Three years ago, when they danced together. A stage ablaze, a ghost of glory. The night the gang burned the brightest.
[FLASHBACK - 3 YEARS AGO]
[DECEMBER 11, 2021 - BACKSTAGE, CJ ENM CONTENT WORLD, PAJU]
The thing about victory is it makes you stupid.
Ryujin knew this from trainee days. First time she nailed a showcase and immediately tripped on a stair because her brain was busy celebrating instead of watching her feet. Victory is champagne bubbles in your blood. Victory is walking into a penthouse in full MAFIA leather, eyeliner sharp enough to commit crimes, thinking nothing can touch us.
Nothing ever had.
The 2021 MAMAs were theirs. The trophy went elsewhere, but the energy belonged to them. The crowd screaming ITZY like a summons. Every other group in the building looking at them like something new and dangerous had walked in.
She'd felt it before the first note. Heo Sungtae's face on the pre-show screen, the electricity of a crowd that understood they were watching something happen. LOCO running hot, Chaeryeong on the pole, Lia behind the chains and the whole arena going wahhhh, Ryujin's body inside the choreography like a second skin. Then the transition. Stage black. Gun at Yeji's head - cold prop metal, Yeji's breath audible in her ear for exactly two seconds - and the choice. She swung the barrel past Yeji, aiming directly at the boss.

Then the fight. The weeks of stunt school taking over, her body running the choreography her brain had stopped thinking about three rehearsals ago. The first man went down on instinct, the second on adrenaline, the third because the crowd noise had changed and she felt every person in the building watching one girl in leather boots punch through a corridor of men twice her size and the sound dropped into a low, collective rumble that meant they believed it. She reached Heo Sungtae. He spat his line - you were a tiger in disguise and Ryujin took the gun from the last man standing and shot him with it.
I'm the mafia. Camera. Smirk. The stillness after the violence louder than the violence itself. Meaning it completely.
Heo Sungtae had found them backstage after. The actual Jang Deok-su from actual Squid Game, the actual biggest show on actual planet Earth, bowing to five girls in leather and smudged eyeliner, telling them it was the best stage he'd ever been part of. They'd cried. All five of them, prettier than they had any right to, because in December 2021 that man's approval was basically a Daesang and nobody could tell Ryujin otherwise.
He'd talked to her the longest among the group. Asking about the stunt training, how long she'd practiced the fight sequence, whether she'd done her own falls. Ryujin told him she'd gotten the idea watching NCT do Kick It at last year's MAMA - the boys got their action movie moment and she'd decided on the spot that the genre wasn't gendered. People had been telling her she looked like Han So-hee for years, so when My Name dropped two months before the show she'd watched all eight episodes in one sitting and thought: fine, I'll give you the action movie version. Went to stunt school without telling anyone. Learned to take a fall on concrete floors until the bruises stopped being accidents and started being technique. He'd laughed at that, this huge delighted sound, and kept calling her "our mafia" like it was already decided, like the character had jumped off the stage and into her skin permanently. Ryujin had stood there proudly in her scuffed boots, prop gun still warm in her waistband, and thought: the scariest man on television thinks I'm a badass.
She'd carry that for years. Longer than she should have.
But they went home with nothing.
The envelope had gone to aespa. Ryujin was already on her phone before the announcement finished. She ignored the loss, already tracking the view count on the performance clip doing something insane, the number climbing fast enough she kept refreshing it. Four million and change. She turned the screen toward Lia without talking. Lia looked at it. Looked at Ryujin. Neither of them said the obvious thing. And that was the conversation.
The thing was, they'd been in adjacent rooms all night and neither group had said a word. Wall-to-wall awareness, zero contact. Ryujin had heard aespa through the partition, just a bunch of girls who sounded like they'd just had a good night. She'd thought about going over, but hadn't.
Karina was apparently two different people. The stage version was untouchable, sculpted, so beautiful that made you forget she was real. Ryujin had watched her open the show standing with Yeji, two faces that had no business being on the same stage because their combined aura was so overpowering it was basically unfair, and the whole arena had understood immediately why those two had been chosen to represent their generation. The girl through the partition was losing it over something - a laugh that outran itself, wheezing by the end, still going when there was nothing left. Someone that gorgeous had no business sounding that unhinged. Ryujin had listened for longer than she meant to.
The rest came through in pieces. One voice kept switching between Korean and English mid-sentence, cracking jokes in both languages with a grin you could hear even through a wall - the words casual but the delivery barely holding together, like she was one breath away from cracking up at her own bit. Someone small and earnest kept announcing things - food opinions, mostly, delivered with the sincerity of the Daesang acceptance speech itself. And another had this bright, hyping energy, exclamation marks you could hear, a voice that turned everything into an event just by being excited about it.
The bilingual one said something about a guy - an MC, maybe, or someone from the ceremony - half in English, voice already threatening to break. Then the earnest one, answering in English so broken it was its own dialect: "I think he's liar." Same sincerity as the food opinions. The bilingual one lost it. Someone else was already wheezing. Ryujin bit her lip to keep from laughing through the wall.
Four girls in a dressing room having the best night of their lives, same as them. Just on the other side of a wall neither group had figured out how to walk around yet.
Yeji had made the call. She'd been ordering fruit juice when she said it - "aespa's right there, it'd be nice to share together" - like the idea arrived with the cups, a spontaneous thought. That was Yeji, the leader who always the one who found the door first and made stepping through it look like nothing.
Ryujin couldn't remember whose idea it was to make it watermelon, but she claimed it anyway. She'd seen the stand earlier - the cups, the colors, the way it'd read against their performance blacks - and then suddenly the answer was obvious. Fresh, sweet, easy to carry. Good enough to mean something without making it weird.
Chaeryeong had volunteered before anyone else could. "Oh let me go! Let me go!" She was bouncing on her toes, hand already up like she was answering a question in class. The enthusiasm was pure, uncomplicated, the version of Chaeryeong that operated on instinct before her brain caught up and started asking questions.
Then her brain caught up. Ryujin watched it happen in real time - the shift from "I'll do it!" to "wait what did I just volunteer for" hitting somewhere between the juice stand and their dressing room door. Suddenly Chaeryeong was holding the cup arrangement like it actually needed balancing, rehearsing something under her breath, eyes going distant as if the kdrama script in her head had just turned a simple drink delivery into a twelve-episode arc with emotional stakes. The same focused energy she put into nailing a difficult eight-count, except now she was choreographing an interaction that was supposed to be casual.
Ryujin kept her mouth shut because saying anything would've ended it. She wanted to see where it went.
Karina would tell fans later that Chaeryeong came in, put the juice down, kept her head down the whole time, mumbled something in the general direction of the floor, and left, calling her the "top of the head fairy" because that was all she'd seen of her.
Ryujin's version was shorter - Chaeryeong came back through their door at something between a walk and a sprint.
"How'd it go?"
"Great."
She sat down and looked at nothing.
And that's how it all started. An hour later Karina had posted the whole aespa lineup holding their cups - Giselle taking the selfie, captioning it thank you ITZY sunbaenim with a heart. Yeji was already typing on Bubble. Ryujin put her phone down and looked at the ceiling.

Good people. Or just very hungry ones. Probably both.
They were so hungry back then. Fuck, they all were.
[LATER THAT EVENING - SIGNIEL SEOUL, 80TH FLOOR]
"JYP booked the whole floor." Yeji was still in the harness, the one that made her shoulders sweep up like temple eaves. The elevator was climbing and she was explaining logistics in the voice she used for briefings. "Jihyo-unnie's already there, setting up the games. The boys are coming."
"The WHOLE floor?" Yuna was already bouncing on her toes, wearing four-inch platform boots on a frame that already made her the tallest member without them. Her head came within kissing distance of the elevator ceiling with every bounce she didn't notice because she was too busy checking her reflection in the polished doors while her rhinestones caught the overhead light in scattered bursts.
"Games!" Chaeryeong's eyes went wide with genuine excitement. "Jihyo-unnie said there would be games."
"I LOVE games," Yuna announced to the elevator at large.
"You love WINNING games," Ryujin corrected.
"I love games that I WIN."
Yeji met Yuna's gaze with one eyebrow slightly raised.
Yuna looked back at her. Something visibly processed behind her eyes. "Wait, hold on - drinking games? Or like - " She gestured vaguely at the elevator ceiling. " - GAMES games?"
"With Jihyo-unnie and Nayeon-unnie running it?" Lia was checking her phone, filming the elevator buttons for reasons that were completely unclear to everyone including possibly herself. "Both. Definitely both at the same time."
Chaeryeong had had "a few" at the official downstairs party, the one with managers and press and socially acceptable levels of celebration, and her eyes had gone glassy in a way that meant she was calculating something. Ryujin knew that exact look. It was the one Chaeryeong got right before random dance battles in practice rooms.
Competition mode was activating.
Ryujin watched the floor numbers climb steadily - seventy-six to seventy-seven to seventy-eight - trying to figure out what kind of party required booking an entire floor of the Signiel Seoul eighty stories above street level at one in the fucking morning.

The elevator dinged.
The doors slid open.
Ryujin's brain stopped.
Eight women stood there in full noir costumes matching the MAFIA concept they'd just performed and someone had brought confetti guns.
FWUMP. FWUMP.
Both cannons fired point blank, aimed directly at her face. The blast hit first, her hair flattening straight back, eyeliner migrating somewhere wrong, hitting with same concentrated force of the stage air cannons she'd been firing at crowds for three years and had never once been on the receiving end of. Her ears rang, gold and silver confetti already inside her mouth before she thought to close it, inside her collar, tangled in her eyelashes, stuck to whatever survived of her stage makeup.
"SURPRISE!!!"
Of course Sana brought confetti guns to a company party. It was everywhere, tangled in everyone's hair, sliding down cleavage, sticking to fresh lipstick with static. Ryujin watched a piece disappear straight down Momo's dress, another one settling perfectly between Jihyo's tits like it had been aiming for that exact spot. She tasted glitter on her tongue, her ears were still ringing, she blinked twice and got confetti directly in her eye. Shit, I should probably stop doing this to Midzys at concerts.
She'd been expecting maybe two seniors with champagne and war stories but this was the full TWICE lineup in noir costumes ranging from "technically decent" to "gave up three hours ago." Sana was already reloading a second confetti cannon. Momo was stretching in a slit dress that had apparently given up being an actual dress three hours ago and was now just decorative fabric. Dahyun wore a massive black fedora. It was pretty obvious she'd decided she was the MC tonight.
Ryujin brushed confetti out of her mouth and stepped inside. Her brain needed three full seconds to reboot. The stage was still in her legs, hundreds of people screaming so hard it bypassed ears and went straight to bone, settling into her skeleton like a second heartbeat that hadn't figured out the show was over. The MAMA stage had bent tonight, she'd felt it through the floorboards during the fight sequence.
That feeling was still thrumming in her chest when Jihyo spoke.
"You girls finally made it."
They were late apparently, she'd been waiting apparently, the whole floor was booked so a dozen idols could fuck each other senseless apparently.
"Unnie." Yeji stepped forward first because Yeji always stepped forward first. "This is... you didn't say it'd be everyone."
"Surprise, Yeji-ya." Jihyo's smile held too much warmth for a boss and too much authority for a friend. "You earned it tonight. All five of you did. Get in here."
Ryujin stepped fully inside, wiping glitter off her tongue. JYP had booked a small country and furnished it with clear intent. Floor to ceiling windows on three sides showed Seoul at eighty stories, the city spread out below like a map someone had set on fire. The couches were arranged in configurations suggesting someone had briefed the interior designer on exactly what twenty-odd people might accomplish if properly motivated. Water stations with fresh fruit and electrolyte drinks because someone, definitely Jihyo, had approached hydration logistics like a military operation.
A hallway led to bedrooms, the doors standing open, the lighting warmer and significantly more ready for use. Someone had put genuine thought into making sure everyone could fuck comfortably.
But the real statement was the scoreboard mounted on the wall behind the wet bar, actual gymnasium realness with white backing and red sliding numbers someone had hauled up eighty floors. A whiteboard with columns sat next to it, positioned above a perfectly arranged row of supplies: blindfolds, kitchen timers, three unopened packs of Pocky, penalty cards, and a full bag of uninflated balloons.
Ryujin looked at that scoreboard and felt her competitive instinct, which was already hot from the stage, start humming at a new intensity. Oh, we're doing this.
The room only had one center of attention: Park Jihyo.
She stood in the middle and seven women had arranged themselves around her without being told, formations self organizing around their leader.
Ryujin's porn-rotted brain processed the scene in layers. The suit tailored to the exact millimeter, jacket cutting sharp at her waist, lapels framing bare skin from collarbone to navel. Her tits, the ones JYP's diet managers had spent five years trying to starve off her frame and failing because Park Jihyo outlasted the diets. Full, heavy, natural, defying every weight standard the building had tried to enforce. Her thighs filling the trousers with dense confidence, fabric pulled tight across her thighs.
Jihyo stood still and the standards bent around her.
Nayeon had claimed a couch, draped across expensive leather scrolling her phone. Momo was explaining something to a backup dancer with her hands, her dress surrendering to gravity through sheer panels showing those abs everyone talked about.
Tzuyu materialized near the back at her full absurd height, five foot nine of sculpture standing perfectly straight. Chaeyoung had found a napkin and was sketching on it with small precise movements. Sana was reloading the confetti cannon with one hand while her other arm wrapped around Dahyun's waist because she'd been touching the nearest available person since debut and never developed the impulse to stop.
Ryujin almost missed Mina completely, tucked in the corner by the windows with an untouched drink, sitting perfectly still while Seoul glittered below, her eyes tracking the room in slow methodical sweeps. She was watching everyone and everything with that soft gaze of hers.
Yuna spoke from behind Ryujin, careful in a way Yuna's voice was never normally careful. "What about Jeongyeon unnie?"
Eight faces adjusted in the same half second. "I spoke to her this morning. She made the call," Jihyo reassured. "She wanted us to do this. Told me to take pictures."
Nayeon spoke from the couch without looking up. "My husband needs her beauty sleep. I told her if she tried to come tonight I'd lock her in her room myself. She's probably watching from bed, knowing her she fell asleep during the opening ceremony."
The room laughed and the tension broke. Taking care of their own without the emotional bullshit, Ryujin thought. Jeongyeon was resting and everyone knew it and nobody was making it weird.
"Come sit," Jihyo said.
They did. Because Jihyo said so. Heels kicked off, bodies sinking into leather, the quiet hum of Seoul bleeding through glass while they waited.
Then the second elevator dinged. Ryujin heard the heavy shuffle of expensive shoes, which meant the boys had arrived. Six men stepped out wearing masks, black silk theatrical covering them nose to chin, looking like extras from the MAFIA stage concept who'd missed their cue and wandered into the wrong act, which was either extremely intentional or the most committed wardrobe accident in JYP history.
Ryujin read them by behavior before faces mattered. Chan and Changbin led, filling the elevator doors with two different kinds of density. Chan entered shoulders first with the physical confidence of someone who'd been carrying a group since debut, scanning the penthouse with leader instinct. Changbin occupied space he technically didn't have the height for, but muscle that dense made him wider than he was tall anyway.
They cleared the path for the drama. Hyunjin let the doors wait for him, moving with slow liquidity, like a prince who knew the camera was always rolling, his mask and jaw catching light at angles that felt storyboarded. Damn, Ryujin thought, watching him. That's a performance.
