Love is sunlight

Love is sunlight

True to her word, she keeps sitting beside you.

There’s no ceremony to it. No dramatic seat-saving or playful announcement. She just walks in every morning with her hair still a little wind-tousled, scans the room for half a second, and then makes a beeline for you like it’s the most natural thing in the world.

The first time it happens, you pretend not to notice.

You’re early again, suspiciously early, staring at the classroom door like it personally owes you something. When she appears, a little pink from the cold, she spots you immediately. Her entire face softens.

“Okay,” she exhales, almost to herself.

“Okay what?” you ask, trying to sound casual and failing slightly.

“You’re here.” She slides into the chair beside you, close enough that your sleeves brush. “I had a brief, catastrophic thought that you’d moved seats.”

“Why would I move seats?”

She shrugs, but there’s something vulnerable in it. “I don’t know. People do unpredictable things.”

You don’t know how to tell her that you wouldn’t, not when it comes to this. Not when it comes to her.

“I’m not very unpredictable,” you say instead.

She smiles at that, a small, pleased curve of her lips, like stability is something she’s been looking for.

From then on, it becomes instinct. She arrives. She sits. She nudges her desk a fraction of an inch closer every day until there’s barely space between you. When you write, your elbows knock gently. When she flips a page, her shoulder brushes yours.

The first time your knees bump under the desk, you both jerk away.

“Desk’s too small,” she whispers.

“Tragic design flaw.”

The second time, she doesn’t move as quickly.

The third time, she doesn’t move at all.

Your knee rests against hers, warm through fabric. You tell yourself you should shift. You don’t.

She leans closer during lectures to whisper commentary, her breath ghosting your ear. “If he says ‘in conclusion’ one more time, I might cry.”

“You cry very dramatically,” you murmur.

She gasps softly. “You’ve seen me cry?”

“Hypothetically.”

She narrows her eyes, smiling. “So you’ve been watching me.”

You freeze.

She watches you freeze.

Then she laughs quietly, delighted by your flustered expression, and bumps her shoulder against yours like a reward.

When class ends, she lingers. Always. She packs her bag slowly, glancing at you to make sure you’re not slipping away. Once, when you zip your backpack too forcefully and it snags, she reaches over without thinking and fixes it for you.

Her fingers brush your knuckles.

You both go still for half a second.

“There,” she says softly, like she’s proud of herself for something much bigger than a zipper.

The bus ride home becomes something sacred without either of you saying it out loud.

The first time she hands you an earbud, she doesn’t even look at you. She just untangles the cord and holds one out, confident.

You take it like it was always meant for you.

A soft song fills your ears. It’s gentle, slow, the kind that makes the world feel hazy and golden even under gray skies.

“Listen to this part,” she murmurs, leaning closer.

You feel the warmth of her arm against yours.

Halfway through the chorus, she sighs quietly and tilts her head.

It lands against your shoulder like it belongs there.

You stop breathing for a second.

She doesn’t tense. She doesn’t pull back. She just settles more comfortably, her hair brushing your jaw.

The bus jolts slightly, and without thinking, you lift your hand to steady her at her waist.

Your palm fits there frighteningly well.

She looks up at you, not startled, not embarrassed, just soft.

“Don’t let go,” she says lightly, like she’s joking.

You don’t.

The next day, she stands close before the bus even moves. Close enough that your hands brush when you reach for the same pole. Close enough that your shoulders are already touching before the music starts.

Soon, she doesn’t even wait for the bus to lurch. She leans into you immediately, like it’s habit.

Sometimes she hums along to the songs. Sometimes she sings very badly on purpose and looks at you expectantly until you join in. The first time you actually sing, quiet, hesitant, she turns to you with wide eyes.