Please Keep Clear

The flashes are bright. Every step she takes a thousand more go off, bright, blinding, obnoxious. The glass doors slide open, pink hair poking through her hat, sunglasses covering her annoyance. She saunters through the rabid pack, the reporters, the fansites who use her surname to pretend they're respectful even though she knows they're not.

Asa looks at her shoes the whole time, ignoring the crowd, the chaos, ignoring the fact she hasn't slept in thirty-six hours and doesn't remember which timezone she's currently in.

"Enami-san, please look at the camera!"

"Asa-unnie is so prettyyyy!"

"Enami-san, can you please sign this?"

"Enami-san, I love you will you marry me?"

They all beg, plead, for a modicum of attention, desperately shove their obscene lenses in her face so they can sell the photos, pretend this is what they do for a living. Asa doesn't so much as breathe in their direction.

Her bodyguards lead the way, muttering words she can't hear through the earbuds, the noise droning out anything and everything. She steps in the van, not a wave, not a smile, not even a look up through her dark lenses as she pulls her phone out.

hey

almost home

have you slept yet

no

jet lag is a bitch

i will after the fanmeeting

promise?

no

but i’ll try

Asa relaxes back in the seat. Head against the armrest. Not exactly the most comfortable place to catch some shut-eye, but it'll do the job. A two-hour drive is more than enough than pretend the world doesn't exist. That she's still Asa and now and she'll be Asa once she steps out, puts on her idol persona and pretends she loves every person that sits down in front of her.

"How was it?"

"How was what?" Asa asks, hips rocking as her fingers close over your throat, grip tightening.

"The fanmeeting."

"Awful. Three hours of pretending I enjoy being there. Stupid games. Having to perform the same three songs. Fans who act like they know me because they bought twenty albums."

"Sounds rough."

"Not as rough as I'm gonna be with you,"

"Yeah? You gonna fuck it all out on me?" you ask as that smirk on Asa's features widens.

"You know it. You're gonna be a good boy and take it all."

"Am I? Then give me it. Give me everything, Asa-chaaan—"

Asa glares, her eyes piercing through you while she rides, the bed creaking with every single slam. "Bastard. You'll pay for that one."

"Good."

they yelled at me

for what?

my tattoos

they didnt like me getting them

without telling them first

well what are they gonna do

tell you to remove them?

“these aren’t company-approved Enami-san”

well too fucking bad

fuck them

they’re pretty

like you

ugh you’re so lame

but thank you

i love them

did you sleep btw

yeah

a lot

after I left your place

because you hate sleeping there

no

fuck you

you know thats not true

i cant have my manager pick me up at some guy’s house

ah yes

forgot the twenty year old adult can’t sleep around

it would hurt her image

fuck you

you know how this works

gotta keep the illusion up

gotta pretend that asa is a free agent

pussy freely available for one lucky fan

no not like that you weirdo

well

kinda

but not really

thats not important

yes I slept

I wore you out enough that I wore myself out

classic

feel free to wear me out again today

🥺

god

i forgot how needy you are

next time im gagging you

so you cant call me mommy again

thats so weird

it was an accident

it slipped out

accident???

how do you accidentally call someone mommy

you freak

just like you accidentally came in me the first time we fucked

no that wasn’t an accident

trust me

that was intentional

your pussy felt too god

oh my god

you asshole

do you know how expensive plan b is

how much could it cost

$10?

just get your company to pay for it

????

are you fucking crazy

did you miss the part about the illusion

but it would save your image

and thats the only thing important

right

even over me

your cute sexy adorable perfect boyfriend

boyfriend??

that’s a little much

boytoy maybeoh okay

ill remember this

the next time you need to be dicked down

so you can fall asleep

oh please

you couldnt

my pussy is your only thing worth living for

you’d drop everything just to eat me out

if someone offered you a million dollars or the chance for me to sit on your face

you’d take me

every time

i dunno

could use the money

shut the fuck up

you would not give up my pussy just so you can buy more gundams

or whatever the fuck you would do with it

gundams???

what kind of nerd do you think i am

i would buy legos

ok never letting you put your dick in me again

you fucking dork

please

you love it

im literally saved as dick appointment in your phone

ill buy you a cool lego set

and we can build it together

and fuck at the same time

that is not the foreplay you think it is

oh my god

ill get the harry potter one

STOP

i am the opposite of wet right now

why did i ever agree to sleep with you

i regret it

because i have a charming personality

and stunning good looks

no

its only because your dick is huge

and literally nothing else

you dweeb

so when are we fucking

after that never

you weird nerd

uh huh

so you’ll have to find another boytoy

who knows your schedule

knows what to whisper in your ear

knows that spot on your neck that makes you go crazy

knows how to make you cum with only my fingers

squirt even

hey i do not squirt

only like twice

it was so embarrassing

god

those were my favorite sheets

but i did make you do it

twice

okay fine you can stay

but only because comeback season is here

and i dont have time to find someone else cute and with a nice cock like yours

cute??

did you just call me cute

im gonna ss this

and save it forever

no

mistype

do not save it

too late

gonna put it on my fridge

ugh

anyway

im busy all day

but i dont have work until the afternoon

so ill come over in the morning

leave the door unlocked

and your clothes off preferably

so i can jump your bones

yes mommy

ok nvm

you know what ill just go buy a vibrator or something

an expensive one

with that YG money
you wouldnt dare

only because i like tying you up

and edging you until you break

you little bitch boy slut

tomorrow morning then

cant wait

be a good boy

and dont jerk off until then

even though you have all those nudes i sent

i want a huge load for breakfast

no promises

why are you such a loser

dont cum for one day

thats not a big ask

do it for me?

fine

i will steel myself

for my queen

oh my god can you not

see you tomorrow gorgeous