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[Unknown Number]
hey, this is yunjin! got your number from the team :) is this a good time?

You
yeah

hi

Yunjin 🎤
we just got your demo

I listened to it three times already

You
that’s either a good sign or a bad one

Yunjin 🎤
it’s a “I couldn’t leave it alone” sign

can I ask something about the chorus

You
go ahead

Yunjin 🎤
why does it feel like it almost explodes

and then doesn’t

You
because if it actually does, it stops being honest

Yunjin 🎤

is typing…

okay yeah

that makes sense

it felt intentional, I just wanted to see if you’d admit it

You
I don’t really do accidents

Yunjin 🎤
I can tell

most demos we get, you can hear where people are guessing

this one sounds like you already knew how it was supposed to feel

you just stopped before it said too much

You
you’re not wrong

Yunjin 🎤
I hate that a little

Youwhy

Yunjin 🎤
because now I want to hear the version where you don’t hold back

Youthat’s not this song

Yunjin 🎤
yeah

I figured

still

it’s annoying that you know exactly where the line is

You
someone has to

Yunjin 🎤
mm

you’re confident

You
I know what I’m doing

Yunjin 🎤
I can tell

it’s actually kind of relieving

You
how so

Yunjin 🎤
means I don’t have to second guess everything

I can just focus on how it feels

You
that’s your job anyway

Yunjin 🎤
sometimes it’s more like

“does this sound right to everyone else”

this one feels like
“does this feel right to me”

Youthen trust that

Yunjin 🎤
I do

that’s why I texted you directly instead of going through notes

You
figured

Yunjin 🎤
you don’t seem like someone who likes things filtered

You
I don’t

Yunjin 🎤
good

neither

can we try one version where the second line pulls back even more

You
more?

Yunjin 🎤
yeah

not weaker

just… like it knows something it’s not saying

You
I’ll send it tonight

Yunjin 🎤
tonight??

You
it won’t take long

Yunjin 🎤
you always like this?

You
like what

Yunjin 🎤
fast

decisive

Youwhen it matters

Yunjin 🎤
I like that

most people hesitate

you don’t

You
hesitation shows up in the music

Yunjin 🎤
exactly

that’s why yours doesn’t sound unsure at all

even when it’s holding back

it feels like a choice

You
it is

Yunjin 🎤
yeah

I figured

you’re kind of annoying

You
why

Yunjin 🎤
because you make it look easy

You
That’s ironic coming from you

Yunjin 🎤
what?

oh

we have a funny guy on our hands

I knew there was one under all that “business only” bravado

Seen 11:55 PM

Yunjin 🎤
okay wait

serious question

You
yeah

Yunjin 🎤
if I mess this up

will you tell me straight

You
yes

Yunjin 🎤
okay

yeah

I trust you

that’s kind of scary

You
you’ll be fine

Yunjin 🎤
I know I will

I’m good at what I do too, you know

You
I know

Yunjin 🎤
good

just making sure you weren’t carrying all the confidence here

You
I wouldn’t work with you if you weren’t

Yunjin 🎤
…okay that one I’m keeping

that’s going in my ego bank

You
use it wisely

Yunjin 🎤
no promises

Seen 12:01 AM

Yunjin 🎤
send the alt when you’re done

You
will do

Yunjin 🎤
and don’t stay up too late

You
you just asked me to send it tonight

Yunjin 🎤
yeah but that doesn’t mean I want you to destroy yourself for it 😭

You
I’ll survive

Yunjin 🎤
okay good

we just met, I can’t lose my favorite producer already

You
already?

Yunjin 🎤
…ignore that

goodnight!!

Seen 12:04 AM

You
goodnight

Yunjin 🎤
wait

one more thing

I’m glad it’s you on this

Seen 12:06 AM

You
me too

Yunjin 🎤
:)

Seen 12:07 AM

Yunjin :)
are you awake

You
yeah

Yunjin :)
good

send me something you like

You
for the comeback?

