One Shot
Birthday Gifts for Mama
Complete
A little gremlin steals your phone without you noticing and causes some chaos
감자감자감자 ฅ^>⩊<^ ฅ
Sorry again for leaving her in your care
Dinner with Wony took longer than expected
Thanks Jiwon 💞
January 23 AT 23:48
Ya! Don’t mention it
Always happy to have Nao-chan over
We should all have dinner together too!
Maybe after my boyfriend’s dissertation next next Fri?
ㅋㅋㅋ
January 23 AT 23:55
Friday · January 29
Anty Jiwon
niwunn wqn q
January 29 AT 10:01
Eh?
Oppa?
Are you drunk?!
January 29 AT 10:13
No its me Anty
Nao
I grabbed dadas phone when he was pooping
He took so long so I had a chancce
January 29 AT 10:14
!!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Nao-chan! Be careful with his phone!
Why did you steal it?!
January 29 AT 10:15
Because I wanted to talk to Anty
And I have no phone
So I took dadas
January 29 AT 10:16
Awwww
I’m sure he won’t mind!
ㅋㅋㅋ
But why did you want to talk with me Nao-chan?
Is something wrong?!
January 29 AT 10:17
I wanted to ask Anty what to gift to mama
Her birthday is near
In a few days
I dont know what to get her
Dada wont tell me also
So I plan to steal his credit card when I know
What to byu
January 29 AT 10:19
Oh …
Nao-chan ah …
😟
I’m sure your mom will appreciate anything you buy her
You’re her one and only daughter
Her only Nao-chan!
I’m sure … she’ll be happy to receive whatever you want to give her …
Don’t worry too much about it, ok …?
Gift from the heart!
😻
January 29 AT 10:21
What animal does mama like?
Maybe I can buy that Anty
January 29 AT 10:22
Animals, huh …
She used to like penguins
She found them very cute …
The waddle waddle of them
January 29 AT 10:23
Like in the zoo?
Do they sell them in the zoo Anty?
Can I buy them there for mama?
January 29 AT 10:24
?!?
Nao-chan no!
The zoo doesn’t sell animals
ㅋㅋㅋ
But
Wait
Do you know Pokemon?
Like Pikachu?
January 29 AT 10:26
Yes Anty
Dada likes to play still
When he thinks im already sleeping
I hear him play in his and mamas room
And sometimes I watch
January 29 AT 10:28
!!
ㅋㅋㅋ
Do you know Piplup?
The small blue penguin?
Maybe you can get your mom that!
I think she used to own one when we were in high school …
Maybe …
She could use another …
January 29 AT 10:30
Ok Anty
I can order one
A big big Piplup plushie for mama
Will it fit if I put it on top of her?
I dont want mama to get squished
January 29 AT 10:32
…
…
Nao-chan ah …
Just be careful, ok?
Your mom already loved you as you are
If you need help carrying it … I’ll come with you
January 29 AT 10:34
Its ok Anty Jiwon
Dada can help me carry it
Even if its bigger than him
Dada is strong!
Than you for talking to me Anty
I love you
January 29 AT 10:36
Awwww
Nao-chan!
You are so sweet
Just like your mother …
I love you too!
😻
Say hi to Rei for me … ok?
And tell your dad to stop taking so long to poop!
January 29 AT 10:38
I did not take THAT long
…
She was exaggerating fr fr
Smh my head
🙂↕️
January 29 AT 11:02
가을 선배 🍂 🐿️
I don’t know …
I’m just trying not to think of it for now
Don’t want to complicate things, yeah?
Nao’s my priority
January 30 AT 21:34
Yaaaaa
You’re overthinking things again
If you vibe, then you vibe~
Maybe try talking to her about it?
Who knows maybe she feels the same way~?
January 30 AT 21:36
…
Shouldn’t have asked you
You know you and your boyfriend told me the EXACT SAME THING
Smh my head
Tell him we should go for drinks again sometimes
Soon please 🙏
January 30 AT 21:40
Saturday · January 30
Anty Gaeul
Hello?
biqu eqwuihqi q
January 30 AT 9:45
Nao?