Then Felix brought up the rear holding a Tupperware container of brownies with both hands, navigating the room like he was transporting a live bomb. He bypassed all the posturing to set the container on the kitchen counter with extreme care, nodded once to himself, mission accomplished, then joined the group. Respect, Ryujin thought. Man has his priorities straight.
The boys kicked off their shoes, pushed their masks up to their foreheads so they could drink. Black silk bunched at their hairlines, off duty bandits who'd clocked out to have champagne.
Ryujin scanned the settling room and caught it. Lia had her phone up, finding angles like it was a her day job. Mina, for her part, was quietly watching Lia film it, aiming that flat methodical attention like a laser.
Their eyes met, held. Game recognize game. Lia lowered her phone. Neither spoke, neither looked away. The quietest alliance ever formed in a JYP property just happened and Ryujin watched it click into place and that was the signal the rest of the room was apparently waiting for.
Drinks materialized. Conversations splintered and reformed across the furniture. The groups broke down into something looser, the formal senior-junior distance dissolving into shared adrenaline and champagne that kept appearing without anyone visibly refilling it.
Sana reached ITZY first. Her arms went around Yuna's shoulders before anyone had finished processing the SKZ arrival, koala mode fully engaged, face buried in Yuna's collarbone while making sounds that could generously be called words.
Yuna lit up and bent down to receive her, a towering glitter monument folding in half so a woman a half head shorter could cling to her neck and squeal.
Sana pulled back just enough to hold Yuna at arm's length, scanning her from platform boots to rhinestones with her mouth open.
"Yuna-ya. Your LEGS. How are they longer every time I see you?"
"Right?" Yuna did a quarter-turn, presenting the evidence. "Like, literally, my stylists had to rehem everything for tonight because I grew AGAIN."
"You grew?"
"I might have grown."
"She didn't grow," Lia said from somewhere.
"I MIGHT HAVE."
Sana was already squeezing Yuna's thigh like she was testing produce. "These are NOT the same legs from MAMA last year. These are UPGRADED. These are PREMIUM."
Yuna preened. She put herself on full display - chin up, shoulders back, one hip cocked - basking in the knowledge that her best feature was even better than she thought. She was checking to see if Ryujin was watching.
Ryujin was watching.
Then Tzuyu materialized behind them.
Sana spotted her. "Tzuyu-ya! Come look at Yuna's legs."
Tzuyu glanced. "They're nice."
Something about the way Tzuyu said nice while standing at her full height made Yuna's display energy falter. Two girls built on the same vertical scale except Tzuyu's stillness made it apparent that she’d never had to prove it.
They stood side by side and the visual was frankly offensive. Two faces that expensive standing that close together and looking at a room that didn't deserve them. Ryujin had seen that exact energy before, usually right before a photoshoot that made everyone else in the frame look like extras.
Yuna glanced down. Back up. Down again. Her eyes were doing the math and the math was making her unhappy.
"Your legs are longer," Yuna said.
Tzuyu didn't look down. She didn't need to. "They're not."
"THEY ARE." Yuna gestured at the evidence, one hand sweeping from Tzuyu's hip to the floor.
"Not really." Tzuyu sighed.
"I'm TALLER." Yuna straightened her spine, chin lifting, her platform boots doing their best.
"Height and leg length aren’t the same measurement."
Yuna's mouth opened. Closed. Opened again. "That's... that's not..."
"Basic anatomy."
Yuna looked betrayed. Tzuyu looked absolutely unbothered and correct.
It took exactly seventeen minutes for the dust to settle, which was exactly when Nayeon made her move.
She cornered Yeji with zero subtlety, hand on her elbow, pulling her toward the window alcove. The senior had apparently decided a conversation was happening and Yeji's schedule had been overruled.
Ryujin drifted close enough to eavesdrop because she was exceptionally good at eavesdropping and saw no reason to waste the talent.
"You saw who presented tonight." Nayeon said casually, eyes bored. Yeji nodded. SNSD had presented Best Female Group, Tiffany and Sooyoung and Yuri handing out the award - three women who'd built the house everyone in this room was living in.
"They were watching you during LOCO." Nayeon continued. "Sooyoung unnie texted me after. She said, and I'm quoting, 'that girl moves like she was born on stage.' She meant you."
Yeji's face didn't move but her hands went still.
"SNSD, TWICE, ITZY." Nayeon let the names hang. "Nobody's calling it that yet. They will."
Ryujin's hand tightened around her champagne flute. Three names stacked like stages on a tour poster, hers at the bottom in fresh ink while the others had earned permanent marker. She looked at the women in this room, Jihyo who'd outlasted the diet managers, Momo who'd outlasted seventeen years of body commentary, Nayeon who'd outlasted everything, and thought, You can't touch a lineage like that, you can only inherit it or watch it pass you by.
Tonight it felt like watching Nayeon place a crown on Yeji's head. A heavy, permanent inheritance. Nayeon was looking fondly at Yeji, like a successor she was reluctant to name but couldn’t stop watching. Yeji looked back, already composed, already waiting for the rest of the room to catch up.
Ryujin stood close enough to hear it and thought, We're next. We're fucking next.
The invincibility was definitely real. The building had just confirmed it and Park Jihyo was about to sign the paperwork. She stepped to the center of the floor.
One moment conversations were running, the next every voice in the penthouse had dialed down to nothing. Jihyo was holding a champagne flute and when Jihyo held a champagne flute, things were about to be said.
Glasses appeared, Ryujin wasn't sure from where but the champagne pouring happened with TWICE coordination. The flutes were crystal, the champagne cold and golden and definitely better than the sponsored garbage from downstairs.
"Quick version," Jihyo said, and the room was already still. "Aespa took the trophy tonight. That's how it works sometimes and the girls from SM deserve every bit of their night and we're going to be gracious about that because we're professionals and because being bitter is ugly."
"But I watched our stages tonight. I watched Chaeryeong on that pole and the arena screaming itself hoarse. I watched Ryujin put an action movie on a K-pop stage. I watched Yeji stand there with a gun to her head. I watched Hyunjin swing a flaming sword on that stage. I watched the numbers climbing in real time on a phone screen with mascara running down my face, which I'm admitting to exactly once and never again."
She raised the glass. "JYP Nation owned the ceremony tonight. JYP Nation was the ceremony. To JYP fucking Nation. May the best team win."
Twenty glasses went up, crystal meeting crystal in a ripple that started at Jihyo's hand and radiated outward. The sound was bright and clean and expensive. Ryujin drank, the champagne hitting cold and sweet with enough bite to remind you it was serious. Of course it was better than anything downstairs. Jihyo only dealt in absolutes.
The toast shattered the remaining formality like glass hitting the floor. Leather jackets came off. Boots got kicked into corners. Masks were pushed up or pulled off entirely. The last of the formal senior-junior shit dissolved into shared adrenaline and champagne that kept endlessly appearing from somewhere.
Ryujin navigated the escalating chaos with her empty glass as an excuse to keep moving. She passed the kitchen island first. Chan's hands were slicing through the air, blocking out that fight sequence. Yeji stood opposite him wearing her Leader face, yes focused but unblinking. That expression always made grown men straighten their posture without her saying a word. Ryujin caught the tail end as she slipped past.
"That was all Ryujin actually," Yeji said, nodding toward where Ryujin had just been standing. "She went to stunt school without telling us. Came back bruised for three weeks."
Technically accurate, conveniently omitting the part where Yeji had to stand on live television with a barrel pressed to her temple holding still while her member decided whether to shoot her or the guy behind her. That was the hard part, left unspoken.
Protecting my credit without making it weird, Ryujin thought, and kept walking.
She drifted toward the living area, stepping over discarded combat boots. Nayeon held court on the main couch like she was observing a litter of very loud puppies.
The loudest puppies were currently cornering Chaeryeong, where a full pole debrief was happening. Momo was demanding technical details about grip transitions, making everyone else's questions sound like small talk. Sana was less verbal but way more physical, both hands clamped on Chaeryeong's shoulders, squeezing them. "These shoulders are insane, like actually insane, these are weapons!"
Chaeryeong held perfectly still, blinking slowly, a hostage in an extremely affectionate prison.
That's respect, Ryujin thought, watching Momo's hands test the muscle, demanding to know exactly how Chaeryeong's body did what it did. Momo always gave a shit by refusing to be gentle about it.
She smirked and kept moving toward the windows.
Hyunjin was already there because of course he was. Hyunjin found windows the same way Yuna found mirrors, drawn to the reflection like it was calling his name. He was posing even when he thought he wasn't, one hand pressed flat against the glass, silhouette perfectly composed.
"The sword was actually on fire," he said without turning around, as Seoul glittered eighty floors down.
Ryujin leaned against the window frame. "Yeah, I noticed. Also noticed the burns on your wrist."
He turned, slow and graceful. "Stunt coordinator said I was rolling the dice on third degree burns."
"Sounds like a Tuesday."
His mouth twitched. "You want to know how close I got to dropping it?"
"I want to know if you're stupid or just committed."
"Twice. Once during rehearsal when the wind shifted, once live when my hand cramped." He flexed his fingers like they might still be smoking. "But twenty thousand people were screaming so dropping it wasn't really an option."
There it was. Ryujin knew that feeling, the kind of insanity that kept her on her feet through the corridor fight even when her ankle was on fire and the stunt coordinator was yelling cut if you need to into her earpiece. You don't cut when the lights are on and the crowd has already decided you're invincible.
"The high you get after," she said. "When your body realizes it survived."
"Better than anything."
This man moved like water and talked like he'd already booked the role, he'd spent tonight holding real fire because someone told him it'd make good television, which was the same reckless logic she'd applied to concrete floors and breakaway props that weren't quite breakaway enough. They understood each other completely, and that was refreshing.
"They'll remember this MAMA for years," she said.
"We'll remember it longer." He was right, the injuries always lasted longer than the hashtags. "You did good tonight. The whole fight sequence, I watched from backstage."
"You too. The sword thing hit hard."
The party was getting louder behind them, someone was laughing, someone else was already half naked, Dahyun was yelling about penalty cards. The night was shifting into its next act and they were still standing here talking about the ways they'd nearly killed themselves three hours ago for applause.
Hyunjin pushed off from the window. "Stay dangerous, Shin Ryujin."
"Wouldn't know how to stop."
He disappeared back into the noise. Ryujin stayed at the window for another second, touching her ribs where they still clicked wrong from a stage fall two years ago that nobody noticed because she'd landed on the beat.
Worth it. Every single time. The clicking was proof she'd committed when it mattered, proof she belonged in rooms like this with people who got it. People who chose safety over the high were boring, they'd never understand what it felt like to push past every reasonable limit and survive, they'd never earn their place the way she had.
This was what made them special. The willingness to stay dangerous when everyone else said stop.
Dahyun had written SCOREBOARD across a whiteboard in block capitals. WINNERS on the left, LOSERS on the right. She was holding a red marker, her handwriting was aggressive, her intention was war.
Chaeryeong's eyes went wide. "The points matter," she announced to the room.
"What about moral victories?" Lia asked from the couch, phone aimed at the board, wielding her polite princess voice that sounded like a question but was actually an argument. "Participation awards?"
"This isn't kindergarten, Lia."
Jihyo passed through. "Chaeryeong, the scoreboard is decorative. Stop fondling it."
"The scoreboard is REAL." Chaeryeong had already found a marker, her handwriting smaller than Dahyun's and more precise. She added a column labeled PERSONAL BEST and underlined it twice.
Jihyo looked at Nayeon. Nayeon looked back. Communication passing between them older than ITZY's entire career.
"Let her have it," Nayeon said, already bored.
Ryujin watched Chaeryeong claim her territory on the board and thought this is going to be a long fucking night.
Competition mode escalated, but that was the whole point. The scoreboard demanded respect, a neon declaration that said I see what you can do and I'm going hard. Everyone in this room had earned their place by refusing to quit when it mattered, and this was how they showed it, through intensity, through competition that actually meant something.
The formation was built on this. Years of this exact energy, bleeding for it together, and nobody outside could ever understand what that meant.
Ryujin looked around at the chaos building and felt something warm and certain settle in her chest. We built this. Nobody gets to take it.
The games lasted exactly as long as it took Dahyun to claim the floor and decide she was running this show now.
She stood at the whiteboard with markers in both hands like she was about to conduct an orchestra. "GAME ONE. Whisper Challenge. The rules are the ACTUAL rules, which means no modified rules, no house rules, and no - " She aimed the red marker directly at Chaeryeong like a prosecutor identifying the defendant. " - Chaeryeong rules."
"I don't have rules." Chaeryeong looked genuinely confused, which made it funnier.
"You have rules. Everyone in this room knows you have rules. Your rules have rules written in the footnotes."
"Those are strategies."
"Strategies are just rules wearing a better outfit." Dahyun uncapped the marker with a sharp pop. "Standard rules. Noise-canceling headphones. Three rounds. Points go on the board. Losers drink. Any questions?"
Nobody had questions because Dahyun ran variety shows the way Jihyo ran afterparties, which was to say with absolute authority and zero tolerance for negotiation.
The Whisper Challenge burned through three rounds with the efficiency of a comeback stage and twice the casualties. Ryujin had been playing this shit since debut, mangling phrases with the accumulated hearing damage from concert speakers that had been destroying her ears since she was seventeen, but Dahyun was the one choosing the phrases tonight and Dahyun was an absolute fucking menace when given creative control.
The game immediately devolved into linguistic hell, mutating "Bang Chan has sculpted abs" into "pancakes are rice snacks" - a translation Chan looked genuinely thrilled by - while Felix stood trapped in the middle of the line, his baby face cycling through six consecutive stages of profound philosophical bewilderment since his basement-level voice offered exactly zero help for lip-reading. His sheer panic made Sana laugh hard enough to drop her champagne flute, which Mina snatched out of midair with her terrifying, serene ballerina coordination, never even blinking as Chaeryeong ruthlessly carried her team.
Chaeryeong was shaping syllables the way she'd demonstrate choreo to failing trainees, her enunciation sharp enough to cut glass as she racked up penalty drinks for the other side before anyone else realized the scoring system was live. Watching her, Ryujin recognized the exact same sickness in herself: that laser-focused engine that clicked on before random dance battles, treating a stupid party game like blood sport because points were always at stake, whether anyone else knew it or not.
Then Balloon Pop escalated through increasingly intimate body contact at a pace that was pretending to be accidental but wasn't. Chest pops got polite laughter, ass pops got louder laughter and some highly creative physics, but the second "partner's thigh" showed up on Dahyun's card, the entire room collectively abandoned the pretense of playing a game and just started using latex as an excuse to grope each other.
Yuna paired up with Tzuyu because the tallest girls in the room always gravitated toward each other by sheer biological imperative. Yuna threw her thigh at the balloon with absolute, chaotic commitment while Tzuyu automatically adjusted her chin to a flawless thirty-degree angle, her body instinctively finding the best lighting for cameras that weren't even there. The balloon escaped anyway, shooting sideways while Yuna's rhinestones snagged violently on Tzuyu's stockings. It left a glittering, shredded scatter pattern across Tzuyu's thigh, and neither of them even bothered to untangle themselves.
Changbin stood center stage, holding a pink balloon like he was swearing an oath on it. "I have principles," he announced to the room.