Yunjin :)
no

something you wouldn’t normally send anyone

I’m curious what you sound like when you’re not being careful

You
that’s a weird way to ask

Yunjin :)
and yet you didn’t say no

You
you’re bored

Yunjin :)
a little

and I feel like you’re hiding things

You
I’m not

Yunjin :)
mm

we’ll see

You
…fine

You sent an audio file

Yunjin :)
that was fast

You
I didn’t have to think about it

Yunjin :)
okay wait

don’t say anything

I’m listening

Yunjin :)
you’re actually insane for sending me this

You
why

Yunjin :)
because this isn’t something you send casually

this is like

“you get to see this version of me” type of thing

You
you asked

Yunjin :)
I did

I just didn’t think you’d actually give me something real

Seen 2:23 PM

Yunjin :)
this feels like you

You
you said that last time

Yunjin :)
yeah but this one’s worse

You
worse?

Yunjin :)
yeah

it’s too accurate like, it’s controlled but not distant

like you’re holding something back but you want someone to notice

You
you’re reading into it

Yunjin :)
no

I think I’m reading you

Seen 2:25 PM

You
you’ve known me for a week

Yunjin :)
and?

I don’t need longer than that

you’re not that hard to figure out

You
confident

Yunjin :)
should I not be

You
depends if you’re right

Yunjin :)
I am

you just don’t like it

Seen 2:29 PM

You
what else have you figured out

Yunjin :)
that you say less in person on purpose

and more over text when no one’s watching

and that you know exactly how that comes across

You
maybe

Yunjin :)
mm

you’re more interesting over text than in person

You
good

Yunjin :)
good?

You
less risk that way

Yunjin :)
of what

You
you tell me

Seen 2:28 PM

Yunjin :)
you’re so annoying

Seen 2:33 PM

You
why

Yunjin :)
because now I’m thinking about it

You
sounds like a you problem Miss Jennifer

Yunjin :)
Wow, showing some personality just to sass me

You
Don’t hear you complaining

Yunjin :)
I’m not, I like it when your personality shows up somehow

Also, I think I’m starting to get you

you make things feel… intentional

even when they probably shouldn’t be

You
and you don’t?

Yunjin :)
I do

just not the same way

I say things and see what happens

You
and right now?

Yunjin :)
right now I think I should stop talking

You
why

Yunjin :)
because if I don’t
I might say something I’ll have to pretend I didn’t mean later

Give me a week or so, I’ll figure you out

You

I’ve always been more of a stoic person when texting people

usually prefer to convey myself through music

but thank you

for making it feel so easy

Yunjin :)

Wow, emotions, I’m not sure I was prepared for this

You

I was trying to have a moment Yunjin

Yunjin :)

I know, I use humor to cope when I’m unsure what to say

but

thank you for saying that

i look forward to possibly unhinged texts from you

yunjinnie :)you’re done now

You
just finished

you timed that again

yunjinnie :)
I told you I would

You
it’s a little scary how right you are

yunjinnie :)
please you like it

You
I do

makes it feel like someone’s waiting for me on the other side of all that

yunjinnie :)
…okay wait

don’t say things like that so casually

You
why

you don’t like it?

yunjinnie :)
I like it too much

You
good

then I’ll keep saying it

yunjinnie :)
you’re so—

whatever

You
say it

yunjinnie :)
annoying

but in a way I don’t want to fix

You
I’ll take that

yunjinnie :)
long day

You
yeah

but it got better

yunjinnie :)
oh?

You
you texted

yunjinnie :)
…

you’re not usually like this

You
like what

yunjinnie :)
saying things so directly

You
I don’t have to think as much when I’m talking to you

its so much easier with you

yunjinnie :)
…

yeah

I get that

I talked too much today

You
the kind where every word has to be right?

yunjinnie :)
exactly that

I hate it

You
come here then

yunjinnie :)
here?