Nao is that you?
What are you doing with your dad’s phone~?
January 30 AT 10:01
Hi Anty
I wanted to ask you somethign
January 30 AT 10:04
Oh?
Sure!
What did you want to ask me about~?
January 30 AT 10:05
What birthday gift should I get for mama?
January 30 AT 10:05
Oh
Nao
How are you going to buy her gifts~??
January 30 AT 10:06
Dadas credit card
I have it with me right now
So when Im ready I can order online
January 30 AT 10:07
Ohhh
Is that why you used his phone too?
To ask me for help?
So cute, Nao~
What ideas do you have already for a gift?
January 30 AT 10:08
Yes Anty
Anty Jiwon said to get her a penguin
So I have one already
What else can I buy?
What else dos mama like?
January 30 AT 10:09
Hmmmm
Oh!
Rei really read a lot of books back then
Even when we were all tired after practice
She and I would spend some time in the lobby
Just reading~
Do you already read much books Nao?
What do you like reading?
January 30 AT 10:11
So books Anty?
I like reading a lot too
Im just like mama!
January 30 AT 10:11
Yes you are~
January 30 AT 10:11
I llike Harry Potter
Its what iM reading right now Anty
Im at book 4
Golbet of Fire
At the part with dragons
January 30 AT 10:13
Oh wow!
That’s very impressive Nao!
Such a wide reader~
Just like how your mom was
But yes! Maybe get your mom a book?
January 30 AT 10:14
What kind of book Anty?
What books will she like?
January 30 AT 10:15
Hmmmmm
You can ask your dad for help with this one
Ask him to get ‘The Second Chance Convenience Store’
It was really popular!
Almost 10 years ago now
I think
I think Rei would have loved that
January 30 AT 10:18
Long name
I will try to remember it
Ok Anty
Do you think mama would let me read it to her?
Or is she super busy?
January 30 AT 10:20
Nao
Never say that~!
Your mom will always make time for you
I just know it
So when you’re both free, go read to her~
Then tell me what she thinks
Ok~?
January 30 AT 10:22
Yes Anty
Thank you for the book
Ill ask dada to help me buy it
When I'm older I’ll also try to read it
I love you Anty Gaeul
January 30 AT 10:24
Aww~
Such a cutie
You’re welcome, Nao!
Talk to me again whenever you want~
January 30 AT 10:25
Ok that book isn’t so bad
Just wasn’t my type
Thank god you didn’t recommend her Norwegian Wood
Hearing the name of that book alone gives me nightmares
🚬
January 30 AT 12:19
⋆˙⟡ ⋆.˚ ⊹₊⟡ ⋆통금 친구⋆˙⟡ ⋆.˚ ⊹₊⟡ ⋆
HAHAHAHA
You still blush at your age old man???
HAHAHAHA
Im surprised she put up with you the entire night
January 25 AT 01:09
Oh fuck you
I’ll have you know I did NOT mess up my use of spoons and forks this time
Made sure to review it the night before our dinner
🙂↕️
She seemed impressed too
SUCK IT
January 25 AT 01:11
I don’t know if I should be impressed
Or DEpressed
HAHAHAHA
Buuuuut
You two lovebirds had fun and that’s all that matters to meeee
🤭
January 25 AT 01:12
…
Whatever
Get me some beer when you babysit Nao this week
Feeling an … itch again
January 25 AT 01:14
Sunday · January 31
Anty Leeseo
Are you there?
Hello?
oiqudnnq qiuniw fp
Sorry I keep dropping the phone
January 31 AT 07:27
Ehhhhh?
There’s only one adoooorable cutie who calls me that
Naonao!!!
Why are you using your daddy’s phone?
Hahahahaha
January 31 AT 07:33
Dadas sleeping still
He snores so loud all the time
I borrowed it so I can talk to you Anty
January 31 AT 07:35
Ooooh
Well
I’m here!
I have some time before I pickup my girlfriend from the airport
Hahahaha
What do you want to talk about Naonao?
January 31 AT 07:36
What gift can I buy for mama?
I already have a Pilpup from Anty Jiwon
And a book from Anty Gaeul
What about Anty Leeseo?
