Martini

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My eyes fluttered open when I felt my mind awaken from its slumber. I groaned and felt the sun's rays seep through my curtains and hit my eyelids. I groaned and stirred in my bed, rubbing my eyes before sitting up. Once the sleepy fog cleared from my senses, I felt a presence beside me. I turned and found Lisa lying on her stomach, arms still fast asleep.

I was a little surprised and confused at first until I remembered the events that took place not too long ago. What happened at the bar club, the tension in my car on our way to my apartment, our fight, our intense yet passionate sex we had soon after, Lisa's words.

I continued watching her, mesmerized by the way she slept. The way the bed sheet covered her lower body and showed off her naked back skin. The way she lay on her stomach with her head resting on her forearms. The way her dark hair partially covered her face. Her soft little snores.

So this is what it's like waking up to someone, I thought. And for once, I didn't feel the someone urge to run away. Instead, I just took in the sight of her sleeping next to me.

I suddenly felt the urge to stare at her, I reached out and gently brushed the hair out of her face. I paused briefly hesitating before ultimately giving into my feelings. I slowly brushed away strands of her hair revealing her peaceful face. I couldn't help but chuckle softly when she let out a cute little whine as she furrowed her expression and relaxed soon after. I carefully caressed her cheek feeling her soft skin beneath my touch.

I reluctantly got up from my bed trying to avoid making any sound to wake her up and I silently strutted towards my bathroom and closed the door. I turned on the shower and let the water warm up before stepping inside.

As the water cascaded over me, I let my mind wander, thinking about what Lisa had said. It did give me some reassurance that she thought highly of me and I was glad that she trusted and had faith in me just as much as it scared me.

How could she know? How was she so sure that I'd be a great boyfriend? I mean her reasoning was the bare minimum, it’s a given to make sure women felt safe and treated with respect. That’s what my dad had always taught me growing up. Even when he gave me the “The Talk.”

I’d never dated anyone. I’d never considered nor entertained the idea of being in a relationship. Crushes for me were a season, they always came and went. All I did was sleep around, closing myself off and never allowing myself to be close or vulnerable with anyone just to protect myself.

So was I really ready to let myself be vulnerable fully?

A part of me wanted to live up to Lisa’s expectations and be the man she saw I was, but at the same time, I was too scared of disappointing her and letting her down. I wasn’t one to make any promises but… for her, I was willing to at least try.

 “Ollie, you’ve really done it this time,” I say to myself, letting out a sardonic chuckle.

I suddenly felt a pair of arms circle around my waist. I jumped at the sudden contact but soon relaxed when I saw that it was Lisa. “Jesus, you surprised me,” I chuckled.

“Not my fault you weren't paying attention.” She giggled with a mischievous glint in her eyes which made me laugh and roll my eyes.

“The shower’s occupied, you know.” I reminded her, though I wasn’t opposed to it in the first place.

“Didn’t want to raise your water bill,” she said, lowering her hand down my crotch.

I let out a sharp breath and felt my body respond to her touch. This woman is insatiable! I thought, already getting hard from her hands stroking my cock at a painfully slow pace. I let out soft grunts and groans as I leaned my back into her. My body shivered with pleasure when I felt her lips and tongue caress my neck.

“Are you sure… this… is about… saving water?” I asked trying to steady my hoarse and laboured voice.

“That’s part of it,” she answered.

“What’s the other part then?”

Lisa leaned into my ear, her breasts pressed against my back and whispered seductively. “I think you already know the answer to that.”

That was it for me. Whatever restraint I maintained (at least tried to maintain) was thrown out the window. In one swift move, I turned around to face her with eyes dark with desire and pinned her against the cold glass wall of the shower, pressing my body against hers.

The fire and passion were so intoxicating when I hungrily claimed her lips into a heated kiss and explored her mouth with my tongue, giving into the raw desire and need that consumed me at that moment. Lisa moaned into the kiss, trying to keep up with my movements, our lips bruised against each other, our hands exploring the other’s body, our heads switching positions after every few minutes or so.

I broke the kiss and moved my lips to her neck, nibbling and caressing her sweet spot with my lips and tongue. I listened to her breath hitch, knowing how I was arousing her just as much as she was arousing me. I trailed down to her breasts, swirling my tongue and teasing my tongue against her hard nipples.

She moaned my name as she tugged on my hair, which made my desire spike up through my body. With a grunt, I hoisted her up against the glass wall, her legs instinctively wrapping around my waist as I pressed my hard cock against her core. The hot water continued raining down on us as our bodies moved in a sensual rhythm.

"Please…" Lisa pleaded breathlessly.

"Please what?" I whispered huskily in her ear as I gripped her ass and ground myself against her and took control of the moment.

"I want you."

"You're going to have to be more specific, Lili."

"Please, I want you to fuck me!"

The way her voice rasped out those words, begging for me, made my blood boil with need.

"Such a dirty mouth," I grinned, breathless and shaky.

"Well, I am a dirty girl," she giggled with a mischievous glint in her eyes.

I chuckled along with her as I lined myself up against her core before driving myself inside her. We threw our heads back as we gasped and moaned, our eyes darkening with lust and desire. I let out a grunt as I snapped my hips against her before establishing a steady pace, relishing the way her walls tightened around me like a fist.

"Fuck... you're so tight..." I groaned, already feeling myself losing control, and my senses being consumed by her. But I didn’t care.

I crashed my lips against hers again, our tongues entwined as we explored each other’s mouths. I could taste the desperation and need in her kiss matching my own as I bucked my hips against hers, thrusting deeper and faster inside her.

Lisa let out a gasp when I lifted her legs over my shoulders but adjusted to the new position. I watched her closely, capturing every expression she made as I thrust deep inside her. Her moans and pleas and praises whenever I hit all the right spots. I wanted to capture every moment I had with her.

"Shit... I'm close..." she moans, throwing her head back and rolling her eyes back.

"Don’t hold back," I rasped out, already feeling my own pleasure building up.

"Fuck... I'm gonna scream."

"You can bite my neck."

"You sure? I might leave a mark."

I nodded my head determined, despite my dazed look. "I don't mind. Do what you need to do."

"Okay," she responded.

We both leaned in closer. I let out a groan as Lisa bit into me, muffling her moans into my neck. I held her tightly as I continued thrusting into her, my movements now becoming a bit sloppy but fast-paced and more urgent. I was close, so close, and I could feel that she was too.

Lisa’s muffled scream vibrated through my neck, making me groan. I held onto her tightly as we rode out our orgasm together. I felt her legs shake against my shoulders. The steam in the shower intensified and filled the small space with a surreal haze of pleasure and satisfaction.

We stayed in that position for a moment, panting from the intensity of the passionate sex that left us both feeling spent and incredibly satisfied.

I watched Lisa pull away from my neck and let her legs slide from my shoulders to my waist. Our eyes met with a mixture of satisfaction and exhaustion but something lingered. Something I couldn’t quite define or rather, something I was too wary to acknowledge and accept at that moment.

I slowly let her down to her feet but quickly caught her when her legs gave out. “I think you crippled me,” she joked, holding on to me.