Thirty seconds later he obliterated that same balloon with his ass. One committed, glute-driven thrust sent it into the afterlife with a crack loud enough to make Sana actually jump.
The room broke. Changbin let his hands settle back at his sides, squaring his shoulders to let everyone process the objective firmness of his lower half. Principles were clearly flexible; his ass wasn't. Ryujin watched the display and immediately logged him as a viable asset.
Meanwhile, Chaeryeong was operating on a completely different level. She destroyed three balloons before the round even ended, foam confetti sticking in her hair like battle damage. Half her team was already half-undressed from the relay penalties, but Chaeryeong ignored the skin entirely. She just stood at the whiteboard, tracking her score with surgical handwriting, completely blind to everything except the numbers climbing in her column.
Yeji lost three balloons in a row. The same girl who had just anchored a high-stakes MAMA stage with live props was currently losing a war against a piece of latex. She lunged, missed entirely, and knocked Momo's champagne straight off the counter. She just stood there afterward, champagne dripping from her wrist, staring at the escaped balloon with a look of profound, silent betrayal as her professional dignity died on the penthouse floor.
Yuna hip-checked her during the fourth attempt and the balloon sailed sideways. "It slipped!" Yuna was already in motion, already moving away.
"Your HIP slipped." Yeji's voice went flat, which meant it had become dangerous.
Yuna was already behind Tzuyu, using the only person in the room tall enough to provide actual concealment as a human shield. Tzuyu just stood there, perfectly still, accepting her new purpose with a blank expression.
The games degraded after that. The relay and the Pocky tournament bled together, the structure dissolving as the heat in the room rose. Dahyun's bracket began eliminating formality one article of clothing at a time. Accessories went first - rings passed between lips, warm metal from someone else's finger landing on a tongue. Bracelets pulled over wrists using only teeth, the scrape of beads against enamel. It held the basic shape of a game just long enough to keep everyone playing.
Then Dahyun's card demanded Momo's belt.
Momo looked down. The belt was the only thing keeping the dress functioning as a garment rather than a suggestion. She pulled it anyway.
The silk surrendered immediately. It parted straight down her center, hanging from her shoulders to frame the sudden, aggressive reality of her body.
Ryujin's brain took a full, involuntary inventory. Momo's abs were carved deep enough to cast actual shadows under the overheads - seventeen years of dance compressed into pure weaponry. Her breasts were heavy, dark nipples already peaking against the December draft from the windows. The dip of her waist looked narrow enough to snap.
The room short-circuited. Changbin stopped talking mid-syllable, and someone's champagne tilted, spilling gold into the expensive rug unnoticed. A backup dancer swallowed hard, his eyes locked completely on the heavy sway of Momo's chest as the ambient noise of thirty people just dropped out.
The room's atmosphere snapped. The competitive edge dissolved into pure, expensive heat. Thirty people simultaneously realizing they were eighty floors up with unlimited champagne and zero supervision. The air smelled of Tom Ford and sudden, aggressive horniness.
Momo just shoved the silk aside. A minor logistical adjustment. She gave the room zero seconds to recover.
"Shirts," Dahyun announced to the silence.
Half the room complied before the vowel finished. Ryujin's shirt joined the pile. Fuck it. She'd performed in a bra on stage for three years. This was basically the same thing except with better champagne and worse lighting.
"Bras."
Sana went first. Sana always went first. Both hands back, unclasped, pulling the lace forward through her neckline in one fluid, terrifyingly practiced motion. Yuna immediately turned her own unhooking into a main stage solo, popping her hip to ensure maximum visual impact.
Ryujin popped her own clasp, letting the lace drop. The Signiel’s ruthless climate control immediately bit into her bare chest. Her breasts were the only liability on a body built entirely for stage combat - two handfuls of unapologetic softness against a cage of muscle, her dark nipples instantly pebbling into tight, aching points against the eightieth-floor draft.
She looked around. The penthouse had devolved from an exclusive VIP afterparty into a feral, high-end locker room in under thirty seconds. Dozens of breasts - a chaotic, bouncing spectrum of shapes, weights, and surgical budgets - were just out, breathing the same recycled luxury air. Millions of dollars of heavily insured, highly classified K-pop assets, all swaying over imported silk rugs while Seoul traffic crawled blindly below.
Chaeryeong bypassed hands entirely. She removed hers and passed it to Changbin using only her teeth. He accepted the garment with grave, terrified reverence. Dahyun clocked it on her phone stopwatch: 4.3 seconds from clasp to transfer.
Felix squeaked from his safe zone near the Tupperware. "Wait, doesn't Chaeryeong have a boyfriend?"
Chaeryeong kept her eyes locked on the scoreboard. "Sunwoo told me to win by any means necessary."
"And the whole -"
"By ANY means necessary, Felix."
Felix looked at Chan for moral support. Chan looked back. They immediately launched into rapid, panicked Australian, syllables flying too fast and too accented for anyone else in the Northern Hemisphere to parse.
Dahyun dropped the fedora and the MC garb in a single motion and Ryujin realized the JYP styling department had been lying to the general public for half a decade. Instead of the straight, industry-approved lines her outfits always advertised, Dahyun was built entirely out of curves - heavy, flared hips flushed deep pink from champagne and the suffocating heat of thirty bodies burning up the penthouse.
Ryujin stared, mentally recalculating five years of visual data.
Dahyun's head snapped up. Her eyes locked onto Ryujin across the crowded room. That woman could spot a hidden camera in a stadium ceiling, and apparently the radar worked on people too. They held eye contact. Long enough to be intentional, short enough for plausible deniability. Neither of them said a word.
Then Chaeyoung’s shirt hit the floor, and the sheer volume of ink finally made sense. The tattoos climbed both arms, scattered everywhere - flowers, a fish, cryptic squiggle. Mina locked onto the display immediately. The entire industry knew about Myoui Mina’s notorious habit of staring at women and this was a targeted strike. Her eyes tracked the scattered designs with that terrifying, unblinking focus, owning the voyeurism with a quiet confidence that made Ryujin mentally take notes before turning her head away. Some things were above her damn pay grade.
The Pocky tournament bracket went up on the whiteboard with Dahyun's ruthless efficiency. She was playing Music Bank PD, choosing matchups based on who she wanted to see with their mouths close together and calling it "dramatic potential."
"This is fucking rigged," Ryujin called out.
"It's curated," Dahyun corrected, keeping her eyes on her marker.
The first three rounds were actually competitive, people trying to win, the Pocky snapping clean before mouths got too close.
By the fourth round, someone's hand slid onto someone else's hip mid-game, fingers digging in for a balance that had absolutely nothing to do with the biscuit. The Pocky snapped, but the chocolate was already melting between two mouths that didn't bother unpressing now that the game part was over and they could just kiss.
"Technical no contest," Dahyun announced, deadpan. "Extracurricular engagement during active gameplay."
"Wait, but that's not even in the rules," Yuna called out. "Like, that's literally not a rule!"
"I'm writing the rules in real time, Shin Yuna, keep up."
Yeji was out for blood. Losing three balloon rounds had flipped that terrifying switch in her spine, turning her back into the ruthless leader pulling them through comeback stages where fucking up wasn't an option. She won four games straight by refusing to let anyone actually touch her, leaning back from her opponents and snapping the biscuit with cold precision right before things got messy. She's treating this like center position evaluation, Ryujin thought, watching Yeji lock her jaw and keep everyone out of her personal space. Can't lose if you never let them in.
But everywhere else the blocking was disintegrating.
The room's energy dropped a full octave. Chan's golden retriever energy evaporated into something with actual teeth, Sana's brightness dialed down to a slow heavy burn, Nayeon abandoned the couch to arch her spine and catch the light, pure muscle memory from a decade of being in the cameras even when the cameras were just people's eyes.
Momo's hands found someone's hips with the same precision she brought to choreography, testing the muscle distribution, adjusting the angle.
Chaeryeong found her moment when the technique finally melted. Her opponent had his hands braced on her shoulders for balance, but then the competitive tension just collapsed, their weight settling heavily together. Her own hands softened against his shirt, fingers spreading out exactly enough to trace the heat and the solid muscle jumping underneath the fabric. The Pocky disappeared and she stayed there, mouth still on his, eyes wide open while his were closed, just actively feeling it, taking mental notes on exactly how a guy's body responded when she let him in.
"Oh," she said, pulling back just enough to get the words out, eyes still wide. "We're - okay, we're doing something else now."
"Bonus round, folks," Dahyun announced from the whiteboard, still holding that marker like a conductor's baton.
The costumes came apart after that.
Leather crumpling into piles getting left for morning, vinyl peeled down and abandoned, someone's jacket hit the floor and three people immediately stepped over it without looking. Lia's bustier stayed technically on but the lacing had been pulled loose enough that it was just decoration, her tits practically spilling out every time she moved. Yeji's harness sat across her bare shoulders with everything underneath gone, the straps framing her collarbones like an empty portrait frame, chest fully exposed, perky tits catching the overhead light.
Rhinestones kept shedding from Yuna's skin onto whoever she pressed against, catching light in scattered trajectories across the furniture like glitter from a crime scene.
There goes five hundred thousand won in styling, Ryujin thought, watching a rhinestone hit the marble and bounce twice.
Ryujin watched Yeji's mouth on someone else's body, watched the tournament focus softening into something hungrier, her jaw unlocking degree by degree, finally letting someone close enough to actually touch her.
So this is what tonight actually is, she thought.
There was no Round 5.
Nobody officially called it but somewhere between the last snapped biscuit and whatever was currently happening on the rug, the concept of party games had quietly evacuated the eighty first floor.
Jihyo's voice cut through the noise, sharp and clear.
"New rules. Hydrate, check in, buddy system. Anyone uncomfortable finds me or Nayeon. Anyone who questions someone's exit answers to me personally."
She delivered this mandatory safety briefing while actively riding a backup dancer, her champagne flute perfectly level in her left hand, the liquid holding perfectly still despite the fact that her hips were rolling in deep brutal circles, taking him to the root with every downward grind.
Ryujin stared at her core strength with profound terrified respect. That's seven years of touring right there, she thought. She could probably do choreo while getting fucked and hit every single eight count.
"Been doing this since 2016," Nayeon confirmed from the couch, her attention entirely on whoever's neck she was currently ruining with her teeth. "The method works."
"What's the method?" someone asked.
"Hydrate and don't be a dick," Jihyo said, still riding, her glass perfectly steady. "It's simple."
Then the Great Migration happened.
One couple wandered into Lia's suite and found the massive circular mattress. The girl let out an actual gasp when she saw it, two more followed the sound, then four more followed them. Within fifteen minutes the sheer absurdity of a round bed had abolished personal space entirely, drunk idols saw a circular platform and their stage trained lizard brains immediately demanded to be in the center of it, the formation instinct overriding every other rational thought.
The pile was twelve bodies deep before the room's actual owner noticed.
Lia had been standing in her own doorway filming bathroom damage, phone up, documentary voice fully engaged.
"Notice the eyeliner migration pattern, consistent with a category four transfer event, evidence of prolonged facial contact in humid conditions -"
She lowered the phone slowly. Twelve people were occupying her premium bedding.
"That's my bed."
The writhing mass of limbs ignored her completely, too busy discovering what happened when you put twenty people on a round mattress and told them to figure it out.
"I chose this room specifically because of the mattress firmness." Her voice carried the tightly controlled exasperation of a woman watching her retirement portfolio burn in real time. "I had the highest vocal scores this quarter. I measured the curve for optimal camera angles. There are currently too many people on it."
"I'm providing moral support," Ryujin yelled from the edge of the mattress, currently pinned under someone's thigh, unable to move without disrupting three other people's positioning.
"You're providing body weight, Shin Ryujin."
"Moral body weight."
"That's not a thing."
"It is now."
The rest of the penthouse had already sorted itself into distinct ecosystems and Ryujin tracked the chaos from her pinned position, her porn brain automatically cataloging positions and techniques like she was taking mental notes for later. Jihyo's bedroom had devolved into a teaching hospital. She was still riding that backup dancer straight into the mattress, her heavy tits swaying with every brutal downward thrust. Her pussy visibly swallowed his cock to the root while she slapped his hips with both hands, forcing his angle deeper, grinding directly against her cervix like she was actively trying to find the point where one of them would finally break.
Nayeon had turned the main couch into a VIP gallery, spread wide across expensive leather, her ass sinking deep into the cushions while someone buried their face in her soaking wet cunt, the shine of saliva and pussy juice catching the overhead lights in obscene detail, but Nayeon didn't even look down at what was happening between her legs, just casually reached out to grope the hard dick of whoever happened to walk past her territory, her hand wrapping around shaft like she was claiming a door handle.
Out on the floor Momo held center court doing something physically impossible, legs locked in a perfect impossible split, ass cheeks spread wide to take a cock from behind while her upper body stayed completely vertical, the wet meaty slap of skin on skin echoing over the music, her pussy leaking a steady trail of white cream onto the expensive rug, her core strength turning the entire display into a terrifying flex of pure feral stamina. She's barely even breathing hard, Ryujin thought, watching Momo's abs flex with each thrust. That's superhuman.
And then there was the pile.
Lia's custom round bed had vanished entirely beneath a shifting breathing mass of JYP Entertainment's active roster, less orgy more collapse, just dozens of very expensive heavily insured bodies tangling together under recessed lighting, slick with sweat and expensive perfume that was rapidly losing the battle against pure animal musk.
The seniors were terrifying, seven years of touring translated directly into relentless pelvic endurance, they weren't sprinting toward anything, they were pacing themselves like marathon runners, finding a deep heavy rhythm and locking into it while the rookies burned out early and had to tap out for water breaks.
Lia sat cross legged on a velvet ottoman near the headboard, phone out, recording everything with the detached focus of a nature documentary filmmaker. She documented instead of participating, Ryujin had known Lia for three years, the phone stayed up during practice, during vlives, and during whatever the fuck was currently happening on her bed. Lia was visibly wet, Ryujin saw it from here, the shine on her inner thighs catching the overhead light every time she shifted position on that ottoman, but her thumb was still adjusting the exposure, still finding the right angle, priorities in perfect order.
"Someone in the middle is rushing," Lia complained to no one, zooming in on a tangle of bare shoulders and grinding hips. "You're off the beat, this is a three count not a two count."
"Lia, shut up," someone yelled from inside the pile. "Nobody asked for director's commentary."
"I'm providing feedback."
"Nobody asked."
Ryujin ignored her, she was currently using the edge of a mahogany dresser to stretch her hamstrings properly, one leg up, leaning into the burn. Changbin stood next to her executing aggressive isolated shoulder rolls, working the tension out of his traps. They hadn't spoken a single word to each other, they just both understood that diving into a twenty person pile required actual physical preparation, you don't go in cold because you'll pull something.
She dropped her leg, cracked her neck once on each side, rolled her shoulders back, looked for a gap in the bodies where she could actually fit.
Then the suite door clicked open.
The heavy door drifted open on its hinges, someone hadn't pulled it shut all the way, the gap widening slowly like a horror movie reveal.
Jae, Park Jaehyung of Day6, approximately six feet tall in prescription glasses, stood frozen in the threshold of the wrong room at the absolute worst possible time, his brain visibly encountering a fatal error, blue screen of death happening in real time behind his eyes.