January 31 AT 07:37
Ah
For Rei-unnie
Does your daddy know?
About this?
Or is it shhhh
Secret??
January 31 AT 07:38
Yes
No
Maybe
Shh secret from dada and mama
I have dadas card again today
To buy stuff with it
January 31 AT 07:40
OMG
HAHAHAHAHA
Naonao
Listen to me
I have a great idea
So just follow my lead
Do you see the credit card your daddy has?
Can you see the numbers?
January 31 AT 07:41
Yes
The numbers at the front
January 31 AT 07:42
Yuuuup!
Can you like
Type down and send here
What those numbers are?
And then there’s a like
Expiration date there
Can you copy that too?
January 31 AT 07:43
XXXX-XXXX-XXXX-XXXX
January 31 AT 07:44
OH
And don’t forget
January 31 AT 07:44
10/42
January 31 AT 07:44
The three numbers in the back
Don’t forget those!
They are suuuuper important Naonao
January 31 AT 07:45
345
January 31 AT 07:45
YESSSS
HAHAHAHA
Thank you thank you thank you soooo much Naonao!
Now that I have these
I can like
Buy you anything you want
Just tell me!
And we keep it hush hush from your daddy
🤭
January 31 AT 07:46
But i dont know what to get yet Anty
Do you know?
What mama might like?
Her birthday is almost here
And I have only a few gifts
January 31 AT 07:48
Ah
Naonao
Are you actually going to
Buy these gifts??
And you’re not just pretending to?
January 31 AT 07:49
No Anty
Really buy buy
January 31 AT 07:50
I don’t know much about this
Buuuut
I know Rei-unnie always wore different fragrances before
Like perfumes!
Maybe you can get like
One of her go tos when we were all younger
Ask your dada to help you purchase too!
They can get very expensive fast
!!!
January 31 AT 07:52
Perfume?
What kind of perfume?
Does mama have a favorite also?
Favorite to use?
January 31 AT 07:53
Hahahaha
She did have one!
From before
A looong time back
In an interview, I remember Rei-unnie said
That she likes Acqua di Parma Rosa Nobile
From Tamburins too!
January 31 AT 07:55Ok
If its expensive I have dadas card
He can pay for everything
January 31 AT 07:56
HAHAHAHAHA
That’s the spirit Naonaoooo
January 31 AT 07:57
Anty
How many sprays for mama do I do?
Will she smell like that forever?
January 31 at 07:59
Naonaooooo
You don’t have to get this much all for your mommy
She always said less is more!
Maybe you can also use the perfume
And spray it on yourself!
Hahahaha
So you can smell like your mommy too
January 31 AT 8:01
Ok Anty
Ills ee if they still have it
Thank you Anty
I love you
January 31 AT 8:02
AWWWW
Such a cutiepie!
Say hi to your mommy for me ok ok?
January 31 AT 8:03
WHY DID I GET NOTIFIED ABOUT THREE BRAND NEW IPHONES BEING DELIVERED TODAY??
January 31 AT 15:59
안ㄹㅈㄷ
I’ve known her for longer than you dude
Trust me when I say
She’s into it
Into you
January 24 AT 2:07
Really though …?
Bet you’re just saying that because you need something from me again
🙂↕️
Smh my head
But if that’s true then …
January 24 AT 2:09
Up to you man
You do you
January 24 AT 2:09
I just still … find it hard to believe
I don’t want to assume anything
It could ruin what we already have
What we ALL have as friends actually …
January 24 AT 2:10
Want to drink?
Lol
January 24 AT 2:10
And our daughter
Fuck
I can’t even BEGIN to think about how it will affect her …
January 24 AT 2:10
Or are you going to just keep yapping?
January 24 AT 2:11
…
…
Fuck you
See you at McLaren’s in 15
Bring your smoker boyfriend with you if you want
January 24 AT 2:12
Dude
He doesn’t do that anymore
Lol
He’s reformed
January 24 AT 2:12
Yeah
And I’m not an alcoholic
What’s new?
January 24 AT 2:13
Monday · February 1
Anty Yujin
Hello?
