A name whispered into an empty bedroom. A drama set that feels too much like home. A maternity store that breaks her open over a pair of tiny embroidered socks. A group chat message typed in full truth and deleted character by character. By the end of the day, Jisoo is holding moon socks against her cheek and learning the specific weight of carrying two lives that will never get to meet.
2026 | Seoul
The name arrived first, a silent bell ringing in the vault of her skull.
Dalbi.
Jisoo opened her eyes to the flat, featureless ceiling of her Gangnam bedroom. The transition was never gentle, but this morning it felt particularly violent—a psychic amputation. One moment she’d been curled into the warm, sleeping solidity of Suho, her back to his chest, his hand a grounded weight on the hill of her belly. The next, she was alone in a king-sized bed, the sheets cool and taut, the silence a high-frequency hum.
Her hand flew to her stomach. Flat. Hard. The familiar, toned plane of her 2026 abdomen. The absence was a physical shock, a cavity where for the past several hours there had been a living, kicking fullness. She pressed her palm against the emptiness, as if she could summon the phantom pressure back.
“Lim Dalbi,” she whispered into the sterile air. The name, so rich and resonant in the cluttered warmth of the 1994 bedroom, sounded like a secret code here. The apartment absorbed it, gave nothing back.
She lay there for five full minutes, listening to the distant growl of Seoul’s early traffic seven floors below, waiting for her heart to remember which rhythm it was supposed to keep.
Coffee was automatic. The machine hissed and gurgled, a sound of sleek, expensive efficiency. Dalgom, sensing movement, pattered in from his plush bed in the corner. He didn’t wag. He observed, his fluffy white head tilted, black eyes holding the profound judgment unique to small dogs and literary critics.
“Morning,” she croaked, pouring the coffee.
He sneezed. It was, she decided, an editorial comment on her existence.
She carried the mug to the kitchen island, the marble cool under her bare forearms. Her journal lay where she’d left it, a slab of brown leather against the pale stone. She opened it. The previous page held only two characters, centered in a sea of blank paper, like a lone island:
달비
Next to them, her own hastily drawn crescent moon. The ink from the blue pen—1994’s designated color—had bled slightly into the paper grain. It looked less like writing and more like a stain left by something that had passed through.
She turned to a fresh page. The blankness was a demand. She picked up the same blue pen, its barrel dented from being carried in her purse across two timelines (though it only ever traveled in one). She didn’t plan the entry. She let the words come, her handwriting messier than usual, the lines slanting downward.
He named her. Suho named her Dalbi. 達斐. To achieve radiance. To reach brilliance. He doesn’t know that the moon is the only fixed point in my spinning universe. He doesn’t know I look for it from both balconies, like checking a compass. He just thought of our daughter and reached for the brightest, most constant thing he knew.
I am going to spend the rest of my life—whichever life I’m in—trying to deserve this man. This man who buys ugly floral curtains and eats terrible soup to preserve a feeling. This man who builds shelves from scrap wood and names babies after moonlight.
Her pen paused. The clinical morning light through the floor-to-ceiling window felt like an interrogation lamp. She needed to see his face.
In the margin, she began to sketch. It was a habit she’d fallen into months ago, a way to pin the memory of him to paper before it could fade in the glare of 2026. Her early attempts had been laughable—stick figures with lopsided glasses. But practice, born of desperate need, had honed a skill. Now, the lines came with more confidence: the unruly fall of black hair across his forehead, the gentle slope of his nose, the wire-frame round glasses perched halfway down. She paid meticulous attention to the small, vertical scar on his left eyebrow. She never forgot it was the left.
She shaded the hollow of his cheek, the curve of his lip that wasn’t quite smiling, but was always on the verge of it. She drew the open collar of a flannel shirt. It was him. Not a photograph, but her memory’s translation of him. It breathed on the page.
A warm, foolish fondness swelled in her chest. She leaned her chin on her hand, smiling at the sketch.
“Good work today too, yeobo,” she said aloud, her voice soft and full.
The silence that followed was absolute and horrifying.
She had just called a pencil drawing “honey.” In her multibillion-won apartment, completely alone.
Slowly, she turned her head. Dalgom was sitting perfectly upright on his designated stool, his gaze locked on her.
“Dalgom-ah,” she said, her voice now carefully, terrifyingly level. “What you just witnessed… never happened. You are sworn to secrecy.”
He blinked, slow and deliberate.
“I am serious. If this gets out—if Seri even suspects I’m bestowing spousal titles upon graphite sketches—she will have me committed. Or worse, she’ll book me on a variety show to ‘reconnect with reality.’ This stays between us. A pact.”
