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yo

y’know what this so funny to me kkkkk

what? what is?

this!

jiyu seriously if i were there i would give you the nastiest right hook

not that it ever works but still

KKKKK

okay okay sorry, i mean, us, chatting, so casually

did we not just chat each other a week ago, like literally

well, yes

before we fucked each other that is

…

riiight

back to the topic damn, how is it???

for the record, you havent told me what the ‘topic’ is before, well, kinda my bad for cutting you off mid question, kinda!

well anyway, i havent done anything

my bf has left for work, i told him i was sick and needed some bedrest for the day

(which btw if im being honest, my crotch is still sore)

i plan to tell him later, off work

he’s had this, very concerned look on his face ever since i got back

i never see him angry, but i think this is how it looks like

huft

do you think he would understand?

fuck no

:(((

no, im not finished

i mean, of course he wont, after all, he’s spent his everything, for you

time, energy, money, i mean, you know it better than myself thats for sure

thing is, afaik, when a person thinks theyve spent their entire life for you, they are bound to expect something in return

him included

and trust me, i know that he’s a very kind man, but theres limits to it

jiyu, my love

he proposed u, that is a HUGE thing

to say no to that, and even confess that you never liked him,

WILL break him

so yea, while he might say things like ”okay i understand”

i dont think he will ever truly do

well thats what i think anyway, next question is, are you ready to face the consequences?

(and yes, i didnt forget u saying yes yesterday, but, y’know, gotta be able to say lots of times to convince both me AND yourself)

yes

honestly, i trust him enough to let me go

but

huft

idk

hey

you can do it with me if you want to

no

its my problem haum, not yours

:’)

it pains me to see you like this jiyu, but oh well, you can be sure that im cheering for you

what abt your parents?

that…

well, i dont care, they never did either

but i do think they will be super, and i mean SUPER angry about it

should i tell my bf to stay with them instead? like, become their god son or sumn

is that a joke?

not really…

hah

well, i dunno about their relationship yet, but considering what ur parents are like, i think they will seriously adopt him

just, yea, with a price

the price being : they be disowning you, for real this time

yepyepyep

tellmeaboutit kkkk

sorry

nono! you know i hate them sm lol

hmm

well, thats one problem solved

two actually, but u get my point

anw, next up, where do you wanna go?

like, really, do you wanna stay here or come with me?

rhetorical haum, rhetorical

hah

so with me?

yes! of course!

i mean, my english isn’t half bad, right?

kkkkkk

whatever

i will leave tonight

u serious?

yes

big YES

okay

well i’ll pack as well, we can go as early as tomorrow morning then

there’s a flight scheduled at 10 in the morning

shit, this is real is it?

ikr

very hard to believe

to think that we mutually refrained from contacting each other

…

seven FUCKING years haum

yea…

sorry

i think im gonna cry again

just so you know i have been crying ever since u left the house this morning lmao

my eyes are so puffy

like i have an allergic reaction

kkkk

well, anyway, im glad

not bcs u cryin lol

but, well, for everything else in between

even though its really late, and at the same time really old(?) idk

i wont ever get tired of saying this

i love you haum

love you too jiyu sweetheart

well, gotta go packing now

yeah, me too actually

hmm, well

good luck!

thanks <3