Are you drinking with dada again?
February 1 AT 22:27
Huh?
You ok dude?
Oh shit
Nao?
February 1 AT 22:28
Hi Anty
It's me nao
February 1 AT 22:28
Oh hey lil guinea
Daddy’s not home yet?
February 1 AT 22:29
Dont say bad words Anty!
Thats not very nice
February 1 AT 22:29
And we weren’t drinking
We were supposed to lol
But he bailed because your Wonyoung-unnie called him for something
And of course he comes running
February 1 AT 22:30
Ooh
nuhwiqoh dquh qw
Sorry aNty I dropped the phone
Dadas not with you?
February 1 AT 22:31
Haha
You’re adorable Nao, you know that?
Just like Rei was
And no he’s not with me
Maybe he’ll be back soon
Wait
Who’s watching over you right now?
February 1 AT 22:32
Anty Leeseo
We were watching a movie with her girlfriend
They put me to bed and now Im using dadas phone
I sotle it before he left
Anty Leeseo and her girlfriend are so noisy on the couch
I cant hear the next movie anymore
February 1 AT 22:34
Ya, that Leeseo ah
Tell your Leeseo-unnie to keep it in her pants
Or I’ll drag her sorry ass back home myself
February 1 AT 22:35
Ok Anty but can i Ask you something first?
And Anty no bad words!
February 1 AT 22:36
Sorry sorry
Go on guinea
What do you need?
February 1 AT 22:37
What should I get for mamas birthday?
Its already in 2 days and i dont have enough gifts yet Anty
Can you help me please?
February 1 AT 22:38
Ya, Nao
There’s no easy way to say this but
Did you talk to your daddy about this already?
Does he still allow you to visit your mommy?
February 1 AT 22:39
Yes Anty
Every year
This year is in 2 days!
I need to hurry
What gifts would mama like?
I already have some anty
February 1 AT 22:40
Hm
She loved many things really
Stickers
Arts
Music
Oh, Sanrio
Her favorite character was My Sweet Piano I think
Do you know that?
*Know them?
February 1 AT 22:41
No Anty
Ill ask chatgpt
February 1 AT 22:42
Oh god
Please don’t guinea
Just use Google like most kids do
Do kids even still use Google these days?
February 1 AT 22:42
I dunno
I already have a stuffed toy for mama
Ill try to get stickers for her
And decorate her house!
Do you think mama will like it Anty?
February 1 AT 22:43
Ya
Little guinea
God
I am going to strangle your father
Yeah
Yeah, I think she will love them guinea
Maybe get her some food too?
February 1 AT 22:44
Food?
February 1 AT 22:44
Yeah
Food
Like some pizza
She loved Hawaiian
Never really clicked with me though
And there’s this nice tanghulu place near her
Home
Yeah, her home
You can buy some sticks of shine muscat if you want?
She’d love them guinea
February 1 AT 22:46
Ok Anty!
Ill buy lots and lots of food for mama
I dunno if she eats well
So ill bring lots and lots of food for her!
Until she is full
February 1 AT 22:47
Of course
February 1 AT 22:48
Thank you Anty Yujin
I love you
February 1 AT 22:48
Love you too
Oh and guinea?
Tell your daddy to take it easy, ok?
He always gets
Out of himself
Around this time of the year
Watch over him ok lil guinea?
February 1 AT 22:49
Yes Anty
February 1 AT 22:49
Holy fucking meatballs
I am NEVER letting Leeseo babysit Nao ever again
Not when she’s got beer and her fuckass girlfriend with her
Speaking of
Want to go for some drinks?
February 1 AT 23:51
🐰🎀
What else? Hm?
Why do you only tell me last minute?
How is Nao supposed to do her physical exams without proper shoes!
February 1 AT 11:15
Sorry …
You already do so much for her
For me
I don’t want to add more to how much I owe you Wony …
February 1 AT 11:17
Babe
Please
We already talked about this
Anything for you and Nao
So next time just let me know ahead ok?
I don’t like hearing it after the fact, or worse, from Nao herself
She deserves the world
February 1 AT 11:19
So it’s babe now, huh?