Every single head in the room turned to look at him at once, the movement synchronized like a dance break.
Chaeryeong stopped mid fuck, hands still braced against someone's back, frozen mid thrust. A backup dancer halted mid stroke, his face blank as he tried to process the visual input his eyes were sending. Sana froze mid migration between two different people, one hand resting on a hip, the other reaching for a shoulder, suspended in mid air like someone had hit pause on her animation. Lia's phone stayed aimed directly at the door, still recording, documentary priorities unchanged.
One beat passed. Then two. The aircon cycled on with a quiet hum.
Approximately thirty people were breathing and holding perfectly still, most of them slick with sweat and naked, several of them with cocks actively buried inside them, all of them looking at the same fully clothed man standing in the doorway with a messenger bag over his shoulder.
"...Jae?"
The voice came from deep inside the pile, muffled against what was definitely a mouthful of someone's bare ass, genuinely confused. Some guy currently balls deep in a backup dancer, pausing his rhythm just long enough to casually identify a familiar face from the JYP cafeteria.
"Hey, who left the door unlocked?" someone else called from the tangle of limbs.
Jae's hands went straight up in a gesture of universal surrender, palms out flat, eyes wide behind his glasses.
"Uh," he started, his voice coming out thin and strangled. "Not sure how - how I got here - "
"The elevator," Changbin offered helpfully.
"Wrong room -" Jae continued, ignoring him. "wrong room, obviously wrong room, most rooms don't -" He gestured vaguely at everything, somehow managing to encompass three hundred sixty degrees of content he was actively choosing to ignore verbally, his hand waving through the air like he was indicating 'all of this' without specifying what 'this' was.
He pulled the door shut with frantic speed and genuinely terrible coordination, his hand slipping off the handle once before catching it, the decisive click finally landing hard.
Twenty different conversations resumed at exactly the same time, the room's volume jumping back up to full chaos. Changbin laughed so hard he actually dropped his champagne glass onto the floor, the crystal shattering on marble.
"That's coming out of someone's damage deposit," Dahyun said, extremely deadpan, something about liability waivers and NDAs while she calmly wrote JAE - DNF on the whiteboard in small letters.
Sana just completed her migration like nothing had happened, time unpausing, her hand landing on the shoulder it had been reaching for, mouth finding skin without hesitation. That man is going to tell this story for the rest of his life, Ryujin thought, watching the door, and it's going to get funnier every single time.
His phone sat there on the marble floor. Everyone stared at it for a second like it might explode, then someone stepped over it and got back to fucking.
Forty seconds later the door opened again. Oh my fucking god.
Same glasses, same messenger bag, same face of a man who'd clearly been standing in the hallway giving himself a pep talk like yeah it'll be fine just grab it fast nobody will even notice. He'd actually come back, had done the risk assessment out there and decided the odds were good enough to justify a second attempt at retrieving his phone from an active orgy.
Every single person in the room clocked him once more at the exact same time. The synchronization was honestly kind of beautiful, like one of those massive year-end collab stages where three different groups actually manage to hit the exact same mark without practicing together. Anyone who's ever tried to coordinate a whole harem of idols on one stage knows how genuinely fucking hard that is to pull off, but here they were doing it naked.
Jae froze with his hand still on the door handle.
His eyes did the full sweep, hit the floor, hit the couches, hit the pile, hit the pile again like maybe it'd make more sense the second time.
"Hey," someone said warmly from deep inside the tangle of bodies.
Four hands just shot out and grabbed him. The pile simply decided he was in the pile now and that was that, he went down like someone slipping on ice, all limbs and zero grace, and the mass just folded around him like he'd always been there and they'd just been saving his spot.
The door swung shut.
The phone was still on the floor and Ryujin looked at it, thought about his dog at home probably wondering where he was, moved on.
The room got louder after that, the shock wearing off into this giddy adrenaline rush of holy shit we just got caught twice and literally nothing can stop this now.
Dahyun materialized back at the whiteboard because a good MC adapts to changing circumstances, her marker already uncapped.
"That's official," she announced to a room that was now approximately sixty percent naked and climbing. "The scoreboard is live, all finishes count toward your total, honor system on self reporting."
Chaeryeong surfaced from beneath someone's collarbone, her voice slightly breathless but perfectly clear. "What's the point value?"
"One point per finish."
"What about multiples?"
"I'll draft an amendment to the rules."
"What about simultaneous?"
"Chaeryeong, I'm making this up as I go, give me a second."
Chaeryeong narrowed her eyes into the same lethal competitive glare she reserved for choreographers who tried to cut her center time during dance breaks, the look that said she was about to make this everyone else's problem.
"The rules MATTER," she said.
"So is letting people fuck without a full legal briefing," Lia called from her ottoman.
Twelve minutes later Chaeryeong was actively riding a backup dancer on the edge of the round bed, her stage chains keeping perfect time against her collarbones with each downward thrust, her hips rolling in that same precise technical rhythm she brought to body waves during choreo, and she turned her head just enough to check the clock on the nearest nightstand, digital numbers glowing soft in the dim light.
"That's one," she announced to no one in particular. And she's counting, Ryujin thought. Of course she's counting.
Ryujin eventually peeled herself off the round bed and navigated through the tangle of bodies to find some air that wasn't ninety percent sex smell.
She found Changbin standing by the window.
He was positioned right where the city light hit sharpest, Seoul spread out below like someone had dumped glitter all over a circuit board. He looked like a tank that currently had nowhere to point itself, which honestly was a whole mood.
She'd been tracking him since the balloon pop. They were basically the same person except he had a dick and she had tits. Both of them compact and over-muscled, carrying way too much power in frames that made tall people nervous, standing perfectly eye to eye which almost never fucking happened and was honestly kind of hot.
She crossed the room. The pile parted to let her through because fuck you that's why, she was Shin Ryujin and they were in the way.
"You've been watching," she said when she got to him.
Changbin looked at her directly, his mask shoved down around his neck now, eyes sharp and focused. "You've been loud. Pretty hard to miss."
"Man of Principle," she said, letting the callback land. "How are those principles holding up?"
"Abandoned them at the balloon. Try to keep up."
Ryujin's mouth twitched because holy shit he actually had the balls to talk back to her, which was either brave or stupid but definitely meant she was about to fuck him.
She shoved him onto the couch with both hands flat against his chest. He went down without fighting it, body already anticipating the violence before it happened, hitting the expensive leather with a heavy thud that probably cost more than her first car.
She straddled him immediately, freed his cock from whatever remained of his formal wear. The fabric gave way with this wet sound she'd stopped noticing like three partners ago. He was thick enough that her fingers couldn't close all the way around the base, the girth just filling her entire grip the same way his frame filled doorways, like with zero apology whatsoever.
She sank down onto him in one smooth punishing motion. Fuck.
Dense muscle met dense muscle and the impact registered all the way up in her chest. Each drop drove him deep enough to feel it in her sternum. The wet slap of her thighs against his kept up this rhythmic messy percussion that was probably audible across the room, but honestly who gave a shit at this point.
His hands moved from bracing on the cushions to gripping her bare thighs. He had wrestler's hands, fingers digging into the meat of her legs hard enough to guarantee bruises by morning, anchoring her hips to his while she rode him absolutely raw.
"Do you always ride like you're actively trying to kill someone?" His voice came out compressed, air getting shoved through a throat that was rapidly losing its battle with the rhythm she was imposing.
"Only when it's working."
It was working. His principles were dissolving inside her cunt in real time, ground down by sheer overwhelming friction and the fact that she was absolutely soaked at this point, everything slick and hot and messy.
His thighs tensed hard underneath her. His hips bucked involuntarily as his body tried desperately to match her pace and discovered that her pace wasn't actually up for negotiation. She ground down hard, rotated her hips, and clenched with pelvic strength that came from literal hours of core work that had nothing to do with sex originally but translated into it perfectly.
"Fuck, Ryujin - " He gritted his teeth, hips thrusting up to meet her and driving the head of his cock brutally deep against her womb. "Slow down."
"Make me."
He couldn't. His cock was already throbbing inside her in these urgent heavy pulses. She tracked the swelling pressure, timing her clenches to hit on the downbeat, smirking as the Man of Principle got reduced to a gasping desperate mess underneath her.
He came hard. The heat expanded inside her in thick flooding warmth that filled her completely. His grip went absolutely white knuckle on her thighs as his body just surrendered the argument his mouth had never actually made. She held perfectly still while he finished, milking him with slow clenches that dragged it out longer than his body wanted, working him over until his head fell back against the cushions.
She lifted off him immediately. The sound was obscene, loud sloppy suction as they separated. The drip followed instantly, his cum mixing with her own slick and running warm and thick down the inside of her thigh before pooling on the leather underneath them.
She stood up, rolled her shoulders once.
Her body worked on everyone and honestly, what was the point of being built like this if she wasn't going to use it? Every hour since she was fifteen, every practice room, every diet where managers looked at her like her body was a problem they needed to solve, every comeback where the internet had fucking opinions about her thighs like that was something random people got to vote on - all of it bought exactly this, the ability to make guys like Changbin abandon their principles inside her pussy on her exact schedule.
She left him there on that couch looking like someone had unplugged him from the wall mid sentence, his brain still trying to process what the fuck just happened to his principles. Good.
She wiped his cum off her hands onto her leather pants, rolled her shoulders once, and scanned the room for her next hit.
Chaeyoung was still by the windows. She was sitting cross-legged on a velvet armchair completely topless, hitting a vape pen and sketching on a cocktail napkin while thirty people swapped fluids behind her.
Ryujin walked over and dropped onto the arm of the chair. Her core was still throbbing from breaking Changbin and her blood ran hot, while Chaeyoung was just sitting there exhaling a cloud of strawberry vapor against the glass like she was in some bougie-ass cafe.
Up close, the ink was loud. JYP spent half their broadcast budget airbrushing those lines away, so seeing them raw under the penthouse lights felt illegal. Tomatoes, carrots, and jagged little shapes permanently stabbed into her arms and ribs.
"You're staring," Chaeyoung said, keeping her eyes on the napkin.
"Trying to read them." Ryujin leaned closer, feeling the warmth radiating off Chaeyoung's flushed skin. "What's the secret message?"
Chaeyoung flipped the vape in her fingers. "The message is that they're there. The company sells the pristine doll version of us with perfect skin. You draw on the doll, it loses its resale value. It stops being theirs."
"So it's a middle finger to the building."
Chaeyoung finally looked up with heavy, amused eyes. "They're for me. And they're for someone."
Ryujin blinked. "Someone."
"Someone who gets to see them when the makeup comes off." Chaeyoung smiled, a small, private thing. "You claim your body so you can decide who actually gets to touch it."
Ryujin stared at the ink. Chaeyoung meant intimacy, saving the real version of yourself for one specific person. Ryujin heard a loophole.
She looked out at the penthouse. At Momo riding a dancer, Yeji maintaining absolute control over her own pleasure, and the pile of bodies on Lia's bed.
Fucking everyone was the ultimate vandalism. Making herself dirty and chaotic and used guaranteed she'd never be the perfect, vulnerable thing the industry demanded. She was making herself un-ruinable by ruining herself first.
Chaeyoung held out the vape. Ryujin stayed frozen, her eyes still locked on the chaos across the room.
Chaeyoung nudged Ryujin's knee with her foot. "You getting this?"
Ryujin blinked, her focus snapping back. Her fingers closed around the warm metal of the battery.
"Yeah," Ryujin said. "Claim your territory before they can."
Chaeyoung's brow furrowed with a confused look. She looked at Ryujin, then down at the strawberry vape, clearly trying to figure out how those two things connected.
Ryujin took a deep drag, the nicotine hitting her brain like a starter pistol, and handed the vape back. She watched as Chaeyoung went back to her napkin, thinking they'd just shared a moment of quiet artistic rebellion.
She'd just been handed the exact excuse she needed for every destructive impulse she owned. She belonged to nobody, and she was going to prove it by letting half this room use her.
She wiped her hands on her thighs because there was nowhere else to wipe them, rolled her shoulders once, then looked around to see what else was happening.
A lot, actually. The pile had like fully achieved sentience while she wasn't paying attention, this giant sweaty breathing organism that had absorbed at least three more people since she last checked. It was giving Fantastic Beasts except significantly less fantastic and way more beast, a tangle of expensive idols who'd collectively stopped caring about personal space somewhere around champagne number three. Two people she didn't even recognize had somehow joined, probably apparated in through the floo network or whatever, someone was using the decorative pillow for extremely non-decorative purposes, and Chaeryeong had her marker out again with that look on her face.
"That's one," Chaeryeong announced to nobody in particular.
Across the suite, Dahyun stood at the whiteboard naked except for her ankle socks. She was holding that dry erase marker she'd been using to conduct an orchestra of expensive bodies.
The cap popped off with a sharp snap that cut cleanly through the wet percussion of the room. The marker squeaked and a single tally mark appeared.
"Chaeryeong, one," Dahyun called back in a voice that was polite as a cafe alba taking a morning rush order. "Clarifying, your finishes or his?"
"Mine, duh," Chaeryeong gasped out, her spine bowing dramatically off the cushions as the dancer hit some new angle. "Strict scoring only."
Dahyun nodded once with complete seriousness. The marker squeaked again as she added a small C next to the tally.
"Noted for the record."
Dahyun was mid annotation when somebody finally got sick of her shit.
Ryujin didn't catch who, only the aftermath. Dahyun's marker hand had froze on the whiteboard, her whole body going stiff, her mouth falling open in this perfect O because some brave soul had walked up behind the naked MC, taken the dry erase marker out of her hand, and shoved the thick end of it inside her soaking pussy. The bastard just walked up and decided she'd been talking long enough.
Dahyun's hand groped at the air where the marker had been. The brave soul gave it back, dripping.
"That's..." Her voice cracked on the vowel. "Four. Noted."
She resumed writing with a marker that was now coated in her own slick. Her hips were already grinding back onto whoever's fingers had replaced it. The ink came out wet and smeared, every tally mark bleeding at the edges where her juices mixed with the dry erase ink.
She didn't stop tallying. Incredible, Ryujin thought, watching this absolute disaster of a woman. Someone just fucked her with a whiteboard marker and she's still keeping score. With the same marker. That was just inside her.
Meanwhile, Sana was literally everywhere all at once, which honestly felt like a movie reference Ryujin was too tired to fully commit to.
Ryujin tracked her between partners, catching glimpses of this ten minute arc of continuous contact that seemed to have no destination and no actual end point. Sana had wrapped herself around Dahyun first, mouth wet and active against the side of Dahyun's neck, tongue dragging slow enough to leave this visible trail of saliva on flushed skin. Her fingers found the soft underside of Dahyun's tit and just stayed there, kneading with the absent minded rhythm of someone petting a cat while watching TV. Then she unwrapped from Dahyun with completely boneless ease, migrated smoothly sideways, landed on Yuna's shoulder with both arms and the full press of her chest against Yuna's back. Her nipples dragged across bare skin while she murmured "you're so pretty" directly into Yuna's ear with complete sincerity, and Yuna absorbed the compliment like it was sunlight hitting her face.
Then Sana spotted a backup dancer catching his breath on the couch, his cock half hard and clearly in need of what Sana apparently considered essential maintenance. She drifted over with this dreamy unfocused expression, wrapped her hand around him while he was mid conversation with someone else, and said "no Sana no life" in the same cheerful tone you'd use to announce you were getting snacks.
