonna be near for a very long time.

I like you, Momo.", with that, her eyes widened slowly. She continued to watch and listen you speak as you pour it with all your heart.

I really do, since we entered high school I started to get attracted to you. I can't help it, it feels everything is fine when I'm with you. Just with the sight of you makes me feel like i'm in heaven. Now I wanna know, do you feel the same too?", you stared at her eyes as you wait for her to answer, and you were hoping that the answer you're expecting will come out of her mouth.

"Y-Y/N... I... I don't know...", Momo looked away, scratching her arm gently.

"What do you mean?", you confusedly asked her.

"I-I'm sorry but, I don't see you as something m-more, Y/N.", you heard that... and it felt like your heart is cracking up. Your face starts to crumple slowly, with your eyes getting teary while watching this woman you were dreaming to be with... turns out it will remain as a dream.

You were my friend, nothing changed. Forgive me, I don't want to break y-your-", she slowly turn her head back at you. She was embarassed that she is making you feel a thing you don't even want to feel from from her. She didn't want this, but hey... guess it's better to be honest than to lie to yourself.

"I-It's fine, atleast I got my answer now.", you forcefully smile at her, hiding all the pain behind in it. " I g-gotta go now... I need some time b-be alone, please.", you rotate your body, your back now facing hers. Before you start to run away, Momo asked you one last time.

"T-this will not ruin our friendship, right?"

TUT TUT TUT TUT TUT

Your eyes rapidly opened, making you stare at the ceiling to figure out what the hell did you just dreamed of. Feeling irritated at the repetitive sound of your alarm clock, you hastily pressed the off button.

You rubbed your eyes first before slowly sitting up from your bed. Alarms are pretty irritating sometimes but today, you were thankful that it woke you up... because what you just had in mind earlier isn't really that beautiful for you to remember at.

You stroke your hair gently before stepping away from the bed. You head to your kitchen to start preparing food right away.
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"Y/N! ARE THEY LIVE NOW?", your friend Byung-han asked you. The way he did it was almost like he shouted with all his might, so you couldn't help but to distance your ear away from your phone a bit.

"Yeah, they only have 10 mins before the countdown.", you said while gluing your eyes at the huge screen in front of you, showing Youtube as it presents a live featuring your favorite K-Pop girl group TWICE as they were doing a premiere live for their 1st English Single called "The Feels".

"Aish, goddamnit. Stupid traffic won't let me enjoy this much.", you heard a loud thud behind the call. Actually it was Byung-han smacking the steering wheel in frustration.

"Hey, don't stress yourself, just watch their MV and I'm pretty damn sure you will forget that you're stuck in traffic.", you smirked, sipping your hot coffee.

"Well you're right though.", you heard him sigh. "Agh, fine. Still, being in the house with pure silence is much better."

"Where the hell did you went anyways?", you asked him because it made you think why is he stuck in the traffic right now.

"At the bank, withdrew some money.", he replied. "Alright gotta go, I'm gonna watch their live now too. Finally it's moving now.", you heard him start driving again.

"Enjoy dude."

"You too, bro.", after that, your friend ends the call. You placed the phone back at the table and then you continued to watch TWICE happily talking about something while the clock is running out.

But, your eyes can't help not to look away at Momo, she's just too damn gorgeous for you to leave your sight at her even if its just a short period of time.

5 minutes later, the music video has finally revealed. You watched the whole thing and oh god, you were drinking too much water especially when Momo appears on her parts. You lost it even more when she was wearing a crown on her head then she winked. You touched your chest to feel how your heart is abnormally beating.

Aside from how her and the other members' visuals shined the most, you were impressed at how the music video was made. It was so cutesy and bubbly which matches perfectly with the mood of the song, making it even more bop.
You always do observe focusedly on every details from the music videos you watch because in the present day, your job is actually a music video director.

You are learning too and when you got something useful in it, you're experimentally applying it on your future projects... as long as it fits and needed.

Some info about yourself here, you are a half Korean, half Japanese.
You are actually living in South Korea now along with your father. Your Mom who is a Japanese, passed away and your father decided to go back to the country where he was born and you respect her decision. After college you started to find a job based on your chosen career and with that, you finally got one.

You directed some other music videos from some well known K- Pop groups, hiring you by their agencies. Sadly, the one you wanted the most isn't part of them though... and you are still hoping that one day they will call you to work with them.

The agency you're referring to is JYP Entertainment and ofcourse, the group you want to work with is TWICE.

Well, mainly because the love of your life is part of them.

Hirai Momo. Your childhood bestfriend. Your longtime crush up until now.

You are proud of her on how far she reached on her journey. Seeing her accomplish her goal of being a K-Pop idol, ofcourse it makes you feel so happy for her.

But at the same time it saddens you, knowing the fact that this is the reason why you two didn't see each other anymore for 7 years.

Yeah, you two are both in Korea now but it doesn't mean that you can just approach her anytime. Ofcourse she's an idol and it's not easy to get close to her. She still has the privacy and reputation to protect and you don't want to ruin it just because you're missing her so much.

Back at what you're doing right now, you noticed something at the end of the music video. It shows a poster containing some announcements, all of them made you excited but there's one thing that made you interested the most.

"A 3rd Full Album this coming November?! Ooh so they have a comeback.", you gasped while reading the poster. You saw the social media going wild too at the announcement.

"I wish I could make a MV for them.", your face dropped as you start to imagine again, looking out of nowhere while stroking your chin with your thumb and index finger.
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5 DAYS LATER

"Boya boya boya know... I know y- now what.", your sing-along plus dancing on "The Feels" got interrupted when it stopped due to a incoming phone cell from someone. You grabbed your phone, wanting to know who called you.

But in your disappointment, the number isn't familiar to you. That made you curious.

You just answered it instead to check who is this. "Hello, who's this?"

"Good morning, I am Bae Hae-soo, a staff of JYP Entertainment. If I'm not mistaken, you are Mr. Y/N L/N, a music video director sir; right?", the feminine voice behind the call said. It made you froze on your position when you heard the name of the agency.

"Y-yeah I am... wait, JYP Entertainment as in... the company that is owned by JYP himself? The Asiansoul?!", you panickedly asked. You can't believe what is going on. You were just wishing days ago and now it seems like it will finally be granted.

" Yes sir. "

"Is this a prank or something?"

"No sir, this is true.", Haesoon still calmly answered. You kept your composure as you let her talk.

"I would like to ask you if you are available to visit the building this Saturday at 3PM? Mr. Park Jinyoung would want to meet you to discuss about something important.", you felt like your going crazier now as you heard the mention of the boss too. Yeah, it is really happening... but you wonder if its gonna be what you're expecting.