And thanks 🙂↕️
February 1 AT 11:20
?
Oh
Sorry about that, force of habit
February 1 AT 11:21
Nonono
It’s ok
Haha
Just caught me by surprise
A pleasant surprise btw
February 1 AT 11:22
Anyway
Do you have classes today? Can you swing by?
I’m trying to find a good set of outfits to wear before Paris later this month
I need an extra pair of eyes
Could I bother you?
February 1 AT 11:23
Haha
Don’t need to ask me twice
I’ll be there in an hour, just grading some papers
Want me to bring some food?
February 1 AT 11:24
Babe
I’m going to be putting on clothes
I’ll get bloated!
Maybe I can cook some lunch/dinner after?
Or do you have to head home for Nao?
February 1 AT 11:25
Are you sure you’re not doing it on purpose …?
Haha
Nao’s got Leeseo and her girlfriend
She’ll be fine
I can stay longer for the night
February 1 AT 11:26
Shut up
Ok! I’ll get a few things prepped for later then
See you 😚
February 1 AT 11:27
Yeah
See you too
Oh also, Wony?
This message has been deleted.
This message has been deleted.
This message has been deleted.
Never mind sorry stupid question haha
February 1 AT 11:30
Huh?
What was that about?
February 1 AT 11:35
Nothing nothing
Heading there right now
February 1 AT 11:40
Tuesday · February 2
Anty Wonyoung!
Help help!
I need help Anty!
February 2 AT 13:15
Oh no!
Nao is something wrong?
How can I help you baby?
February 2 AT 13:16
its mamas birthday tomorrow
I need a few more gifts and then im done!
What should I get mama?
Just one or two more gifts please
February 2 AT 13:18
Hmm
Let’s think together sweetheart, ok?
Did you get her something nice to hold?
To keep her cozy at night?
February 2 AT 13:19
Yup!
February 2 AT 13:19
And did you get her something to do?
Something to eat maybe?
February 2 AT 13:20
Yup!
February 2 AT 13:20
Oh hmm
Ah!
How about we get her something nice to wear?
How does that sound?
Want to go shopping with me?
I can buy you some new clothes for the spring in advance too
It’ll be a date!
February 2 AT 13:22
Ok Anty!
Date like what you and dada do every week?
Is dada coming with us?
February 2 AT 13:23
Oh
Do you want him to come?
I was thinking it would be just us, baby
But if you want your father to come along, we can ask him to
February 2 AT 13:24
Mhm!
All three of us can go to the mall together
Like a family!
February 2 AT 13:25
Nao
Ok
😊
Let him know to pick me up in 30 minutes, ok?
Don’t be late!
February 2 AT 13:26
Ok Anty!
I love you so much ❤️
Im so excited!
February 2 AT 13:28
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･Tubby°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
Thursday · February 3
Tubbs?
You already at the reunion?
Let me know when you get there please
Nao’s already restless
She’s missing mama
I’m just barely keeping her entertained
Love you
February 3 AT 17:59
Tubby?
Are you already there?
I tried messaging Wonyoung but she said she hasn’t seen you yet
Everything ok?
Text back please
Love you
February 3 AT 18:45
Rei
Rei where are you?
Where the fuck are you?
One of your batchmates said they saw an ambulance on the way there
God
You’re fucking scaring me
Please at least reply
Or missed call me
Or something
Please …
I’m begging you …
Love you …
February 3 AT 19:33
Friday · February 3
It’s been a year
It’s only been a FUCKING year
And it still
Still feels like yesterday …
Tubby it’s been so
Fucking
Hard
Without you
It’s just me … and Nao … and I
Fuck
I just
I can’t
I can’t do this anymore
Every night I hear your fucking voice in my head
Calling me to sleep
Like I even can anymore
I see your face at the bottom of each fucking bottle
I smell you
Everywhere
I haven’t washed your clothes and I fear they are losing your scent
I fear I am losing more and more of you each day …
I can’t even …
God
I can’t even fucking KILL myself tubby
What would happen to Nao …
She’d be a complete orphan …
The girls
They visit us often
Stay in touch
Now more than ever
I feel bad
Fucking terrible
They only stick around because of what happened
Because of Nao
I don’t want them around me
Around Nao
They just
Fuck
They just remind me of you all the more
But … Nao …
She …
Tubby she’s growing
She looks so
Fucking
Much
Like you
It feels like life is slapping me in the face
And I can’t …
I can’t even do a single thing about it
I miss you
Always
Every single fucking day tubbs
Love you …
February 3 AT 00:19
Saturday · February 3
Hey tubby
It’s … me again
This year’s been hard
Nao’s being asked left and right in class why she only has a dada
No mama …
What do I even say to her?
