PILLOWTALK

Chaewon hates that you’re actually good at this.

To be clear, there’s plenty more that Chaewon hates; it’s not exhaustive, just that bit.

She hates losing. Hates whenever anyone talks over her or doesn’t give a second’s worth of attention to whatever it is she’s trying to say. She absolutely loathes it whenever her friends insist on complimenting her appearance when she doesn’t have her clothes or makeup or hair or attitude down just yet.

But the thing she hates most? There’s reason to believe it might be that her friends laugh at your jokes, or that when you roll up your sleeves and smile, they all notice things they normally wouldn’t (and like it), even when Chaewon fixes them a look just this side of sour and scowly.

Realistically however, and Chaewon doesn’t seem to mind admitting this part out loud - especially once you stop teasing her thighs with kisses that tickle the crease where her legs meet her hips - you really are good at going down on girls.

This, is absolute truth.

“Fuck,” and “me,” she breathes out, harsh little syllables coming with her fingertips knotting into your hair, right above the nape of your neck. She crashes down into the pillow behind her. Back and hips tensing - thighs all spread wide. She probably gives a bit too much, but Chaewon’s the kind who gives, then turns around to take some more:

“You can-” is cut short when she gasps at the sudden, slow touch of a finger at the sensitive bundle of nerves atop her folds. There and back. “Ah - a little more, fuck, god. Again.”

It’s your mouth. The exact right movements - pulling and kissing, sucking gently, fluttering your tongue. Then harder and harder and harder, licking against the crease. That’s what has her toes curling and feet flat to the bed. Little fistfuls of cotton sheets twisted up in her grip.

Actually, It’s the flat of your tongue, soft and slick and moving on her clit in these long and languid sweeps that really makes the tears in her eyes begin to sting - like all that ache around her pussy is nothing compared to the one simmering in her stomach - like if only she could unwind around you a little bit faster and have her body turn to water and utterly ruin your sheets, she could catch her breath - and find her voice again.

You pull her puffy lips into a kiss, a devilish little suction, and her thighs press tighter and tighter together, around the sides of your head until you start to get a little dizzy. With a hand splayed open across her thigh - a tiny tickling gesture - you urge her to spread. Beg for breath.

Only to your surprise, she closes her legs completely.

“Asshole. Fuck,” Chaewon sighs out.

“Did you think you’d lose me?” You kiss your way up from her hips to the flat of her stomach and grin into her skin.

“Was about to kick you,” she rolls her eyes, then raises an arm and pushes her bangs off her forehead - wiping a sheen of sweat with the back of her palm. “No mouth.”

“No mouth?” You cock your head, giving her an innocently questioning look.

“It’s…” Chaewon is barely a hair’s length away from what you expect. “Don’t kiss me either. Unless you wanna make out, in which case actually, the answer’s also no. I don’t want to taste myself.”

“Chae, you actually taste pretty good.”

“Stop.” Chaewon’s sigh has a lilt, something obviously worried in the noise. Tucked into the shape of her half-lidded eyes. “I’m literally too turned on for this.”

“So you want me to touch you.”

Here’s to that what Chaewon doesn’t say, “I want you to stick three of those fingers into my pussy and fill me ‘til the knuckle and eat my ass while your thumb is tucked deep in my cunt. I want it to hurt, how badly I’m aching for you to fill and ruin and tear me the fuck apart.”

She instead asks, “what the fuck do you think?”

“But no mouth,” you repeat, slowly running your fingers down the creamy skin along her thigh, watching how she shivers when you brush a certain spot near her knee, and feeling a tightening grip on the opposite hip.

Chaewon groans a bit, lips twisting down.

“Can I perhaps, like, ask why?” you ask, pressing hot, open-mouth kisses into the flesh of her leg, down from her knee, over the curve of a thigh - but not, determinedly, into her where she’s hotter and softer and practically melting, from all this pressure built up inside.

“Mind your own business,” she mutters back.