You
yeah

you don’t have to be like that with me

yunjinnie :)
I know

that’s why I text you so much

You
I noticed

yunjinnie :)
of course you did

you notice everything

You
not everything
just you

yunjinnie :)
…

okay

pause

don’t say anything for a second

You
okay

yunjinnie :)
I’m sending something

Voice message (0:21)

soft rustling, like she’s settling into something comfortable

a quiet breath

“I don’t think I like who I am when people are watching”a small, embarrassed laugh
“I sound dramatic, right”

You
you don’t
you sound tired

yunjinnie :)
yeah

You
then don’t be that version with me

Seen 12:10 AM

yunjinnie :) is typing…

yunjinnie :) stopped typing

Seen 12:11 AM

yunjinnie :)
you say things like that like it’s easy

You
it is

at least here

yunjinnie :)
I think that’s why I keep coming back

You
I’m glad you do

yunjinnie :)
I’m starting not to do it, you know

You
what

yunjinnie :)
that thing

where I check myself every two seconds

I just… talk

You
I can tell

yunjinnie :)
is it bad

You
no

it’s my favorite version of you so far

yunjinnie :)
…

that made my chest feel weird

You
in a bad way?

yunjinnie :)
no

that’s the problem

You
then don’t overthink it

yunjinnie :)
you keep saying that

You
maybe because you keep doing it

yunjinnie :)
I can’t help it

You
you can here

yunjinnie :)
…

okay

then I will

You
good

yunjinnie :)
you’re kind of unfair

You
why

yunjinnie :)
you make things feel simple
like I don’t have to work so hard to be understood

You
you don’t
not with me

yunjinnie :)
yeah

I’m starting to believe that

You
wow yunjin, only took you 2 months

yunjinnie :)
hey 😭
I got there didn’t I

You
you did

yunjinnie :)
are you still working?

You
I was

I stopped when you texted

yunjinnie :)
you didn’t have to

You
I wanted to

yunjinnie :)
…

you’re really dangerous, you know that

You
how

yunjinnie :)
you say things like they don’t mean anything

but they do

You
they mean something to me

yunjinnie :)
yeah

I can tell

that’s what makes it worse

You
worse?

yunjinnie :)
better

I don’t know

just… a lot

You
you can handle it

yunjinnie :)
I hope so

I should sleep

You
you should

yunjinnie :)
will you still be here when I wake up

You
yeah

I’ll still be here

yunjinnie :)
okay

stay a little longer though

You
I will

I’m not going anywhere

yunjinnie :)
I like who I am when I talk to you

You
then keep being her

she’s my favourite

yunjinnie :)
you’re making this really hard

You
how

yunjinnie :)
because now I don’t want to leave

You
you don’t have to

not yet

yunjinnie :)
okay
a little longer

You
I’m here

yunjinnie :)
I know

my yunjin ❤️
you’re awake

You
you sound relieved

my yunjin ❤️
I am

You
miss me?

my yunjin ❤️
a little

You
just a little?

my yunjin ❤️
okay fine
more than a little

You
that’s better

my yunjin ❤️
don’t get used to it

You
too late

my yunjin ❤️
you’re so annoying

You
and you text me first anyway

my yunjin ❤️
because you take forever if I don’t

You
maybe I like being chased

my yunjin ❤️
oh my god 😭

you’re actually impossible

You
and yet

my yunjin ❤️
and yet I’m still here

You
exactly

my yunjin ❤️
send me something

You
you just like hearing my stuff

my yunjin ❤️
obviously

don’t act surprised

You
fine

You sent an audio file

my yunjin ❤️
wait

this isn’t finished

You
yeah

my yunjin ❤️
you sent me something unfinished??

You
you sound surprised

my yunjin ❤️
wow

You
what

my yunjin ❤️
I feel special

You
you are

my yunjin ❤️
you don’t send these to people

You
no

my yunjin ❤️
but you send them to me like it’s nothing

You
it isn’t nothing
it’s just that it’s you

my yunjin ❤️
…

okay

you need to stop doing that

You
doing what

my yunjin ❤️
saying things that make me feel things

You
no

my yunjin ❤️
no??