She doesn’t even know you
Or remember you
Or have memories of you …
Wonyoung fills in
She’s been an angel so far
The others could only do so much, they have their own lives
I hang out with them whenever I can
They insist I do actually
So I don’t … you know
Try it again
But it’s been so fucking hard
Everyone’s trying their best to keep ME afloat …
To keep ME alive …
To keep Nao alive …
And I just
Fuck
I can never admit it to them
How I want them to stop
And let me be
Let me go
Let me fucking GO so I can reach you again …
Be with you again …
You’re all I ever wanted in this lifetime …
And now you’re gone?
Fuck
Now that you’ve been gone I …
I can’t live like this
I can’t live
I’m on fucking life support and fuck
The only thing keeping me tethered to this world is our little girl
Our tubbster
I show her pictures of you, you know that?
When we dated back in college
When we got married
Our life before her
It’s all she can ever have of you and it just ….
Feels so unfair …
Everyone needs to know their parents somehow, right?
How …
How am I supposed to carve out a space for you in her heart …?
When you’re occupying all of mine …
Tell me … please …
Love you …
February 3 AT 01:29
Sunday · February 3
Hey
Tubby?
I’m sorry …
This year’s been rough as well
Rougher than ever before …
Nao’s in first grade now
She’s making lots of friends
Which makes me happy
But she’s starting to wonder …
About what happened to you …
I chickened out
I just told her you were sleeping
For a long time
Stupid I know … but it’s the best I could do
The others fucking hate me for it
But Wonyoung supported me
We visited you this year … all three of us …
I explained to Nao that’s where you’ve been sleeping
Just … waiting to wake up again …
Someday …
And do you know …?
Do you know what she … fucking … siad …?
She said she’ll get birthday gifts for mama every year …
Every year …
Rei
Rei fuck
You should have seen the shine in her eyes …
She’s excited to see you …
And I
Fuck
I don’t have the heart to tell her the truth ….
She’s so young …
The school is telling her other things, but she doesn’t believe them
Just me …
Just her dada …
And Wonyoung
They’ve been getting close
Wonyoung’s like a big sister to her and it helps not only for doubling as her guardian for PTAs
But also to stop the other kids from bullying her
Wonyoung’s got a bit of a sharp tongue doesn’t she? Haha
She always sticks out for our daughter
I can’t thank her enough for it
Lately she’s been helping out around the house too and I just …
Feel so fucking guilty
I have nothing to offer her, nothing to thank her with
And she’s still here
I wish you were here …
I wish I didn’t have to lie
I wish I didn’t have to give our daughter false hope
But above all else
I wish you could love her
REi
Nao is the most beautiful girl in the world
Of course second to you tubby
Or equal?
I don’t know
I don’t fucking know …
Because if you were still here?
We could be having that argument right now …
Just the three of us ….
Instead of me fucking hiding in our room …
Crying over your stupid fucking song covers …
I still have Luther on repeat
Every
Single
Night
It helps
It helps calm the voices
Helps bring me to sleep
Helps … feel you again
Love you …
February 3 AT 22:47
Tuesday · February 3
Tubby
Hey …
Is it weird to feel numb seeing you earlier?