You look. Chaewon’s pussy is so, so pretty. Wetness gathering at the glistening, flushed hood. She’s fluttering: desperate for the faintest touch. It’s hard to imagine yourself doing anything other than making her writhe and gasp and wail on your mouth and lips and tongue, as your undoing - reducing her to an exhausted, sweat-drenched, wracked mess, the kind of spent that follows with long, long sighs and whispered curses under her breath.

With a fingertip ghosting touches around her cunt, Chaewon lets out an unexpectedly high-pitched whine. One that fades, bit by bit. Into an eventual murmuring - begging?

“Baby,” you say, when you just can’t resist. “I just want to make you-”

“I said, I wanted-I want-” and then with the pillow over her face, her groan, muffled, “look - it’s fine. It’s…great, even,” is what you think she means by “amazing,” but she continues, “you’re literally the best thing I’ve ever felt, please. Fuck-come on. Keep touching.”

You slow your hand, smoothing down the soft skin over her thighs.

And as soon as your lips cover her hole, from where she’s wet and dripping and open, her hands fall to her side, pillow sliding into the corner of the sheets. “It’s too good.”

You’re kidding. With a tip of your head, and your most self-satisfied little smirk, you ask, “too good?”

“Can you shut the fuck up, I hate you. I really fucking do,” she says in what you figure was meant to be a dismissive sigh. One that’s something stuck in a guttural moan and the squeak of mattress springs. “Please, you make me cum too fast otherwise.”

You chuckle, trying your damnedest not to keep the mood going and actually get her to enjoy the moment - the best orgasm of her life, you want her to remember. To deserve the bragging rights.

“Odd complaint, princess.”

The stare she has fixed on you - over the space where her shirt is bunched up over the arch of her ribs - cuts right through you, if a bit hazy. And with her hands over her face, squirming her hips closer to you, she says, “don’t fucking call me princess.”

The implication is not lost on her. You let out an apologetic laugh, bringing your mouth, if briefly, closer to the peak of her hips and blowing a cold breath.

Chaewon just mutters something that sounds vaguely like, “fucking prick, just go back down.”

Which is where she ends up. Or, starts. Because now she’s lying back on the pillows with her hand slung across her forehead, leg up and bent and calf draped over the crook of your elbow, her eyes rolling back as you start to touch her - really, earnestly; work her up again, thumb rubbing the length of her clit. You can hear Chaewon’s breath leaving her chest, in a broken pattern, until the sensations finally allow her to settle into one smooth inhale.

And then, slowly, just the length of one finger up to your first knuckle, the second - you slip inside her so, so easily. Then almost all the way. Her body tense, and her cunt, deliciously soft.

When you stroke and rub and slide your way back in, adding another digit, the noises she begins to make - your name, then god - sound raw, like a far-off cry and a drawn-out wail. There’s a swishing sound whenever you get really slow and rhythmic, with the push, that turns slick-wet from the hot, milky way her insides get all sticky with her own want, before you can press more kisses into the bone of her hips and lap against the same skin - almost biting.

“Tell me if you want to stop,” you whisper, the hot, humid breath of which does not fail to cause her spine to bend.

“Don’t.”

She’s half-swearing, half-whimpering.

“Fuck you,” is what follows next. As she wraps a hand in the hair around the base of your skull and pulls you close, right into her thighs and hips.

It’s the small pleasures that have always gotten to you the most, the smallest, most vulnerable and unthinkingly personal acts, like, you think, when she presses the heel of her hand over her eyes and half-smiles, when the palm spreads out across the flatness of her stomach, as if, somehow, her whole self could not be any more delicate and devious at the exact same time.

And you are compelled, because of course, you are compelled: to be anything and everything Chaewon asks for in this moment, you tell her.

(Here’s the embarrassing part. For her, really.)

You have your thumb tucked up along the muscle of Chaewon’s thighs, opening and stroking a straight line from where your finger is still nestled all the way up the entirety of her folds, “so good and so,” before circling the tensed point in a delicate, feather-touch, “tight, baby.”