The one where your consolation prize is plapping An Yujin.
They said you could have been special; you would argue that you are.
Destined for greatness. A bright future. Whichever other way they wanted to express it.
The thing is, not everyone is cut out for the centre stage, and that’s okay. You still get to do what you love, surrounded by people who share the same passion and work just as hard. Sometimes in life, you are the backup dancer in someone else’s story. Sometimes, you literally are the backup dancer.
Yujin however, Yujin is the star. The one the world adores. The one that everyone around her seems to orbit.
You’re just another face in her gravitational pull. You’re on the stages and you’re in the videos but no one remembers your name. There’s probably an edit on Weverse somewhere with a sticker on your face. It’s fine though. You’ve long made your peace with it.
You refuse to let that take away from the fact you spend so much time with An fucking Yujin. You’ve seen her in every single state, every emotion. She likes her 5 am coffee black and her mid-day one with ice. Yujin loves it when you massage her shoulders after practice and hates it when you play the same song twice in a row. However, the thing she loves above all else (and this can never go public) is having you on your knees—serving her like the queen you know her to be.
That’s her secret. It’s one you bear—one you’re fine with keeping.
The final shoot is tomorrow, and today’s practice is over but you know better than to follow everyone else out of the studio. You wait and you linger, and when the room clears out and you’re sure everyone has left, you kneel and you wait. Sure enough, she notices and a smile creeps onto her face.
You don’t bother to look up. Instead, you stay kneeling, waiting, knowing she’s going to make her way over to you.
She does.
You hear her soft footsteps approaching and see the shadow fall over you as she stands there, looking down at you. You look up, slowly, eyes trailing up the length of her legs, over the expanse of her bare thighs and then just as you reach her hips, her fingers slip into your hair. She tightens her grip and yanks your head back so she can stare directly into your eyes.
“Did I say you could look at my legs?”
You gulp, feeling the tug on your hair and the way it makes your scalp burn. Your throat is dry, mouth parted and eyes wide. “No,” you respond.
“Then what are you looking at?”
“I’m sorry,” you quickly apologise, your hands clenching into fists and relaxing again as she tugs harder, her grip unrelenting.
“Sorry isn’t good enough,” she scoffs. “Why do I always have to teach you a lesson?”
You open your mouth to speak but the words die in your throat when she shoves you to the ground and kicks her leg out, planting her foot on your chest.
“Take off my shoes, don’t talk.”
You rush to comply, untying the laces of her sneaker before slipping it off. Yujin switches foot and you obediently repeat the action, putting the shoe beside the first one. You know that you can’t allow your eyes to linger, but her bare legs are right over you and it takes all your self-control to look away.
“Socks,” Yujin mutters.
You take a deep breath, knowing exactly what she wants you to do. You’re slow to reach out, placing a hand on her ankle. She lets you, allowing you to gently lift her leg and slide her sock off, dropping it to the ground beside her. Your hand slides higher, caressing the soft skin of her calf, tracing the contours of her muscles. You’re almost distracted until Yujin clears her throat, glaring down at you.
You nod, sliding the second sock off her foot and letting that join the first. You don’t know where to look, her skin is right in front of you, begging to be kissed. Her eyes are boring into you, demanding all your attention.
“I don’t know if you deserve it,” she hums, lifting her foot. She drags her toes over your chest, the ball of her foot pressing down just beneath your collarbone.
“Deserve what?”
“To taste me,” she laughs. “Don’t think I didn’t notice how distracted you were today. Don’t think I didn’t notice you staring at me.”
“I wasn't—”
“Don’t lie,” she interrupts. “It’s a bad habit.”
You’re so hopelessly disarmed. Lying underneath her on the hardwood floor of the studio with your body burning. She’s so beautiful, and it’s not fair. It’s not fair how the universe created someone who can ruin you so easily and look so effortless doing it.
“You’re lucky it’s recording today tomorrow. You know what that means.”
Like any other day before a big something, Yujin has a need for a release. It’s a tradition at this point. The days leading up to something are so full of stress and excitement that it all gets too much and the only way for her to relieve herself is to use you.
You nod. You know exactly what it means.
She lowers her foot, and you feel her toes brush against the crotch of your shorts. You suck in a breath as she rubs up and down the fabric, pressing into you. She’s watching your reaction, watching the way you bite your lip and clench your fists.
“You’ve been bad today. Distracted. Not focusing. Do you think you deserve this?”
“No,” you shake your head.
“I don’t think you do either.” She removes her foot, stepping back.
It’s torture. You clench your eyes as hard as your fists, desperate not to act out of turn.
“But you know what I want,” she continues as you dare to open your eyes and look up. She’s staring at you, hands on her hips. “You know what to do to get back on my good side.”
You nod. Of course, you know. It’s not the first time you’ve found yourself on the floor beneath her. You sit up on your knees and shuffle forwards. Her shorts are black and loose. Your fingers slip into the waistband and you tug them down slowly, sliding them over the curve of her ass, past the smooth, glowing skin of her thighs and down to her ankles.
You take a breath. You’re so desperate. So hungry. She’s wearing the laced panties you like. The ones you bought for her and left in her bag. They hug her so tightly that she seems to be straining against them. Her ass looks perfect, her thighs thick and inviting and her cunt…you can see the outline of her folds. The thin material barely covers her. She knows how much it affects you.
“You’re staring again,” she huffs, pushing her hand into your hair once more and tugging roughly.
“I can’t help it,” you whimper.
Her fingers twist and you feel the burn in your scalp once more as you wince in pain. Yujin’s hand moves from your hair, dragging down the length of your neck and around to the front of your throat. Her hand squeezes gently, thumb and index finger digging in just below your jaw.
“You can. You will.”
You gasp, her grip is tight and you can’t breathe, your eyes watering with the pain and the pleasure that it brings. She leans forward, her breath hot against the shell of your ear, her grip tight. You’re trembling, shaking with the effort of holding back.
“Beg me,” she whispers.
“Let me taste you. Let me kiss you. Please, please let me—”
Her grip on your neck tightens, cutting you off. Your words dissolve into a whimpering mess and your eyes roll back in their sockets as your body melts into her. Her touch, her words, her everything has such an effect on you that it takes you to another world. The only thing that exists is the two of you.
“Pathetic,” she scoffs, her lips brushing your ear. “You’ll do anything, won’t you?”
“Yes,” you moan, and you mean it.
“Good,” she says as she pushes you away and you collapse back against the ground. “Now make me feel good, will you? I’m sick of waiting.”
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