Dalgom yawned, a wide, pink-mouthed affair that showed all his tiny teeth and conveyed a depth of ennui that philosophers strive for centuries to achieve. Then he laid his head on his paws, dismissing her entirely.
She took it as a binding oath. With a final, slightly embarrassed glance at the sketch, she closed the journal, sealing Suho’s face inside. The ghost of the term of endearment hung in the air, a sweet, silly scent. She checked her phone. The schedule glared back: 9 AM call time. Scenes 4 through 7, Episode 2. The bookshop set. Hajin.
The fondness evaporated, replaced by a low, familiar dread. She would spend her day watching a handsome stranger perform the intimate rituals of her marriage. It had become routine.
It had never stopped feeling like a violation.
The air inside Soundstage 4 was a specific kind of dry, dust-mote stillness, smelled of sawdust, fresh paint, and the faint ozone of hot lighting gear. In the center of the cavernous space, under a grid of hanging lights, stood a miracle of replication: Moonlight Stationery.
Jisoo paused at the edge of the set, a strange doubling in her vision. It was her shop. The proportions were exact—the slightly too-narrow aisle between the fiction shelves and the greeting card rack, the way the wooden floorboards dipped just a fraction near the register. The props department had sourced vintage 1990s stationery: boxes of pencils with faded logos, notebooks with floral covers, a rack of postcards featuring hazy images of Seoraksan. On the counter sat the brass bell, its ting painstakingly matched to her description. By the door, the wind chime—sea glass and aluminum—tinkled softly under the ventilation breeze. Kwon had installed it after a late-night script meeting where she’d mentioned it offhand; he’d never asked why it was important.
“Jisoo-ssi, we’re ready for you in hair and makeup.” An assistant with a headset gave her a tight smile.
In the trailer, the transformation into Soo-jin began. The wardrobe assistant helped her into the costume—a simple, calf-length dress of pale blue cotton, slightly faded from imagined washes. Then came the prosthetic.
It was a work of art, in its way. Made of medical-grade silicone and foam, it strapped around her torso with a complex harness of elastic and Velcro. The weight was calibrated, the surface painted with a network of faint blue veins and the shadow of a navel. When she stood, it protruded in a perfect, seven-month arc.
“How does it feel?” the wardrobe noon asked, adjusting a strap.
“Accurate,” Jisoo said, which was a lie. It felt like a lie. It was the right size, the right shape, but it was inert. A shell. When she rested her hand on it, a habit now as ingrained as breathing, the surface was cool and unyielding. There was no answering flutter beneath, no shift of a tiny foot. It was a monument to pregnancy, not the living experience.
On set, Kwon was already in his director’s chair, a fortress of monitors and steaming thermoses. He nodded as she approached. “We’re starting with the slipper scene. Hajin’s warmed up. You ready?”
“Ready,” she said, and took her position on the wooden stool behind the counter.
“Background… and action.”
The scene was quiet. Soo-jin (Jisoo) was lost in a book, her bare feet tucked under the stool. The stage direction was simple: Seok-woo enters, notices her feet, and kneels to put her slippers on without a word.
Hajin entered from the kitchenette set. He moved differently now than he had at the audition—with a settled, proprietary ease. He inhabited the space. He paused by the romance novels, pretending to straighten a row, his gaze casually sweeping the shop. It landed on her feet. He didn’t startle or make a show of it. His eyes just softened, and his mouth quirked in a tiny, private of course.
Then he dropped. One knee hit the floor with a soft, solid thump. No hesitation, no ceremony. It was an action performed ten thousand times.
This was Jisoo’s cue to look up, surprised, a slow warmth dawning in her eyes.
She looked up.
And her breath caught.
From this angle, with his head bowed as he picked up the first slipper, the lighting catching the messy waves of his hair… he was a mirror held at a wrong angle. He wasn’t Suho. But he was a powerful echo. The set, the costume, the gesture—they formed a resonance chamber that amplified the similarity into something unnerving.
Her line stuck in her throat for a half-second. “Oh—sorry. The book is too good. I didn’t notice.” She delivered it, the sound thin in her own ears.
Hajin, as Seok-woo, took her foot. His hands were careful. He slid the slipper on, then did something beautiful and unscripted: he pressed his thumb against her heel inside the slipper, checking the fit. It was such a Suho gesture—practical, thorough, wordlessly caring—that a real heat flashed behind Jisoo’s eyes.
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