You
I like it when you feel things

my yunjin ❤️
you’re so—

I hate you a little

You
no you don’t

my yunjin ❤️
I don’t

ugh

You
you’re soft

my yunjin ❤️
only with you

You
I know

my yunjin ❤️
don’t sound so smug about it

You
I earned it

my yunjin ❤️
oh please

I chose you

You
that’s worse

my yunjin ❤️
it is

be grateful

You
I am

my yunjin ❤️
good

also

you’re getting predictable

You
you say that like it’s a bad thing

my yunjin ❤️
it’s not

I like knowing you’ll be here

You
I always am

my yunjin ❤️
I know

I check

alot

You
I noticed

my yunjin ❤️
you always answer

You
because it’s you

my yunjin ❤️ is typing…

my yunjin ❤️
you’re really not subtle anymore

You
you don’t want me to be

my yunjin ❤️
I don’t

I like knowing

You
knowing what

my yunjin ❤️
that you’d pick me

Youalways

my yunjin ❤️
okay

yeah

I like this

my yunjin ❤️
are you still up

You
barely

gonna go to sleep literally any second

my yunjin ❤️
liar

you’d stay up if I asked

You
I would

my yunjin ❤️
see

predictable

stay with me a bit

You
I’m here

my yunjin ❤️
good

tell me something

You
what

my yunjin ❤️

something

anything

You
I like this

my yunjin ❤️
this?

You
you

talking like this

it feels easy

my yunjin ❤️
yeah

it does

I don’t feel like I have to think

You
you don’t

my yunjin ❤️
I know

that’s why I keep coming back

You
good

my yunjin ❤️
don’t disappear on me

You
I won’t

my yunjin ❤️
promise?

You
promise

my yunjin ❤️
okay

Seen 2:13 AM

my yunjin ❤️
hey?

Seen 3:02 AM

my yunjin ❤️
you disappeared

Seen 3:10 AM

my yunjin ❤️
I waited a bit

Delivered 3:27 AM

my yunjin ❤️
goodnight

Delivered 3:45 AM

Seen 8:41 AM

You
I’m sorry

I fell asleep

my yunjin ❤️
I figured

You
I didn’t mean to

my yunjin ❤️
I know you didn’t

it’s okay

You
it doesn’t sound like it

my yunjin ❤️
just tell me next time

You
I will

I didn’t want you waiting

my yunjin ❤️
I wasn’t really waiting

You
you were

my yunjin ❤️
…

a little

You
I won’t do that again

my yunjin ❤️
you don’t have to promise things like that

You
I want to

my yunjin ❤️
okay

then stay tonight

You
I will

my yunjin ❤️
good

don’t disappear again

You
I won’t

my yunjin ❤️
you better not

You
or what

my yunjin ❤️
I’ll be sad

You
I don’t want that

my yunjin ❤️
then stay

You
Always

my yunjin ❤️
:)

my yunjin ❤️
you got home?

You
yeah

just walked in

you?

my yunjin ❤️
same

I can still hear it

You
which part

my yunjin ❤️
don’t do that

You
what

my yunjin ❤️
you know exactly which one

You
the one you made me loop for twenty minutes?

my yunjin ❤️
I didn’t make you

You
you said “again” every time it ended

my yunjin ❤️
because you kept looking at me every time it played

You
you noticed that?

my yunjin ❤️
you’re not subtle

You
neither are you

my yunjin ❤️
I don’t try to be

You
I know

my yunjin ❤️
you were smiling

You
so were you

my yunjin ❤️
only because you were

You
that’s not true

my yunjin ❤️
it is

you start things

You
and you follow?

