Hibernation with Temptation

Mina arrived a little earlier than expected.   

Unsure if she should do this. But it felt too late. She was very much aware that she said yes to Chaeyoung’s request. 

She was also unsure if she was here for the extra money. Because the day after the first shoot, the money came into her account and seeing the numbers made everything feel so real and that whatever she did wasn’t a scam. They really did this for a living, and she couldn’t understand why they wanted her back again. 

Chaeyoung made it clear that this video didn’t have a partner in it. 

But how did she feel about this? To masturbate in front of the camera? That Chaeyoung was going to invade her space as she touched herself. 

Was it going to be obvious that Mina was going to get off at the thought of Chaeyoung watching her? If Chaeyoung knew, was it going to be awkward for both of them? 

Then again, Mina knew she had her own self-control. That she could manage going through all of this without exposing her true feelings. 

It wasn’t like she was going to tell Chaeyoung that she already masturbated the night after the video, shamelessly imagining it to be Chaeyoung fucking her senseless instead of Tzuyu, imagining the tattooed hands and arms touching her sensually, whispering dirty nothings in her ear. But some secrets should be kept as secrets and Mina was going to take that to her grave. 

She took a deep breath. 

“This will just be one video,” she whispered to herself, looking down at her attire before ringing the doorbell. “One video… and then it’s over. I won’t see her ever again.”

That was a decision she made in a split second. She knew that being with Chaeyoung was going to make her even more shameless and if she even showed her true desires then she was going to lose herself forever. Because why would she let this happen? What was she going to get out of this made-up relationship she had with Chaeyoung. What if Chaeyoung didn’t feel the same and she was getting worked up immediately?

So, to save her from this agony she was brewing for herself, she had to stop seeing Chaeyoung. She got what she wanted, and she could leave it to that. 

With a little bit of confidence and resolve, she finally buzzed in. It didn’t take long for Chaeyoung to answer back. 

“Hi,” Chaeyoung greeted through the system, not as enthusiastic as the first time. “Please come in.” 

Mina didn’t want to think much about it. So she waited for the door to unlock and entered the building. 

She shyly walked through, heading straight for the elevator, punched in the floor number, checking if anyone else was going in as well. Luckily there was none. The doors closed and she was left with her thoughts again. 

By habit she grabbed her phone and went through her messages again. 

This time, she didn’t bother telling Lisa that she was meeting Chaeyoung again. It was already embarrassing enough telling Lisa her experience with the video and even watching it because Chaeyoung sent her a copy once it was done. 

She honestly was surprised with herself. Despite being shy and inexperienced with being recorded, Lisa said she looked like she had done it several times. But Mina knew it was just because of how much she loved sex and the fact that Chaeyoung watching and getting a boner was what got her to act the way she did in the video. 

Mina really wasn’t much on words when it came to sex. The quiet moans and the whispers of telling her partner that she was going to cum was all she could ever mutter out. But hearing herself say words she hadn’t said before was honestly liberating. Which was another reason why she got horny all over again just listening to herself. 

Was it going to be the same this time? Since she was going to relieve herself on her own, with Chaeyoung being the only person in the room with her. She probably would. Chaeyoung honestly made her feel things she hadn’t before. Not even with the guys and girls that had dicks that made her eyes roll to the back of her head. For some reason, seeing the younger woman lust for her felt different. That something much deeper had awoken inside of her. 

The dirtiest part of her mind wanted Chaeyoung to assist her. Maybe prod her with lustful words or perhaps masturbate as well so she could really get herself going. 

But that probably wasn’t going to happen. Chaeyoung was a professional and she did say she never involved herself with any of the actors they hired for the videos. 

Mina wasn’t going to be different. That was what she wanted to believe. Because if there was any small hope and chance that Chaeyoung did show her that, then she wouldn’t know what to do with herself. 

She shook her head. Why was she being worried about this? She already agreed that she was never going to see Chaeyoung after this. Just one last video. One last time she was going to show her desires to the woman and one last time she was going to allow herself to be delusional and shameful. 

The sound of the bell got her attention, and she finally reached Chaeyoung’s floor. She didn’t want to prove to herself that she was eager for this, so she walked towards the apartment unit slowly, grasping at the remaining self-control she had in her body before being face to face with Chaeyoung again. 

She could do this. 

It was going to be one video. She just needed to cum once for it. Or maybe twice. Depending on what Chaeyoung wanted. 

The thought made her almost trip on her own feet. 

What did Chaeyoung want? 

Suddenly her legs felt weak at the thought and the familiar feeling of pleasure mixed in her gut that she wanted to touch herself to relieve it. 

God, what was wrong with her? 

Before she knew it, she was at the door. With her shaky hand, she knocked on it twice. It didn’t take long for her to listen to feet padding inside the unit and the door opened. Her breath hitched when Chaeyoung greeted her. A shy smile and that adorable dimple showing itself once again.

“Hi,” Chaeyoung said softly, still smiling, then opened the door wider for her. “I’m glad you came.” 

“Me too,” Mina blurted out, and she felt her neck burn at her own words. “I-I’m surprised they asked for another video.” 

Chaeyoung chuckled, closing the door behind them. “Well, the team really liked the first one. We got about three hundred views in just one evening. People really like it.” 

That made her even more flustered. So now she was exposed to more perverted eyes. But that shouldn’t matter since she consented to it. Plus, Chaeyoung was half of the reason why she had the intense orgasm. She wasn’t far off from a pervert as well. 

“At least I didn’t disappoint,” she managed to say without stumbling on her words. 

“Tzuyu said she enjoyed it too,” Chaeyoung said, guiding her towards the bathroom and handing her the same robe again. There was a pause, and Mina made her first mistake that day and looked at Chaeyoung, eyes captivated by hers in a gentle lock. There was something about the way she looked at her that made Mina feel many things at the same time. It was soft, enticing, and had so many things to say. She watched carefully as Chaeyoung’s lips curled up to a smile. “I thought it was perfect. You were amazing,” the younger woman said, almost a whisper. 

Her heart started pounding against her chest. They lingered on the same spot for a moment, staring at each other. Mina felt her cheeks and neck grow warm, the compliment reaching deep inside of her. 

Before anything embarrassing could happen, Mina finally excused herself to the bathroom, not thinking whether she moved too fast to retreat or if Chaeyoung could hear her heart beating. 

Once the door closed, she clenched her shirt, right where her heart was. 

This was definitely different. She felt different. Chaeyoung looking at her like that made her even more nervous about this. 

But she didn’t want to waste time, nor did she want to back out. She already agreed to this, and leaving so abruptly might be too rude, or too stupid because she would be rejecting another huge pay. 

It probably was her pride that made her stay as well. She couldn’t imagine herself escaping this like a wounded animal because of whatever she was feeling. But at the same time, she was determined because she knew this was going to be the last video. No more. She wasn’t allowing the temptations to cloud her judgment anymore. She knew that if she stayed and indulged with whatever was happening, then she might be trapped in this forever. 

If only she knew how Chaeyoung felt. If only she knew how she felt about the woman. 

She shook her head. Now was not the time. Mina removed her clothes, stepped into the shower and cleaned herself, even if she already did before leaving her apartment. For some reason, she wanted to be even more prepared for this video. Chaeyoung was going to focus on her body, on her every move. She wanted it to be perfect. 

The water trickled down her body, trying to ground herself for the experience. 

How was she going to do this? How was she going to stabilize her thoughts so she wouldn’t do something too risky? 

Chaeyoung probably had something in mind. Mina just had to follow.