It’s not that I don’t care about you or anything … I promise
I fucking swear it’s not
I think I just
Have shed all the tears I could
I’m fucking dry now
Fucking empty
Just … numb
Yujin and Gaeul have been on my ass to try and slow down my drinking
Heh joke’s on them
I always keep extra beer money on me
But Wonyoung’s words really struck me to my core …
Don’t remember what all she said but
I do remember she told me something like this
That if I couldn’t find te will to live foe myself
At least find the will to live for our daughter
For Nao
Tubby our little tubbster’s growing up
She’s growing up oh so fast …
I want her to stay my little girl forever
Our little girl
Staring at her is like … staring at a moment frozen in time
It’s hard to explain but … yeah
You’d know it if you could see her
But you can’t … can you?
Are you a ghost? Are you an angel? Are you reincarnated as a guinea pig?
Wherever you are … I hope you know we both miss you a lot
I miss you a lot
Wonyoung’s been trying to drag my ass everywhere haha
Can you believe that she made me try pilates?
And made me fucking go on a cruise?
Tubbs
I puked all over the deck when the seasicness was bad
HAHA
We even went to other countries because of her work
She tries to take Nao and me along with her
It’s been fun
I just wish that fun was with you
You know?
I
I don’t know
I don’t fucking know tubby
I just
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Sorry …
That was out of line
I don’t know what came over me
…
Moment of weakness …
Won’t happen again …
I’m sorry ….
I’m so sorry …
It’s still you, Rei
It will always fucking be you …
God
I need another drink
Love you
February 3 AT 23:49
Tuesday · February 3
Tubs
Hey
I need to tell you something
Something I can only tell you …
God
I miss having you by my side because
Fuck
You’re the only person I could tell anything to
Like the time I swallowed baby food and needed to shit myself at that one baptism we attended?
Probably a bad example but yeah
Anyway
I uh …
Something happened
With Wonyoung
We got a little intoxicated
My fault really because I was just doing my usual thing at McLaren’s you know?
And Wonyoung was there to be the sober buddy
But she drank a bit
And we talked
And I
Fuck
it just sort of happened
She kissed me
And she told me …
She told me that she wants to be by my side
By Nao’s side
And I …
Fuck
Tubby
Rei
Rei I’m so sorry …
Because I kissed her back even more …
Fuck
FUCK
FUCK ME
FUCK MY LIFE
I SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE THAT
IM A FUCKING TERRIBLE HUSBAND
TERRIBLE FATHER
TERRIBLE PIECE OF sHIT FUCKING FUCKASS FUCKWAD
So yeah …
We haven’t talked about it since
We still do the usual things
She still helps around
Still accompanies me and Nao
Still takes care of us
Hangs out with us
But …
I don’t know tubby
I just …
It feels like
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I feel fucking sick to my core sending that
Confessing that ….
Fuck
Fuck ….
FUCK
I need a drink …
Sorry for being this way tubbs
Sorry … I really am …
Goodbye
Oh
And love you
February 3 AT 22:24
Wednesday · February 3
Mama!
Happy birthday!
Its your birthday today and its your special day!
So I asked all my Antys to help me buy gifts for you mama
Do you like them?
I put them all around your house earlier when we visited with Anty Wonyoung and dada
They were quiet but I think they just wanted me to talk to you alone
Mama can I ask you something?
Why are you sleeping?
Are you really sleeping?
Because the people in school are telling me you’re not sleeping
That you’re somewhere else
Far away
Somewhere called heaven?
Where is that?
They say its just up there but I don’t see heaven?
Is it invincible?
How can I go there?
If mamas there can I come visit you in heaven?
Mama I might be able to visit you soon!
Im almost old enough to be a witch!
Maybe if I go into Hogwards and learn the magic there
I can find away to bring myself to you!
Or maybe I learn magic to wake you up again
And then we can all be together!
Isnt that great mama?
But
Thats if your sleeping right?
If dada was telling the truth?
But what if hes not?
What if the other people are right mama?
How can I go to you if youre so far away?
Mama
February 3 AT 16:57
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Sorry mama
The phone of dada slipped because of my tears
I dont know why but I cry a lot
I shouldnt be crying because Anty Wonyoung says im a big girl
Big girls dont cry!
But Anty said its ok to cry
She cries too
When she thinks of you
I also see her cry whenever she leaves our home
She always looks at dada funny
And dada looks at her funny
And something is weird with them
Mama?