my yunjin ❤️
I stay

You
yeah

you stayed

my yunjin ❤️
longer than I should have

You
I’m glad you did

my yunjin ❤️
me too

You
I didn’t want you to leave

my yunjin ❤️
I didn’t want to either

that’s the problem

You
why is that a problem

my yunjin ❤️
because it’s starting to feel like something

You
it is something

my yunjin ❤️
don’t

You
don’t what

my yunjin ❤️
don’t say it like that

You
like what

my yunjin ❤️
like you’re about to say more

Seen 2:16 AM

You
I am

my yunjin ❤️
no

You
yunjin

my yunjin ❤️
please

just… don’t

You
why

my yunjin ❤️
because I know where this is going

You
then let it go there

my yunjin ❤️
I can’t

You
you don’t even know what I’m going to say

my yunjin ❤️
I do

I’ve known for a while

You
then let me say it

my yunjin ❤️
no

because if you say it

it becomes something I can’t undo

You
you don’t have to undo anything

my yunjin ❤️
I do

because I won’t be able to stay like this with you anymore

You
what do you mean

my yunjin ❤️
I mean this version of us

the one I get to keep

it only exists if you don’t say it

You
that doesn’t make sense

my yunjin ❤️
it does for me

right now

I can pretend this is just… easy

just late nights

just you and me talking

just something I don’t have to explain to anyone

You
you’re not pretending

my yunjin ❤️
I am

I have to be

You
so what

we just keep acting like this means nothing?