She sank down onto him in one smooth motion, still smiling, and started riding him with this slow rolling rhythm while using his hand to guide it between her legs, pressing his fingers against her clit, then moving them up to cup her tit, rearranging him like he was furniture she was getting comfortable on. He wasn't complaining though, just staring up at her while she used his cock to get herself slick and giggling.
"You're so warm," she told him in the same delighted tone she'd complimented Yuna with, her hips moving in these lazy circles that were clearly for her enjoyment more than his.
She rode him for maybe a minute, her breath getting shorter, her giggles turning into these soft breathy sounds, and then she just came, quietly and without announcement, her body shivering once before she kept moving through it like it was just another nice sensation in a night full of them.
Then she pulled off him with this wet sound, leaned down to kiss him sweetly on the mouth like she was thanking him for holding her coat, and drifted off to go press her tits against Momo's back while Momo was busy with someone else entirely.
The backup dancer just sat there looking like he'd been visited by some kind of horny ghost.
Sana's body told a totally different story than any of her stage concepts ever had. She was fuller than the outfits communicated, soft where the choreography usually implied harder edges. Her tits were heavy and genuinely soft, the kind that changed their entire shape depending on what she pressed them against, and she pressed them against absolutely everything in reach. Her ass sat round and high on legs that looked longer than they actually were because her proportions conspired to create that illusion. The whole package was extremely grabbable in a way that suggested she'd been grabbed often and by many people over the years, and she seemed genuinely delighted about it every single time.
She was basically being the fluffer except she was doing it for fun, drifting from person to person, getting cocks hard with her mouth or hands or pussy, making girls feel wanted with compliments and touches, creating this bubble of playful affection wherever she went, treating the entire orgy like the world's best party where sometimes there was fucking.
Ryujin was still catching her breath from Changbin when Sana materialized behind her like some kind of affectionate ghost. Arms wrapped around her waist, tits pressing warm and soft against her back, mouth finding the curve of her neck.
"You're so good at this," Sana murmured, and it sounded completely genuine, pure delight.
Her hands slid over Ryujin's abs, tracing the lines with this dreamy appreciation, then drifted lower. Fingers found Ryujin's clit, still sensitive and swollen, and started stroking, but then Sana's fingers slid lower, found the mess of cum leaking out of her, and she made this delighted sound like she'd discovered something wonderful.
"Oh you're so full," Sana murmured, voice warm and amused, fingers sliding through the thick mixture of cum and Ryujin's own slick, spreading it around her entrance, pushing some of it back inside almost absent mindedly. "Someone's been busy."
Ryujin gasped, her hips jerking forward involuntarily as Sana's fingers kept playing, stroking her clit with one hand while the other kept exploring the mess between her legs with this dreamy curiosity, like she was finger painting.
"So wet and messy," Sana giggled against her neck, completely delighted, fingers circling Ryujin's clit with cum-slicked pressure. "Mmm, you're all warm inside."
She kept stroking for maybe ten more seconds, just long enough for Ryujin's breath to go short and desperate, then pulled away with a little satisfied hum, brought her fingers to her mouth and licked them clean with this casual enjoyment before drifting off to press herself against Nayeon's side instead.
Ryujin stood there breathing hard, watching Sana touch Nayeon with the exact same energy, the exact same genuine warmth, making her feel just as special for exactly as long before moving on again. Oh, Ryujin thought, something clicking into place. That's the whole fucking trick. Everyone gets the same thirty seconds of feeling special. Nobody's actually special.
She noted that lesson as probably true and moved on, because twenty years old and bulletproof meant the orgy ten feet away was a significantly more interesting problem.
She grabbed a water bottle off the station and chugged half of it standing there, and for maybe five seconds she wasn't moving toward anything or away from anything and the room was just a room.
Twenty-something people on a floor that cost more than her parents' apartment, most of them naked, all of them pretending Monday wasn't coming. Seoul burned below the windows and didn't give a shit. The skyline had seen worse. The skyline would forget this by sunrise and so would everyone in it, they'd all go back to being idols with schedules and diets and managers who checked their phones, and this room would get cleaned by people who'd never know what happened here and probably wouldn't care if they did.
For a moment, Ryujin wondered if anyone here actually knew what they were doing or if they were all just surviving the night the same way.
It lasted maybe three more seconds. Then her brain decided that was enough of that bullshit and she crushed the water bottle, turned around, and Nayeon was standing in front of the floor to ceiling window checking herself out in her own reflection with the kind of self appreciation that honestly deserved a standing ovation. She stood there naked in the window's light, hair thoroughly wrecked, lipstick that had migrated across her jaw, a visible streak of cum running slowly down the inside of her thigh in a line she left untouched and apparently planned to keep. Her tits sat high and firm with genuinely uncanny resilience, from genetics that apparently ignored gravity. She cocked one hip experimentally, turned slightly to check the angle, examined her waist to ass ratio like she'd been evaluating herself in reflective surfaces since before Ryujin had even learned to walk.
"Are you seriously checking yourself out right now?" Dahyun called out from across the room without even looking up.
"Somebody should."
Fucking icon, Ryujin thought, and then immediately noticed that Yuna did the exact same thing with every mirror, every window, every surface that offered her even a partial reflection, which honestly was extremely on brand.
Speaking of Yuna, she was extremely busy at the moment. Han Jisung had found her at some point, or maybe she'd found him, the order was unclear. She was still in her platform boots with her legs spread wide for balance, his cock buried inside her at an angle that the height difference made almost perfectly vertical. He was approximately chin level with her collarbones, his hands gripping the underside of her thighs just to hold himself at a depth that required both significant commitment and genuinely impressive quad endurance.
"You're literally eye level with my collarbones right now," Yuna observed in a voice that was perfectly steady despite the active fucking. "Should I kneel? Do you need a stool? Should I get you a stepladder?"
He laughed so hard his rhythm completely collapsed, pushing her into full theatricality, pulling even harder laughs from him in a feedback loop of comedy that was honestly kind of adorable.
"Your dick is literally DISRESPECTING me." Yuna's volume was set to maximum, the same volume setting she used for absolutely everything. "I'm filing a formal COMPLAINT with management."
Han's face achieved this expression that was mixing genuine amusement with genuine physical effort with genuine helplessness about the entire situation. His hips stuttered badly, lost the rhythm entirely, found it again at a completely different angle that made Yuna's comedy voice crack into something real for approximately half a second before she recovered and went even louder.
Across the pile Yeji's hand reached back automatically, two fingers extended, redirecting a backup dancer who'd been crowding into Yuna's personal space without even breaking her own rhythm or looking. The adjustment was pure stage blocking instinct running on autopilot. Two fingers, three inches to the left. The stage awareness of a center who'd been tracking her formation for three solid years and apparently never stopped even when the formation had stripped down and gone horizontal on a hotel bed. Two fingers, three inches, perfect correction. That was her captain.
Somewhere to Ryujin's left Lee Know said something that she only caught the tail end of, delivered with absolutely zero affect, clinically accurate, flat enough to pass for actual medical terminology.
"...you're clenching every single time I hit this exact spot. You should probably communicate that instead of pretending you don't notice."
The girl on top of him stared at him for approximately three full seconds. Then she laughed this short wet completely ruined sound that came from somewhere significantly lower than her throat, her cunt clenching visibly around him in a way that everyone nearby could see, the involuntary confirmation of exactly what he'd just diagnosed.
"You're so fucked up," she told him, but her knees were already spreading wider to let him go deeper because apparently being clinically disassembled by someone mid fuck was a turn on she discovered approximately thirty seconds ago.
Ryujin watched her spread her knees wider and thought, yeah, that tracks.
"That's two," Chaeryeong announced from somewhere in the tangle, her voice still carrying that same clarity from the Whisper Challenge even though she clearly in the middle of a different kind of activity. Nobody bothered to acknowledge it because the announcement wasn't actually for them, Chaeryeong was keeping her own personal score and the scoreboard existed purely between her and the numbers.
Ryujin was heading back from the water station when she caught sight of Dahyun and almost choked. She was still at the whiteboard but also getting absolutely railed from behind by one of the backup dancers, his hands sunk into the meat of her hips, her tits bouncing against the board hard enough to smear the ink on every downstroke. Her nipples were dragging wet streaks through someone's score column. The marker was still in her right hand, the same marker that had been inside her pussy twenty minutes ago, still smeared with her dried slick. Her left hand was braced flat against the board because it was the only thing keeping her from getting fucked straight through the drywall.
"Sana, seven," she called out, her voice pitching up and cracking every time his hips slammed home. "That's a new personal best for the first hour."
He grabbed a fistful of her hair and yanked her head back and Dahyun's next tally went completely sideways off the board and onto the wall. She reached up and corrected it without missing a beat. Unkillable, Ryujin thought. They're going to have to surgically remove that marker from her hand.
Lia was still filming somehow, her phone battery outlasting like five complete sexual encounters at this point, and she'd ended up angled against the round bed with her knees spread wide and Chan fucking her in these steady deep strokes that kept pushing her up the mattress while she just kept filming like it was a totally normal thing to do.
"Establishing shot," Lia murmured, thumb adjusting exposure while getting railed. "This angle's good. Don't stop."
Then she had the audacity to say "Your timing's off" in the same tone she'd use to note a pitch issue in the vocal booth. "Count it properly. One, two, three."
And Chan just fucking adjusted his rhythm to match because apparently taking directorial notes from someone while you're inside them was just a thing that happened now. The audacity, Ryujin thought. She's getting fucked and directing at the same time. That's actually impressive.
"Three," Chaeryeong announced from somewhere else, completely different count, completely different context, the night running on like five uncoordinated timekeeping systems at this point.
Ryujin's gaze swept past the whiteboard to the far edge where Yeji was working some guy over with the focused attention of someone rehearsing a technique she fully intended to master by morning.
She sank onto his cock with this controlled pace, spine articulating the same way it did in any showcase opening, testing him out like a prop she hadn't decided whether to keep. The harness straps caught light across her bare shoulders, only costume piece left on a body that had shed literally everything else.
Her tits rose and fell with carefully controlled breath, stomach flat and taut, hips rolling in calculated rhythm while she watched his face the exact same way she watched mirrors during choreography, purely for feedback, grading him in real time and finding him adequate but decisively unexceptional.
When he started losing control too early, cock swelling with that telltale pulse, her voice arrived sharp and precise.
"Not yet."
She slowed to an absolute grind, clenched once hard enough to pin him right at the edge, holding him there with the exact same authority she used to pull dance breaks back to half tempo during practice. Her walls gripped him in this rhythm that kept him hard and desperate and exactly where she'd decided he should be.
All ice. All execution. Building his pleasure while keeping her own locked away. Damn, Ryujin thought, watching her captain run this guy like choreography. She's completely detached.
The guy underneath Yeji was falling apart, his hands gripping her thighs hard enough to leave marks, his breath coming in these desperate gasps while Yeji's expression stayed perfectly neutral, like she was mentally running through tomorrow's schedule while her hips did the work on autopilot.
He fought to thrust up, clawing for any scrap of control, and Yeji just pressed down harder, pinned him flat with her weight and this look that said nice try.
Don't feel it, Ryujin thought, watching Yeji's face stay blank while her body did all the work. Just make them feel it. Control the whole thing and never let it touch you.
Ryujin ended up next to Momo at some point between rounds and they were both just lying there catching their breath for a second, both absolutely drenched in sweat under the penthouse lights that made everything look like a music video except way messier and significantly more pornographic.
The room had sorted itself out the way these things always did, people gravitating toward their own weight class except instead of boxing it was fucking and instead of weight it was whatever the hell you called the energy that made certain bodies just know how to move together.
Momo was close enough that heat radiated off her skin in waves, close enough to show her body was just utterly built, every single line the result of seventeen straight years of professional dance destroying and rebuilding the same frame over and over until what was left was just pure function, abs that only existed because this woman apparently had never stopped moving since 2015, arms that had the specific definition you only got from catching other dancers mid-air since you were twelve, hips that sat open at this insane flexible angle that would require like an hour of warmup for anyone who hadn't been stretching daily since before puberty.
They looked at each other.
Immediate recognition, a silent transmission that said oh you're one of those too.
They just went for it.
Dropped into sync without even discussing it, different boys underneath them but exact same rhythm, Ryujin's cunt sinking down at the exact tempo Momo's did and their hips rolling in these perfectly matched waves like their bodies had just automatically found the same eight-count because that's what dancer bodies did when they got within three feet of each other.
Ryujin felt it in her skeleton before her brain even caught up to what was happening, muscle memory taking over, seventeen years of training for Momo and seven for her but the same fundamental wiring, bodies that had been programmed to move in formation whether they were fucking or performing and apparently the program didn't give a shit which one it was.
The sounds were obscene, all wet slapping and squelching that overlapped into this filthy chorus, both of them riding these boys at exactly the same speed because seventeen years of professional training had apparently hardwired their nervous systems to synchronize whenever they were in proximity to another person who moved for a living.
Two pussies working two cocks at the exact same tempo because their bodies genuinely only knew how to move in formation when another dancer was nearby.
Ryujin looked down at the boy underneath her, his eyes completely rolled back, hands uselessly gripping sheets while her soaked thighs just absolutely dictated his entire existence, and she was pretty sure he'd stopped breathing which honestly was probably for the best because if he started thinking about what was happening he might finish too early and ruin the rhythm.
Next to her Momo was doing the exact same thing to her guy, abs flexing sharp and defined with every brutal drop, sweat running down between her tits in rivulets that caught the light, and the boys had completely given up any control over pace or rhythm or anything, they'd been reduced to just tools at this point, just dick and body existing solely as resistance training for two idols operating at full capacity.
Every time they dropped down they both made this low sound at exactly the same time and it stacked up the way harmonies stacked, distinct but complementary, and Ryujin's pussy was so flooded by this point that she was actively dripping onto this boy's stomach every time she lifted up, leaving wet marks on his abs that honestly looked kind of artistic if you squinted.
Momo's tits swayed in perfect time with her grinding, heavy and full and moving like they had their own choreography, and Ryujin had a brief moment of thinking damn that's what mine are gonna look like in ten years if I keep doing upper body work before her brain got derailed by the boy underneath her hitting a particularly good angle.
Then Momo's hand just landed on Ryujin's bicep out of nowhere, testing the muscle the way you'd test a drumhead, checking tension, and Ryujin flexed without thinking because of course she fucking did.
"Your body's wasted on men."
Ryujin didn't even break rhythm. "Yours too."
That was it. Conversation over. They locked back in and kept moving, driving their respective boys toward the finish line in a mutual victory lap.
Ryujin thought with complete clarity through the haze of getting railed: I want to be exactly like her in five years.
Because Momo was seventeen years of proof that your body outlasted literally everything people said about it, the comments expired and the trending topics expired and the weight discourse cycled through its predictable seasons while the weapon itself just stayed loaded and ready, and Ryujin was looking at her future lying right next to her breathing the same air and fucking in the same tempo and she was completely certain it existed because it was right there, sweaty and filthy and perfect.
The boy underneath her finally found his rhythm for real, started meeting her drops with upward thrusts that hit deep enough to make her gasp, and the thought got completely replaced by something way more immediate which was the pressure building low in her gut that meant she was about to cum again and honestly she'd lost count of how many times that had been tonight but it was definitely in the double digits.
