sophomore

‘taps mic’

hey

heyyyy

heyyyyyyy

i tried calling you

but your phone was on slient

or dead

is this thing on?

6:05 PM

hey?!

what’s up?

6:10 PM

do you know what time it is?

6:10?

mhm

do you know what day it is?

uhm

also 6/10?

well

what about it?

6:11 PM

it’s your anniversary!!!!

you have been keeping track…

right…?

i guess?

things have been pretty crazy

to say the least

but yeah

it’s true

time does fly

6:13 PM

sooooo

whatchu been up to?

6:14 PM

i thought you knew

life

and everything

sorta….

yeah.

life.

6:15 PM

i get that

it’s been hard for you lately

hasn’t it?

6:17 PM

oh

believe me

i wish for things to be easy

but

but?

6:18 PM

when you say but

it usually means something’s on your mind

i know youuuu

how could you know?

nothing we do is ever easy.

plus

what makes you think you know what’s in my head

because

it’s been pretty quiet in some places

a big shift in how things are shared

like the community is the still same with some new people and the good friends you’ve made when you started

then

all of a sudden

POOF

onto a new place!

the art is still present

but it’s missing a piece

a big piece actually

really big

you think so?

i know so

do you know what that is?

6:20 PM

nope

not in the slightest

6:21 PM

are you serious

or are you just being dumb and lazy as rocks

okay

your point being?

im saying that

a lot of people miss you

on here

wdym

im on here like every other hour or so

life got me BUSY

you’re missing the point here

they miss the art from you

YOUR art.

6:25 PM

sigh.

it’s been tough

the writer’s block bug got me bad

but i’ve been trying to find a way back

6:27 PM

don’t you think

you aren’t doing enough?

i’ve been trying to

and how’s that going

yes, you’re reading but surely there’s other things

seizing your mind

like?

you tell me

6:29 PM

there’s still a lot that i want to tell

like what?

the drafts are supposed to be lowkey

yeah but you could like

give a look into what you have planned

like those previews in the movies

or teasers

6:30 PM

there’s so much to do

so much for me left to tell

you’re not answering the question.

like. who.

give me names

or not

6:32 PM

winter.

ningselle.

6:33 PM

im not satisifed yet.

gawon.

^ the trio

iykwim.

okayyy

6:35 PM

now we’re getting somewhere.

dahmo.

you’ve toyed with that pairing a little too much now.

i know a certain someone that would give to see you try that.

annyeongz.

asa.

you’re not taking advantage of the asa trend and it’s annoying me

but im listening…

that’s all i can say

for now

6:38 PM

do you think

6:40 PM

you’ll be here for a long time?

6:41 PM

nothing is ever promised.

not here.

6:43 PM

:(

6:44 PM

i hope

that you find the appreciation

like you did before

6:47 PM

that you’ll find the process to drive you insane

but still have fun doing it

because in the end it’s your stories

YOUR stories.

6:49 PM

i hope to be here for a long time

whether im writing or not

because i still think to that day

when babylon sana released

not everyday someone drops a sub 30k fic as their first post

right?

it was fun!

6:51 PM

i can definintely reach that spark again

maybe

one good look at a red haired giselle and something in me will snap

6:54 PM

oh yea

you get it.

i believe.

i’ll always believe.

regardless of what’s going to happen

im thankful to everyone

for sharing the same piece of madness

and space

i’m not going anywhere

but there’s a lot to look forward

6:57 PM

you also mentioned an irene reverse gap AU or something

don’t push your luck.

but seriously

thank you for reminding me

of course!

happy anniversary ;)

we all love you kooya

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

just know that much.

7:00 PM