The Twelfth Letter From Her

August 15, 1995

Dear Nayeon,

I’m so sorry. I don’t think writing it down would even come close to how I wanted to say these words to you. But I am so sorry for your loss.

I can’t imagine what you had to go through, and I wish that you weren’t alone when you were dealing with all of that.

Bruce was so important to you, and he was there when you were feeling down. And I know you said that he wasn’t technically your dog, but I believed that the moment that you allowed him into your home and into your life, he was already yours. He will always be yours.

Did you tell your friend about it? I’m sure she had to know, even if she wasn’t really there, I’m sure she had shown some concern? I don’t know, I just wished I was there to hug you or something. Losing someone you love, or a pet that you loved dearly could never be a feeling that was measurable. But do know that you did everything you could for him, and he knew that you loved him.

Is it okay to ask how you are? I wish there was something I could do. But if you need time to heal, then take all the time you need. I’m here, even if I’m so far away and my letters take forever to reach you. But I’m here. No matter what. Okay?

I’m always here.

Sincerely,
Dahyun