Her thighs were shaking now, muscles burning from the sustained effort of riding him at this pace for however many minutes it had been, and the burn felt good in that specific way that meant she was pushing her body exactly as hard as it could go, the same feeling she got in the last thirty seconds of a difficult choreography when her legs were screaming but she kept going anyway because stopping wasn't an option.
She came hard, cunt clenching around him in waves, and she heard herself make this sound that was half moan half laugh because even mid-orgasm part of her brain was noticing that Momo had just cum at the exact same time, their moans harmonizing like they'd fucking planned it, and that was so stupid and so perfectly dancer-coded she found it hilarious.
The boy underneath her came about three seconds later, his endurance completely shattered, and she felt him pulse inside her while his hands finally found something useful to do and gripped her hips hard enough to leave marks.
She lifted off him, cum immediately starting to leak out and run down her inner thighs, and rolled to the side to catch her breath again.
Momo was doing the same thing, both of them lying there next to each other again like they'd completed some kind of fucked up synchronized swimming routine except with dicks instead of water.
"That was fucking ridiculous," Ryujin said to the ceiling.
"Hai," Momo agreed without opening her eyes.
They lay there for maybe twenty seconds, which was apparently the maximum either of them could stay still. Momo was already rolling over and Ryujin was already sitting up - both of them just fundamentally incapable of stopping when stopping was clearly the smart move. Which was probably why they were both still in this room at whatever the fuck time it was, instead of asleep like normal people with normal amounts of self preservation.
They'd also just accidentally synced their orgasms, because dancer brain was a disease and neither of them were going to acknowledge that out loud.
Ryujin stood up and scanned the room and immediately spotted Dahyun basically trying to win a gold medal in being a total slut by the couch.
She was bent over the armrest getting absolutely spit-roasted by two backup dancers who were just pounding into her ass and pussy like they were trying to break the furniture, but that wasn't even the crazy part because there was a literal line of four other guys standing around her head waiting their turn.
Dahyun was just going to town on them, jerking two cocks at once and taking a thick hot rope of cum right across her cheek before dropping one guy to grab the next one in line like she was working the world's most deranged fan-sign event. It was basically a bukkake hi-touch, just a nonstop rotation of dicks getting serviced while she got her guts rearranged from behind, her face and tits already completely glazed in like three different guys' cum and she was actively sucking off a fourth to add to the collection.
Her mascara was completely fucked and running down her face in these dark messy streaks and her thighs were shaking so hard Ryujin could see it from ten feet away, looking like she was either ascending to heaven or dying on the spot.
"Jus' to clah-ify," Dahyun tried to announce around the dick she was currently deepthroating, the words coming out completely muffled and wet because her mouth was literally stuffed full of cock, "Chaeryeong's toh-tal includes da one from da Pocky round, reh-troactive."
"YES!" Chaeryeong screamed from somewhere in the pile, somehow perfectly translating that absolute gibberish and sounding equally destroyed.
Dahyun threw up one shaking hand in a thumbs up that was honestly more of a muscle spasm and then the two guys behind her just bottomed out completely and groaned as they filled her up, her eyes rolling so far back into her skull Ryujin only saw whites before the hand dropped and she just went dead silent for like a solid minute and a half, mouth hanging open in this messy O shape and totally frozen except for the way her body kept twitching around the two dicks still pulsing inside her. There it is, Ryujin thought, watching Dahyun's brain completely melt down like a broken sex doll. Bitch DOES have a limit, you just gotta literally plug every single hole in her head and body to find it.
When Dahyun finally came back to life she made this pathetic little sound that was half moan and half death rattle and just wheezed out "okay timeout, timeout, I need like sixty seconds" in the tiniest voice Ryujin had ever heard.
The guys actually stopped moving, which was honestly a miracle considering they were both still balls deep inside her, and Dahyun just slumped forward against the armrest with her cum-covered face mashed right into the leather, gasping for air while her whole body kept shivering with aftershocks.
"You good?" one of the guys waiting in line asked, sounding genuinely worried, which was honestly kind of sweet.
"Yeah I'm great, I'm fantastic, I just need a second before my soul fully re-enters my body," Dahyun wheezed out, and then she started laughing shaking her whole body, pulling loud groans from both the guys behind her because apparently that felt really fucking good when you were still buried inside someone.
Ryujin grinned. This whole night was so fucking stupid and she loved every second of it.
Across the room the documentary was finally meeting its director.
Mina just walked straight up to Lia's lens with this unhurried certainty like she'd already scripted the next ten minutes in her head.
"Your eye for composition is remarkable," she said quietly, soft enough that Lia had to lean forward to hear it, which meant leaning further into Chan's rhythm and her voice fracturing mid response.
"Your hands are beautiful," Lia managed. "I noticed them during your stages."
Mina just reached out and took the phone directly out of Lia's hand.
Lia let her.
The exact moment Lia's insulation vanished was visible from across the room. Mina set the phone face down on the nightstand, killed the recording entirely, and just like that Lia stopped being a girl documenting other people getting fucked and became a girl actually getting fucked. The documentary distance evaporated instantly.
"You should feel this," Mina said, barely above a whisper. "Just be in it."
Lia's expression caved completely, her composure collapsing like someone had just removed the single wall holding everything up.
They migrated to the far couch together, half swallowed in shadow where the penthouse lights didn't quite reach, and Mina went down on Lia with this dancer's grace, bringing that same terrifying quality of full attention but directing it downward.
Lia's hand found the back of Mina's head, fingers curling into dark hair with the tension of someone holding something she was afraid of gripping too hard while simultaneously being terrified to let go. Her thighs clamped around Mina's ears, her hips lifting off the couch in this slow shaking arch, stomach trembling visibly.
"Unnie... unnie, I can't..."
Mina's only response was to flatten her tongue and press significantly harder.
That's about to get extremely interesting and also totally not my business, Ryujin thought, and kept moving.
She turned her attention back to her own orbit and inevitably ended up near Yeji because the two of them were constantly finding each other like magnets.
Ryujin dragged her palm across Yeji's damp forehead at some point, swiping condensation off skin like she was cleaning a mirror. Yeji swept Ryujin's hair out of her eyes without looking, fingers finding the strands by pure muscle memory.
Something shifted in the air behind her. Mina had drifted back from the far couch at some point, threading through the tangle of bodies without disturbing a single one.
The small moment of easy domesticity shattered when Mina's fingertips found the exact knot of muscle between Ryujin's neck and her trap.
"You give everything away so easily."
Ryujin was running hot and loose at this point, with a lazy grin locked on her face. "Yeah, that's literally the whole point of tonight."
Mina's expression held something Ryujin completely failed to read, flat and knowing and patient all at once. She'd clearly seen the forehead wipe, and noticed the formation reflex between them.
Ryujin kept the grin plastered on. Her jaw tightened slightly to hold the exact shape of it, but it needed just a smidge of effort that hadn't been there one second ago.
Mina's fingertips pressed once against the nerve, brief enough to feel like it could be an accident but care enough to prove she knew what she was doing. Then her hand withdrew and she drifted back into the tangle without saying another word.
What the fuck was that, Ryujin thought, but she was already storing it away, already turning it into another lesson about how the girls saw things the boys didn't, how her formation would always be there, how Yeji would always find her in the pile and vice versa because that's what mattered.
The boys were interchangeable warm bodies with dicks. The formation was forever.
She grinned wider and turned back to find her next conquest, which led to her and Yeji fucking next to each other because that's what they did, the most normal thing in the world, two apex predators working adjacent territory on Lia's circular democracy bed with their shoulders nearly touching.
A few rounds passed and Ryujin was already riding other guy, hips moving on autopilot, her pussy dripping wet like always, when she heard Yeji hiss out a frustrated "ssibal" from two feet away.
She looked over and saw Yeji positioned above Chan, trying to sink down onto him, but her body wasn't cooperating. Too many partners without her usual source, too much friction, her pussy running dry and refusing to take him easily.
"I can't get it in," Yeji muttered, jaw tight with frustration, trying different angles. "I'm too fucking dry."
Ryujin dismounted her guy without thinking twice, the wet pop loud as she pulled off. "Hold on, I got you."
She crawled the two feet over, her perpetual legendary slickness already solving the problem before she even touched Chan. Her pussy was soaked beyond what the night's activity accounted for, just constitutionally wet, and she wrapped her hand around Chan's cock and positioned herself over him.
"Let me fix this real quick."
She sank down onto him in one smooth motion and the squelch was obscene, loud enough to make Yeji's eyes widen. Ryujin started riding him, slow and thorough, coating every inch of his shaft with her abundant juices, rolling her hips in wide circles to paint him completely.
"There," she said after a minute, lifting off with another filthy wet sound. Chan's cock was glistening, practically dripping with her slickness. She guided him toward Yeji's entrance with one hand while her other found Yeji's hip to steady her.
Her eyes said it without words. I've got you.
Yeji's face cracked open for one second, the leader mask dropping, looking at Ryujin like she'd been alone in the dark and Ryujin had just turned on all the lights.
Ryujin pressed her forehead to Yeji's briefly, felt that vanilla smell that was just Yeji, just them, then started to turn back to her own guy.
Yeji began to sink down.
The contrast hit Chan like a fucking truck.
The sudden shift from Ryujin's sloppy heat to Yeji's tight friction overloaded his nervous system, his body surrendering any pretense of control. He came.
Hard. Immediately. Inside Yeji as she was still descending.
"Oh fuck I'm -!" he groaned, cock pulsing as thick ropes shot deep inside her.
Ryujin's head whipped around, eyes going wide with horror. Oh fuck oh fuck oh FUCK.
Yeji went completely still.
Her jaw locked. The muscles in her neck went rigid. For exactly one second, she looked like she was going to physically rip his throat out with her bare hands. Then the mask slammed back into place, but it wasn't the neutral leader mask - it was the terrifying, dead-eyed executioner mask she wore when someone fucked up the choreography three times in a row.
She looked down at Chan.
"You think you're done."
Her voice was in the exact register she used when someone missed an eight count for the third time. Cold, precise, the warmth surgically removed. Every person within earshot stopped moving.
Chan's eyes went wide. "Yeji, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to -"
"You're done when I say you're done."
[3 MONTHS AGO - SEPTEMBER 2021, POST-INKIGAYO]
The hotel room tilted sideways, everything soft edged and dreamlike, bodies still vibrating from stage adrenaline but brains checked out three hours ago.
Inkigayo had been insane, "LOCO" hitting different live, and now they were in their cameraman's hotel room at 2 AM doing what invincible twenty year olds did.
Yeji was riding him, that stupid pink highlight whipping around making her look like that strawberry chocolate donut from Paris Baguette every time she moved, and Ryujin was laughing so hard she almost fell off the bed.
"Yeddeong, your hair looks so fucking stupid bouncing around like that," Ryujin managed to gasp out between wheezes.
"Shut up." Yeji kept her rhythm. "You literally look like a half-eaten Oreo."
"At least mine doesn't look like a unicorn threw up on my head."

They'd been rotating on this guy for twenty minutes, taking turns, rating him out loud like choreography feedback, high fiving when he hit good angles, occasionally laughing when he made pathetic sounds.
"What's he scoring?" Ryujin asked.
"Seven point five." Yeji adjusted her angle, testing. "Good stamina, decent girth, keeps trying to thrust up which is annoying."
"Deduct points for that."
"Already did."
Yeji just threw her head back and went completely feral on him for like three straight minutes, just absolutely pounding his dick into dust while that stupid pink hair whipped around everywhere. She was grinding down on him with this ruthless fucking metronome rhythm, totally ignoring the fact that he was basically hyperventilating and clawing at the bedsheets under her.
She was just using him like a piece of gym equipment, which was honestly hilarious because Ryujin had literally never seen Yeji set foot inside an actual gym in her entire life. The bitch claimed she "preferred pilates," but Ryujin was pretty sure aggressively riding boys into comas at 2 AM was the real reason her thighs were so fucking toned. She kept at it until he finally let out this pathetic strangled noise and his hips started jerking up uncontrollably because he was clearly seconds away from blowing his load.
"Take this one," Yeji said, already lifting off. "He's about to finish."
"Yeah, my turn anyway."
Yeji lifted off smooth and Ryujin slid over, sank down onto him still slick from Yeji, rode him through the last thirty seconds until he came inside her with a desperate groan.
Ryujin had asked her after, while the camerman was still recovering and looking destroyed, "Why don't you ever let them finish inside? Feels fucking amazing."
Yeji's face had gone carefully blank, that look that meant she was deciding how much truth to give. "I don't give that part of myself away, Ryuddaeng. It's mine to control."
True but incomplete. Ryujin could tell there was more Yeji wasn't saying, but that was fine, they didn't tell each other everything. She just chalked it up to Yeji being weird about cum, another thing on the list of unspoken Yeji rules she'd learned to work around.
"Your loss," Ryujin had grinned. "More for Ddaeng Ddong."
"We're NOT calling ourselves that."
"Too late, you already agreed."
"I was drunk."
"Still counts."
They high fived, pink highlight still looking stupid, both of them absolutely spent and feeling like queens.
The memory dissolved like smoke in stage lights.
Back in the penthouse, back in December, back where it counted - Yeji was using Chan's own cum as lube, riding him rawer and meaner than before, her jaw set, her eyes dangerous.
I don't give that part of myself away.
Except Chan had just taken it, accidentally, and now Yeji was making him pay for it with his oversensitive cock trapped inside her while she chased her own pleasure with brutal efficiency.
She rode him through three orgasms, each one angrier than the last, her walls seizing around him hard enough to make his whole body flinch, and when she finally dismounted and stood up she looked down at him once.
"That's how you apologize."
Chan's body nodded before his dick-drunk brain finished processing the trauma.
Then Jihyo was just fucking there, materializing out of the ether like a terrifying stage manager because Jihyo was always just there when a crisis needed handling, sitting next to Yeji on the edge of the bed with a water bottle and this look that said she'd watched the entire Chan situation and had very specific opinions about it. Yeji was still breathing hard with her thighs trembling and her hands fisted in the ruined sheets like she wanted to punch a hole through the mattress, knuckles white, and Jihyo just held out the water and waited until Yeji took it and drank and her shoulders dropped exactly one notch.
"I saw what just happened," Jihyo said, low and between them, but Ryujin was close enough to hear because Ryujin was always close enough to hear when it came to Yeji. "I know what that was."
Yeji's jaw tightened but Jihyo's hand found her shoulder and the pressure said I'm telling you how to make sure this never happens again.
"Pull out. Look him in the eye. Make him finish on his own skin." Completely matter of fact, same voice she used to teach new choreography, said once because Jihyo only ever needed to say things once.
Yeji was looking at her now.
"Don't just cut him off. Make pulling out the climax. You own the finish line. You pick the spot."
Ryujin literally watched every piece of the lesson click into Yeji's terrifying apex-predator brain in real time, snapping into what she already knew by instinct but had never had the words for.
Then Jihyo just stood up and walked across the room and found some guy who was already hard and climbed on top of him like she was sitting down in a chair she'd owned for ten years, her suit jacket still on and open with nothing underneath, her tits heavy and swaying between the lapels with every roll of her hips because the jacket WAS the authority.