my yunjin ❤️
no

it means something

just not something we say out loud

You
that’s not fair

my yunjin ❤️
I know

but it’s the only way I get to keep you

You
keep me how

my yunjin ❤️
like this

without losing everything else

You
…

my yunjin ❤️
if you say it

I’ll have to answer

and if I answer honestly

this doesn’t stay the same

You
then answer

my yunjin ❤️
I can’t

You
why

my yunjin ❤️
because I already know what my answer would be

You
…

my yunjin ❤️
and I can’t live with what comes after that

We’ll be happy

for awhile

but

I’ve seen what happens

to girls like me

it doesn’t stay private

it doesn’t stay soft

it turns into something loud

and ugly

and permanent

and it wouldn’t just be me dealing with it

it would be them too

my members

people who didn’t choose this

You
…

my yunjin ❤️
I won’t do that to them

I won’t be the reason everything cracks again

not for this

not even for you

so don’t say it

please

let me keep this version of you

the one I can talk to

the one I can stay up with

the one that feels like mine

without it becoming something I have to give up

You
I don’t know what you expect me to say

my yunjin ❤️
we can keep going like this

we can keep being… us

just without crossing that line

I’m okay with that

I really am

I just need you to be okay with it too

Seen 2:23 AM

my yunjin ❤️
say something

Seen 2:38 AM

my yunjin ❤️
please don’t go quiet on me

Seen 3:06 AM

my yunjin ❤️
not like this

please

my yunjin ❤️
are you still up

Seen 3:48 AM

my yunjin ❤️
I know you’re awake

Seen 3:57 AM

my yunjin ❤️
you don’t have to answer anything serious

just… say something

Seen 4:11 AM

my yunjin ❤️
this feels really bad

Seen 4:26 AM

my yunjin ❤️
I didn’t mean it like that

Seen 4:41 AM

my yunjin ❤️
or maybe I did

I just didn’t think about how it would sound to you

Seen 4:58 AM

my yunjin ❤️
are you sleeping

Seen 5:16 AM

my yunjin ❤️
you always say goodnight

even when you’re tired

Seen 5:33 AM

my yunjin ❤️
so I know you’re not

Seen 5:51 AM

my yunjin ❤️
please don’t disappear on me like this

Seen 6:08 AM

my yunjin ❤️
I can handle you being upset

I just can’t handle not knowing

Seen 6:27 AM

You
the bridge needs cleaner transition

cut second half

my yunjin ❤️
…

okay

I’ll fix it

Seen 6:36 AM

my yunjin ❤️
you don’t have to do this

Seen 6:52 AM

my yunjin ❤️
I didn’t ask for… this version of you

I asked if we could keep it the same

Seen 7:24 AM

my yunjin ❤️
this isn’t the same

Seen 7:41 AM

my yunjin ❤️
you’re still here

but you’re not talking to me

Seen 7:58 AM

You
send updated demo by noon

my yunjin ❤️
okay

my yunjin ❤️
I will

Seen 8:07 AM

my yunjin ❤️
is this what you want

Seen 8:26 AM

my yunjin ❤️
just work

Seen 8:44 AM

my yunjin ❤️
because I can do that

my yunjin ❤️
if that’s what you need

Seen 9:03 AM

my yunjin ❤️
I just didn’t think it would feel like this

Seen 9:25 AM

my yunjin ❤️
I thought it would feel lighter

Seen 9:48 AM

my yunjin ❤️
not like I’m talking to someone who left but didn’t actually leave

Seen 10:12 AM

You
okay

my yunjin ❤️
you’re really going to do this

okay

Seen 10:52 AM

my yunjin ❤️
I’ll still text you

Seen 11:18 AM

my yunjin ❤️
not like before

my yunjin ❤️
I won’t make it hard for you

Seen 11:41 AM

my yunjin ❤️
but I’m not going to disappear either

Seen 12:06 PM

my yunjin ❤️
I don’t think I can

i miss you

Seen 12:32 PN

my yunjin ❤️
so just… reply when you can

Seen 12:58 PM

my yunjin ❤️
even if it’s like this

Seen 01:21 PM

my yunjin ❤️
I’ll take it

Seen 01:47 PM

 LSFM HYJ
are you sending the new version today

You
by 6pm

 LSFM HYJ
ok

the chorus still feels a bit empty

You
noted

will adjust layering

 LSFM HYJ
okay

you used to send things just because

You
let me know if revisions are needed

 LSFM HYJ
right

sorry

that wasn’t relevant

ignore it

demo sounds good otherwise

you always used to send unfinished stuff at random times

like you couldn’t wait

it was annoying

but I liked it

You
all future drafts will be sent in scheduled batch updates

 LSFM HYJ
okay

that’s fine professional is good

right

sorry again

I didn’t mean to bring it up like that

I just forgot for a second

that we’re not doing that anymore

you’re good at this by the way

acting like it never happened

You
send final mix notes by noon

 LSFM HYJ
ok

you don’t have to be like this

I get it

I just forgot for a second that I wasn’t supposed to

but I still check your messages faster than I should

and I hate that I still do that

so just say something normal

even if it’s just “ok”

You
ok

 LSFM HYJ
…

yeah

that’s worse somehow

but I’ll take it

i miss you

us

Seen 03:17 PM

 LSFM HYJ
the album is out

it’s doing really well

people are saying good things about it

you should see it

you did really well

are you busy

you’re probably busy

new group soon right

I heard

that’s good for you

you always wanted to try something new

I’m happy for you

I am

I just wish you’d say something

anything

even “ok”

You
ok

 LSFM HYJ
…

that’s what we are now

“ok”

after everything

I suppose it’s my fault

I didn’t mean it like that night

I was scared

you know I was scared

you always used to understand that

you always understood me

can we just talk normally again

please

I miss you

not this version

not the one that reads and disappears

you don’t have to punish me like this

I wasn’t trying to hurt you

I was trying to protect everything else

you know that matters to me

you knew me

you did

we were good like that

weren’t we

we were good

please

just say something real

not this silence thing

don’t do that

I’m still here

You

Y/N is typing….

I never asked for you to give up everything. I never asked you to ruin everything. All I wanted was for me to be more than some fun situationship [MESSAGE DELETED]

I loved you. 

I really loved you

 LSFM HYJ
…

no

don’t say it like that

don’t say it and disappear

don’t do that to me

I didn’t ask you to love me like that

I didn’t ask for that part

we can still fix this

we can go back

we can go back to how it was before you got quiet
before you started replying like this

please

just come back

I can go back too

I can be normal again

I can

just don’t do this

don’t end it inside your head without telling me

I’m still here talking to you

please

please don’t leave me like this

I’m sorry

I’m sorry I stopped you that night

I was scared of everything crashing down

I didn’t think it would feel like this instead

please just say something

anything

don’t make me talk to a wall that used to know me

+82 010 XXXX XXXX

you don’t have to do this

please

we can go back

we were fine before you went like this

just talk to me like before

even just work

I can do that again

we can do that again

please

don’t end it like this

I’m sorry

I really am

just reply

anything

please

Seen 09:47 PM