Would you be mad if I said that I like Anty Wonyoung?
Shes like a mama to me
But your my mama
But I dont know what having a mama is like
So I cant tell
It hurts my brain
But I like Anty Wonyoung
Is it ok if shes my mama too?
I think dada also wants that
I think Anty Wonyoung also wants that too
I can see it in their eyes and in their smiles
They love each other!
Would mama be mad if they do?
Because if you are then i will tell them to stop!
Stop stop stop!
No hurt mama like that
But if mama is ok with it
I think I will be happy
Because dada is happyest with Anty Wonyoung
Dadas going to take his phone back again
Bye bye!
I love you mama!
February 3 AT 17:43
🐰🎀
As long as she’s ok
Even if it means I have to distance myself from you two
I will
Nao’s wellbeing is my priority
Not my own
February 3 AT 21:19
Hey
Jang Wonyoung
We need to talk
For real this time
Please?
February 3 AT 23:50
Hm?
We’re using government names now?
Is everything ok?
February 3 AT 23:54
No
No frankly it is … not
Not ok
At all
February 3 AT 23:55
Oh
Ok, do you want to talk about it?
February 3 AT 23:56
Yeah just
Just let me speak
February 3 AT 23:56
I’m all ears
February 3 AT 23:56
Please?
February 3 AT 23:56
Ok yeah
Sorry, yeah go ahead
Continue
February 3 AT 23:57
Wonyoung I love you
I really do
February 3 AT 23:57
Oppa …
February 3 AT 23:57
Please just
Just hear me out first
…
I fucking love you
I really do
And it’s not just because you do all these things for me
For us
For Nao
But because …
Fuck
Because over time you’ve slowly been filling the hole in my heart
Rei?
I loved her
I still do love her
Very strongly
But I just
It’s something
This feeling?
It’s something I also feel towards you
And I know it’s going to be awkward because you’re Nao’s aunt
And I know it’s going to be weird and tense within our friend group
I mean like
Assumign we do become a thing
I don’t want to jump the gun
February 3 AT 23:59
Oh my god
Just say it oppa!
February 3 AT 23:59
Fuck
Fuck yeah you’re right
I love you
February 4 AT 00:00
I want to begin again with you
Not just as friends
Or as Nao’s guardian
Or as someone who holds me up when I puke
Or as someone who rides with me to the groceries
Or as someone who just gets to hover close enough to you to be familiar
But not enough to be anything more than that
I love you, Jang Wonyoung
In a way that is different … and immense … and just …
Unique
To you
I’m washed up
I’m fucking washed up and I know there’s probably other guys out there who are more capable and more put-together and probably … probably doesn’t have a child with their dead wife
But fuck
February 4 AT 00:03
Are you done?
Just shut up already
Jesus
February 4 AT 00:04
???
February 4 AT 00:04
I didn’t stay with you for all these years because I wanted to be a vulture preying on the carcass of what you and Rei had
I didn’t stay with you out of pity or just out of concern for Nao
I stayed because I wanted to BE with YOU, oppa
It took you long enough to see that
February 4 AT 00:05
I ….
I don’t know what to say …
February 4 AT 00:06
Then say I love you to me again
Because oppa?
I love you too
I always have
Want to go on a date tomorrow?
Our first proper one please
February 4 AT 00:07
I
Wow
Just wow
And yeah …
Sure …
Sure
Let’s go on a date tomorrow
Want to go for some steak?
February 4 AT 00:08
Mmm, that sounds good!
I know a good place
Oh
And call Leeseo
Maybe tell her to leave her girlfriend out this time?
Have her babysit Nao while we’re gone
February 4 AT 00:09
Yup
Gotcha
Will do
February 4 AT 00:10
Not just for the evening
For the whole night
And the morning after
I think we’re both due for some alone time together
Hm?
Want to stay the night and … stuff?
February 4 AT 00:11
👀
Jang Wonyoung I fucking love you
Yeah
Yeah let’s do just that
February 4 AT 00:12
💜
February 4 AT 00:12
~ FIN ~
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