She rode him for maybe ninety seconds tops, her heavy tits swinging against the open jacket with her nipples dark and hard, her pussy gripping him with this total confidence while her breathing didn't change once, and the wet sounds were barely audible because Jihyo's body apparently didn't make noise it hadn't personally approved first. She was looking directly at Yeji the entire time, every single roll of her hips aimed across the room at the girl on the edge of the bed, every motion a masterclass delivered on some random guy's cock she treated like disposable equipment.
The guy's body started doing that thing where you could see the countdown happening, his neck going tight, his grip on Jihyo's hips shifting from touching to holding on for dear life, and Jihyo just pulled off him in one clean motion, up and off, and wrapped her hand around his cock.
She looked directly into his eyes while she stroked him slowly, her grip firm and absolutely fucking terrifying in how controlled it was. He tried to look away and she just kept staring at him with this flat maternal expression that said you're going to cum because I've decided you're going to cum, regardless of what you want.
He came hard, thick ropes of cum shooting across his own stomach in these pathetic, desperate pulses while Jihyo's hand kept stroking him through it, milking every drop out, never breaking eye contact once. His hips jerked upward reflexively but she controlled the entire thing, her hand deciding the rhythm and pressure and duration while he just fell apart under her stare. The cum pooled in the ridges of his abs and Jihyo kept going until his cock stopped twitching and he was gasping and oversensitive and totally wrung out.
Then she let go, wiped her hand on his thigh without looking away from his face, and he just nodded while his eyes rolled back.
Ninety fucking seconds. It was the most terrifyingly controlled thing Ryujin had ever seen in this room and somehow also hot as fuck.
Jihyo wiped her thigh, crossed back to Yeji, cupped her face with both hands and kissed her forehead, brief and maternal and done.
"Any girl can make a man cum," Jihyo said, quiet and completely certain. "A leader decides where it lands."
She let go.
"Good girl. Go get another one. Show them why you're our secret weapon."
Yeji stood up and she was a completely different bitch. Whatever Jihyo had just handed her had already settled into her hips and the arrogant tilt of her chin like she'd been born with it.
Her eyes swept the room and landed on Hyunjin.
He was catching his breath against the wall with his jawline catching the city light, still performing for invisible fancams even while he was recovering. Yeji crossed the floor in three steps and shoved her hand flat against his chest. He opened his mouth to say something pretty and she just kissed him before he got to the second syllable. Her tongue was efficient and her hands were already pushing him toward the floor.
Dahyun's head snapped up from the whiteboard. "HWANG ON HWANG." She slapped the marker against the board. "I've been WAITING for this card."
Hyunjin tried. He really did. He touched Yeji's jaw with two fingers and tilted her face toward the window like he was framing a shot for a music video. He performed sex the exact same way he performed stages, beautiful and committed and entirely too focused on looking good for the thumbnail.
Yeji let him have about ten seconds of that k-drama bullshit before she grabbed both his wrists and pinned them above his head. She sank down onto his cock in one brutal motion that was all control and zero negotiation, her pussy swallowing him to the root while his back arched off the carpet. His hands flexed uselessly under her grip. She set the pace and the angle and the depth. Hyunjin just became another piece of equipment, his cock just another prop she was using because the length was useful and the girth hit exactly where she needed it to.
She rode him with the exact same ruthless efficiency Jihyo had just demonstrated. Her hips rolled in these deep measured strokes and her tits barely moved because her core control was insane. Hyunjin's breathing went ragged and his hips bucked up trying to match her, but she just adjusted around him without even acknowledging the attempt. She kept her own tempo like he was a backup dancer running slightly off beat that she was too disciplined to follow.
His grip tightened on nothing. His stomach tensed. She felt it, the telltale throb inside her, the swelling heat that meant he was seconds away from ruining his expensive pants.
She pulled off clean.
His cock slid out of her wet and throbbing and desperate, twitching in the air between them. Hyunjin made a sound that was mostly vowel and entirely pathetic. His hand flew to his cock on pure instinct, gripping himself hard and pumping fast and messy because he was too far gone to stop and too wrecked to care that she was watching.
Yeji hovered above him, steady and cold and absolute. Her pussy was glistening inches from his face while he came across his own stomach in thick shaking spurts, the first one reaching his chest and the rest pooling on those abs the stylists loved so much. She watched every single pulse without touching him or herself.
When he was done she leaned forward, dragged one finger through the mess on his stomach, brought it to her mouth, tasted it once like she was checking the seasoning on a bad soup, and stood up.
"Good face," she told him. "Terrible pacing."
Hyunjin lay there looking like someone had stolen his choreography notes mid-performance. Yeji was already scanning the room for the next one.
Flawless fucking cold dismount. The entire room's gravity adjusted and nobody had to be told. The rule is absolute, Ryujin smirked, watching her captain walk away with brand new armor on. No exceptions, no one, ever.
Ryujin just sat there straddling her abandoned guy's lap watching her captain absolutely own the room, watching the bitch who never let anyone finish inside her turn a literal violation into a whole new weapon of mass destruction. The girls see everything. Ryujin remembered Mina's fingers on her neck, remembered Sana's equal opportunity affection, remembered that stupid pink highlight flying around while they rated guys like choreography. Yeji knows when I need my hair out of my face. Jihyo knows when to hand someone a bigger gun. They've got me.
In the far corner, Tzuyu was riding some guy with quiet, methodical precision. Her spine was perfectly straight, her long legs bracketing his hips.
Yuna was sitting two feet away, visibly pouting. She had her knees pulled up, watching Tzuyu get fucked and clearly hating that she wasn't the center of attention.
Tzuyu noticed. She always noticed. With the quiet generosity that made her terrifying, Tzuyu reached out without breaking her rhythm and hooked a hand behind Yuna's knee, pulling her into the mess.
Yuna didn't need to be asked twice. She scrambled over, but they immediately ran into a spatial logistics problem. Two girls both too tall for the available positions, limbs longer than the furniture was designed for.
"Your legs are LITERALLY in the way," Yuna complained, trying to throw her thigh over Tzuyu's hip while Tzuyu was still actively taking the guy's cock.
"They're not," Tzuyu said, her voice perfectly steady despite the dick sliding in and out of her.
"THEY ARE. I am NOT losing the leg competition to -"
Tzuyu solved the problem. She shifted her weight, opening her thighs wider and pulling Yuna flush against her front. The legs did what the legs did - they tangled, long calves hooking around each other, thighs locking together. Yuna's wet pussy pressed directly against Tzuyu's clit.
Tzuyu kept riding the guy, but now every downward thrust ground her slick sex hard against Yuna's.
Yuna gasped, the argument dying instantly. Her tits flattened against Tzuyu's collarbones, rhinestones digging into Tzuyu's skin. Tzuyu's hands gripped Yuna's ass, holding her tight as she used the guy's upward thrusts to scissor Yuna ruthlessly.
"Oh my god," Yuna whined, her hips snapping back against Tzuyu's rhythm.
Tzuyu rode him for another minute, milking the friction against Yuna, before she lifted off with a loud, wet pop. Her pussy was dripping, the guy's cock glistening with her slick.
She didn't let Yuna go. Tzuyu shifted her grip, guiding Yuna's hips down.
Yuna sank onto the wet cock, taking it to the hilt with a loud, shameless moan. Tzuyu immediately closed the gap again, pressing her dripping cunt against Yuna's thigh, grinding against her while Yuna did the work of riding.
They swapped twice more. A seamless, filthy rotation of long legs and shared slick. The guy beneath them was just a mattress with a pulse, completely at the mercy of their hunger.
When his hips started jerking with the inevitable finish, Yuna was the one on top. He groaned, his cock pulsing thick ropes of cum deep inside her.
Yuna threw her head back, her inner walls clamping down, milking him dry. She lifted off a second later, her pussy swollen and leaking white.
Tzuyu didn't let it go to waste. She pulled Yuna down, pressing their pussies flush together. The wet slap of their sex meeting was obscene. Tzuyu ground her hips forward, smearing the fresh creampie between them, using the hot, thick cum as lube to scissor Yuna into a screaming, full-body climax.
Tzuyu followed a second later, her back arching, a soft, breathy moan escaping her lips as she came hard against Yuna's thigh.
They collapsed against each other, soaked in sweat and shared cum.
"Was that amazing?" Yuna asked, glowing and shameless, her chest heaving. "That was AMAZING, right?"
Tzuyu's response was barely a hum. Her ears were crimson, her eyes averted.
Yuna spotted the ears immediately. "Your EARS. Oh my god, you can't even, Tzuyu-unnie, your EARS are -"
Tzuyu touched her ears, her deadpan cracking into a tiny, embarrassed smile.
Ryujin was catching her breath, sprawled on the couch, when she noticed Momo absolutely destroying Seungmin a few feet away.
Momo was riding him like she had a personal vendetta, her legendary abs on full display, those ridiculous muscles flexing in visible waves with every roll of her hips. She was sitting up straight, hands braced on his chest, using her whole core to drive down onto him with this controlled precision that was honestly intimidating to watch.
Fucking dancer bodies, Ryujin thought, tracking the way every ridge of Momo's stomach articulated with the movement.
Momo sneezed and the entire room stopped.
Not because it was polite or cute or whatever, but because Momo's sneeze was a fucking natural disaster, explosive and full body, the kind that hit like an earthquake, and she happened to be riding some guy at the time.
Her abs, those legendary ridges that Ryujin had spent way too much time staring at, seized up all at once, her entire core contracting in this involuntary full body clench that included her pussy, which clamped down on the dick inside it without warning.
The guy's face went from focused to helpless in half a second, his body just giving up, and he came immediately because Momo's sneeze reflex had apparently decided for him.
Then Momo's orgasm hit on the tail end of it, triggered by her own body's chaos, and the whole thing fed back into itself, her cunt clamping down in these wet rhythmic pulses that just squeezed everything out of him.
Ryujin watched cum literally get forced out of Momo's pussy with each contraction, thick white mixing with her slick and running down both their thighs in messy rivulets, and her brain went full JAV mode because holy shit that was exactly like the videos she'd watched at 3 AM, the ones where the girl's body just wrung every drop out like she was designed for it.
Momo's tits swung with the full weight of the sneeze, massive and completely independent from her torso, gravity doing its thing while modesty fucked off entirely.
"BLESS YOU!" Sana yelled from across the pile, already giggling, and then she sneezed too, this rapid fire cute "achu achu achu" thing that sounded nothing like Momo's earthquake.
Momo switched to Japanese immediately, saying something fast and exasperated, and Sana answered in the same language, both of them dropping Korean like they'd just remembered they didn't need it.
Mina appeared between them without making a sound, said something quiet in Japanese that Ryujin didn't catch because Mina's whole thing was being inaudible, and for all Ryujin knew she'd sneezed three times during this whole thing and nobody noticed.
Sana's hand found Mina's hip automatically, Momo curled into both of them still shaking from the sneeze orgasm combo, and the three of them just existed in this little Japanese bubble speaking a language nobody else here understood.
The room was starting to settle into these little pockets of quiet, the frantic energy of the first three hours finally burning off into something heavier and slower. People were still fucking, but the pace had shifted from a sprint to a marathon, bodies moving with this lazy, exhausted rhythm that meant everyone was running on fumes and pure stubbornness.
"Seven."
Chaeryeong's voice cut through the quiet like she was calling out a final score at ISAC.
Her fingers went up with the number, seven digits spread wide and held steady, presented to the room with exactly the same conviction she'd had at the beginning of the night when this whole thing had still been a game with rules.
Her hair was completely destroyed, stage chains gone, makeup migrated to like three different faces across two different rooms. She looked like she'd been through war and was now just reporting casualties for the official record.
Then she disappeared back into the tangle and that was it, the scoreboard stood because the scorekeeper had spoken.
Much later - Ryujin had completely lost track of how much later - Jae materialized in the chair by the window looking like he'd seen god and wasn't sure if he should be grateful or file a complaint.
He sat there shirtless with his hair completely destroyed but his glasses sitting perfectly level, holding Felix's last brownie in a death grip, staring past the glass into Seoul like a man who'd just survived a three-day MV shoot and was currently dissociating in the catering tent.
Chaeryeong surfaced near him, squinting at his chest like she was looking for a barcode. "Are you a point? Because if you tapped out before round three, you're dead weight."
Jae took a slow, mechanical bite of the brownie, staring beyond the window. "... How did I get here -"
"Sounds like a great name for a podcast." Chaeryeong replied without missing a beat, completely immune to his existential crisis. "Now. Point or no point?"
Ryujin didn't hear the rest because their song came on and her body took over.
The playlist had been running all night on someone's speaker, cycling through whatever the algorithm thought twenty-something idols wanted to hear at 4 AM, but this beat hit her muscles before her brain even caught up, the bassline dropping exactly where her body had been trained to respond for three solid years.
Her hips adjusted mid stroke without her telling them to, the grind deepening automatically into the rolling body wave of their chorus choreo performed directly onto a cock. She took him deeper on the downbeat, cunt tightening on the upbeat, the entire sequence executing itself without a single conscious thought.
She was fucking and dancing at the same time because her body responded to their own music automatically. This boy was getting the best ride of his life because ITZY choreography translated into sex like it was designed for it.
Across the pile Yeji's rhythm shifted, the cold precision softening into something that actually swung, her hips rolling to a tempo she recognized like her own name.
Chaeryeong was draped across someone's chest but she still hit a body roll on pure instinct when the chorus dropped, eyes half closed, muscle memory taking over, spine articulating the wave she'd rehearsed a thousand times.
Lia's camera arm found the beat without her telling it to, whatever she was filming moving in time with the music, the frame itself pulsing.
And Yuna went absolutely incandescent. "We're DANCING!" Her voice carried across the entire pile. "Oh my god we're literally dancing right now! We're fucking and dancing at the same time!"
They were. All five of them were scattered through the tangle with completely different partners, some in different rooms entirely, but the rhythm was absolutely identical, five bodies moving to the same internal metronome that had been beaten into them through three years of monthly evaluations and comeback cycles and synchronized breathing.
The energy built, the bass getting louder, everyone feeling it now, the whole pile moving together without meaning to, bodies finding the beat even if they didn't know the song.
Ryujin and Yeji ended up next to each other purely by accident, hands finding each other by muscle memory, fingers lacing blindly. They were both on their backs, staring at the ceiling, both connected at the hand while the rest of their bodies were connected to completely different people.
The chorus hit its peak.
Then Yeji threw her head back and laughed. The sound echoed, stretched out and golden, bouncing off the glass and lingering in the air like it was trying to find a place to live forever.
Her hair whipped in this slow arc, each strand separating and catching light individually, dark silk moving through honey, spilling down her spine and glowing amber from the city windows. Her tits swayed with the movement, the bounce happening in this liquid slow motion, the harness straps still crossing her collarbones, everything soft and lit from below by Seoul burning gold outside.
The bass was still thumping but it felt distant now, muffled, like Ryujin's ears had stuffed themselves with earplugs to make room for this one specific sound: Yeji's laugh ringing clear and bright over everything else.
Bodies kept moving around them but they were blurred now, soft edged, warm motion in Ryujin's peripheral vision while the only thing in focus was Yeji turning her head, the movement taking forever, her smile coming into view degree by degree, sharp and soft and entirely hers.
The hand in Ryujin's squeezed once, warm and solid, the only real thing in a room that had gone liquid and golden. There you are.
This room. This family. This feeling.
Forever. This HAD to be forever. Nothing this good could end.
She was twenty and she believed it completely.
Then someone changed the song and everything snapped back, the room resuming normal speed, Yeji's hand just a hand again, her laugh fading into the noise, her hair settling back against her spine.
Ryujin held onto the image for one more second, the sight of Yeji mid-laugh with her hair catching gold, locking it into whatever part of her brain kept the important things.
She didn't know why yet. She just knew she wanted to keep it.
The sentimental bullshit lasted exactly until the adrenaline flatlined. Reality turned back on and started taking a brutal, itemized inventory of the last four hours.
Ryujin's thighs were carrying a tremor beyond her control. Her muscles had just filed their collective resignation and stopped responding to management. The physical receipt of the night had mapped itself across her entire body in ways she was going to be discovering for days. Blooming bruises on her inner thighs from Changbin's wrestler grip already turning purple at the edges, deep ache in her hip flexors that would make tomorrow's practice an absolute religious experience, the distinct swollen tenderness between her legs that was going to make sitting down interesting for at least three days.
Yuna had passed out on someone's shoulder mid sentence, smile settling into her features like expensive primer, then minutes later she woke up giggling at a joke from two hours ago because her internal party was apparently completely uninterrupted by minor details like unconsciousness.
Yeji aimed herself toward the bathroom and her legs immediately betrayed her. They'd spent the last four hours bracing and clenching around various hips and they were fucking done. She overcorrected near the doorframe and her shoulder hit the wood with this hollow thud that carried across the entire suite.
"Didn't happen."
The leader voice was absolute even as she leaned heavily against the wall just to stay upright.
Jihyo saw the whole thing from across the room and said nothing.
Ryujin passed the whiteboard on the way to another drink and stopped dead.
The scoreboard looked like a crime scene, half the tallies unreadable, several looking like they'd been written during an actual earthquake, one column just said "SANA???" with three underlines and no number. Every entry was smeared with this faint sheen that Ryujin recognized as the same slick that had been on that marker since hour one, dried now into sticky residue that made the ink bleed.
Dahyun was sitting on the floor directly underneath it, back against the wall, legs splayed out. Three guys had just finished on her and the evidence was everywhere, thick ropes of cum dripping down her tits, pooling in her collarbones, one streak across her cheek she clearly ignored. Her stomach was glazed white, inner thighs a disaster of her own slick and everybody else's cum running together.
The fedora was still on her head, tilted slightly more to the left than it had been four hours ago.
"Final scores," she croaked at nobody, voice completely gone, "pending."
She lifted one cum slick hand and waved vaguely at the whiteboard.
"Someone else hold the marker. I'm clocking out." Fucking legend, Ryujin stared at her with genuine awe. She MC'd through a fingering, took a DP while updating the board, and just survived a bukkake without dropping the fedora. Built different.
Then Dahyun's final reserves of energy just detonated. She pushed herself off the wall, still completely glazed in cum that was drying on her tits and stomach, fedora somehow still perfectly positioned on her head, and just launched into the eagle dance.
The bounce was committed, arms spread wide, the exact choreography from before her debut, the same move a sixteen year old girl from Seongnam had used to win herself an entire career, now being performed covered in jizz at 5 AM in a trashed penthouse. "This is how you CLOSE a show!"
Someone in the pile asked if she was doing a bird and Nayeon immediately corrected them. "Eagle. The distinction matters."
TWICE broke camp immediately afterward with genuinely terrifying efficiency, six years of departure choreography executing itself in completely silent coordination. They knew exactly where all their clothes had landed even in the chaos, reconstructing their public facing armor from the wreckage with practiced ease. Hair got tamed, makeup materialized from impossible pockets, the transition from orgy back to idol completely seamless and slightly intimidating to watch.
Dahyun paused at the door on her way out, fedora back on, MC persona fully restored.
She looked directly at Lia. "Thanks for hosting."
Lia fucking erupted. "I didn't HOST!" The documentary composure that had carried her through the entire night incinerated completely. "I was COLONIZED! There's a fucking difference!" She was on her feet, phone finally down, and this was Lia completely unmediated for possibly the first time all night.
"These are my EARNED accommodations! My ROUND BED!" She gestured at the mattress which currently looked like it needed to be immediately retired and possibly ritually burned. "I had the highest vocal scores this comeback! Do you understand what that means? It means I hit notes that physically HURT to hit, consistently enough that the COMPANY determined I deserved this exact room as reward!"
The bed was still hosting about half the survivors but Lia had achieved complete escape velocity from giving a fuck.
"I had a video call PLANNED with Minjun! From this bed! At this specific angle!" She pointed at the bathroom doorway. "The curve of this mattress is perfectly angled for camera shots from that exact doorway, which I MEASURED in advance because I am a PROFESSIONAL! And instead," she swept her arm across the devastation, "the round shape means every single angle is equally obscene! Democracy in mattress form! And NONE of these people have my vocal scores!"
She collapsed onto the edge of a thoroughly ruined couch, staring at the ceiling.
Yuna appeared at her side immediately, earnestness total and unwavering.
"You're SO right, unnie." Yuna's voice was completely serious. "The round bed thing is REAL. It's a legit concern."
She guided Lia gently toward the en suite bathroom, steering her toward the freestanding marble bathtub under the window. Yuna tucked a pillow behind Lia's head, placed a water bottle within reach and kissed her hair.
"Your bed is beautiful and those people are ANIMALS who don't deserve it."
Our maknae just tucked Lia into a bathtub like she's five, Ryujin thought. The role reversal was absolutely sending her. What a night.
Lia settled into the dry marble with resigned grace, a refugee in her own presidential suite, defeated by democracy and collective action.
She picked up her phone one more time and aimed it at the ceiling, the tiles up there had interesting texture at least. Hit record again.
In the morning the cleaning crew would erase every trace. The only proof any of this had happened would be the footage on her camera roll and the bruises blooming across all their skin.
The city light had shifted while nobody was paying attention, that warm amber cooling down to something harder and bluer, a color that meant dawn was coming whether anyone was ready or not.
Ryujin navigated the wreckage of the penthouse, looking for Yeji.
The place was a crime scene nobody wanted to solve. She stepped over rhinestones from five different MAFIA costumes and a broken hair tie lying in the corner like spent ammunition. There were handprints on the balcony glass where someone had been fucked against the skyline, and a champagne glass on its side, last drops dried into a sticky ring on white marble.
Felix's Tupperware sat on the coffee table empty, lid resealed, label facing out. It was the only thing in the entire room that had maintained a semblance of normality across four hours of events that had tested absolutely everything else. Felix himself was across the room spooning someone, but saw Ryujin looking at the empty container and gave a completely sincere thumbs up without disrupting his rhythm.
She kept walking. The whiteboard still had WINNERS on the left, LOSERS on the right. Chaeryeong was asleep on the floor right beneath it, fingers still curled around an invisible marker. Yuna's cheek was pressed into someone's shoulder, smiling in her sleep. Lia was safely exiled in her dry bathtub.
The SKZ boys were done, scattered across the furniture in various states of philosophical defeat. Only Chan was still going, rolling his hips steadily into a girl on the round bed. Jihyo stood at the door putting her coat back on. She caught Chan's eyes across the wreckage - one leader to another - nodded once, and slipped out.
The door closed and the room got quieter.
Ryujin's thighs were carrying a tremor she couldn't override. Bruises were already darkening to proper purple on her skin. She pressed two fingers against the closest one just to feel it as she walked. It hurt. The good kind. The girls see everything, she thought, the rhythm of her own footsteps matching the mantra. Yeji knows when I need my hair out of my face. Momo knows my body's strong. Sana knows how to make everyone feel special. The boys are just equipment. The formation is forever.
She pressed the bruise harder. Outside the city was still burning, but inside, the quiet made it easier to track where the remaining people had settled.
She found Yeji at the window.
Ryujin found her there when the room had finally thinned out, kneeling on the couch in the alcove where the glass met the corner, one knee up on the cushions, Seoul glowing below in pre-dawn blue. Her reflection was superimposed over the skyline like a ghost floating above the city she'd just spent the entire night conquering.
She was naked, harness finally gone, stripped of performance down to just the girl underneath.
Ryujin noticed the mess first because of course she did. Yeji's pussy was visible from this angle, still swollen from the night, traces of Chan's accidental creampie leaking out slow and white against her inner thigh. Yeji's hand drifted down absently, fingers brushing at it like she was trying to flick it away, the movement completely unconscious, her mind clearly somewhere else entirely. Still trying to get rid of it, Ryujin thought, watching the gesture. Four hours later.
But that wasn't what made Ryujin stop.
It was Yeji's face. The way she was staring through her own reflection at something in the skyline, something past it, her hand moving slow across her stomach from ribs to collarbone to throat, tracing lines she knew by heart.
She looked like she owned everything visible through that glass. She also looked completely empty. What the fuck, Ryujin thought. We just had the best night of our lives and she's up here like she lost something.
Ryujin crossed the room and wrapped herself around Yeji from behind, arms circling her waist, chin finding the familiar groove of her shoulder. Just warmth, just closeness, just the smell of Yeji underneath everything.
"Come back," Ryujin said into her shoulder. "We're still here."
Yeji went completely still. Whatever had been living behind her eyes receded slowly, the distance pulling back like she'd been somewhere far away and was only now remembering where her body actually was.
She turned her head slightly, just enough to press her cheek against Ryujin's.
"I'm here," Yeji said quietly. "Just thinking."
"About what?"
"Nothing important."
The lie was gentle but it was still a lie. Ryujin felt it in the way Yeji's spine stayed just slightly braced, the way her breathing didn't quite settle.
But then Yeji turned fully in her arms and the real smile appeared, reaching her eyes and warming something the window light had been stealing.
"Come on," Ryujin said, pulling her down gently. "Back to the pile."
Yeji let herself be pulled into the tangle, sinking into the warm mess of bodies and blankets, and they ended up face to face lying in opposite directions, their faces inches apart in this weird intimate position that felt private even in a room full of people.
Yeji's hair was everywhere, spilling across the pillows and tangling with Ryujin's. Their breath was mixing in the small space between them.
"Next year," Ryujin said quietly, grinning. "We're fucking doing this again next year, right?"
Yeji's smile was soft, tired, real. "Every year, Ryuddaeng."
Every year, Ryujin thought, feeling something warm settle in her chest. This is forever.
She pressed her mouth to Yeji's forehead because it was right there and she wanted to keep this.
Ryujin felt the last bit of tension leave Yeji's spine, the final whispers of bracing dissolving, and thought, She came back. She always comes back when I call her.
The girls had each other. The formation was forever. Whatever Yeji had been looking for out that window didn't matter because they had this, they had tonight, they had everything, and Ryujin believed it completely.

"Nothing's changing," she said to the room, to the city, to the Nation. "Not for us."
She said it like a fact, with the kind of absolute certainty you only have when you're twenty years old and the night has been perfect and the future is clearly just a road that only goes up.
The city kept burning below. Seoul in the last hour before dawn, all the lights still refusing to surrender. The penthouse held its wreckage, the round bed held its survivors, the air held the heavy warmth of too many bodies that had worked too hard for too many hours.
They'd burned through the suite like oxygen was infinite.
On Jeju, when the villa finally went quiet, this would be the night her brain pulled up first. Before Minho. Before the pool. Before everything.
She'd remember this night forever. She'd remember sitting here, looking at her newfound family, looking at the city, thinking exactly what she'd thought walking in: nothing can touch us.
She was twenty years old, her body was wrecked, her blood was mostly champagne, and she hadn't watched her feet all night.
Because the thing about victory... is it makes you stupid.
Author's Note
This chapter went through at least six distinct drafts before arriving at the version you just read. Choreographing a twenty-person penthouse orgy while trying to do justice to every single character is a logistical nightmare. That doesn't even factor in the sheer volume of research required to faithfully recreate the actual 2021 MAMA event, or the careful balancing act of making sure every single JYP artist got their specific lore moment. The watermelon juice thing in the beginning of the chapter is based on the real story of how ITZY and aespa actually met - in real life, that incident happened at a different event a few months prior to MAMA 2021; but in this universe I've taken some creative liberties about the setting while also painstakingly recreating all publicly available info about that particular story.
That said, my planning notes for this chapter were actually longer than the final draft itself, which already had to be aggressively trimmed for length and pacing. The challenge wasn't figuring out what to put into the chapter; it was deciding what to leave out. I have thousands of words of deleted scenes, smut beats, and character interactions that ended up on the cutting room floor just to keep the narrative focused.
Because this chapter is doing two things at once. On the surface, it's the spectacle, the payoff to the legendary, hedonistic JYP afterparty that's been whispered about since 'The Dragon' - the one where Lia ends up sleeping in the bathtub. But narratively, this is Ryujin's "villain" backstory for her arc.
Except, I hope this chapter makes one thing absolutely clear: Ryujin isn't a villain.
She is a tragedy of misinterpretation. Throughout this party, Ryujin watches the people she admires and learns the exact wrong lessons from their survival mechanisms. She looks at Chaeyoung claiming her body through tattoos and hears vandalize yourself so nobody else can own you. She looks at Yeji's untouchable stage presence and thinks invulnerability is the only way to survive. She takes every beautiful, empowering moment of this night and weaponizes it into armor.
She isn't malicious. She is just terrified of being hurt, so she decides to become the kind of person who feels nothing at all. The tragedy of Shin Ryujin isn't that she stopped caring; it's that she cared so much about her 'golden memory', this perfect moment in time that she destroyed herself trying to make sure she could never lose it again.
Jeju Heat has always been character-driven first and smut second (even though admittedly there are excessive amounts of smut), but somewhere along the way, it also became a quiet love letter to ITZY's real journey. Anyone who lived through the Mafia → Sneakers → Cake → Kill My Doubt era remembers the shift. There was excitement, confusion, resistance; a sense of something changing before anyone was ready. Fans wanted ITZY to stay the version of themselves that felt iconic and untouchable. The members kept growing anyway, as they should have. Nothing vibrant stays still for long and that tension sits at the heart of this story. In other words:
Yeji represents the courage to evolve. She symbolizes the shift from that invincible, hyper-confident idol concept ITZY debuted with toward vulnerability, maturity, and emotional honesty. Her journey is about embracing growth, even when that evolution looks like "losing what people loved about you" and is misinterpreted by the public as decline.
Ryujin represents the aching nostalgia for what once felt perfect and eternal. She embodies the fans who wanted the group to stay frozen in their apex era. Her spiraling is the emotional analog of a fanbase struggling with artistic evolution - a desperate longing for a version of the group, and herself, that no longer exists.
In some ways, this chapter, and Ryujin's arc, is written as a metaphor around that longing - the golden age Ryujin keeps chasing, the era fans still reminisce about without fully knowing why. It's joyful, wild, and full of promise, which is exactly why it hurts. Peaks are only peaks in hindsight.
To me, that's the universal human experience of only recognizing a peak after you've already descended from it. That's everyone who ever looked back at their twenties, their college years, their best summer, and thought I didn't know that was the best it would ever be.
This fic isn't trying to mythologize history but explore the pain behind it: how people change, how relationships shift, how love survives transformation. It's about the courage to soften, the fear of being left behind, and the grace of accepting someone not for who they were, but for who they're becoming.
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