Prologue: 般若

般若

ok

let me tell you about the man I was born to destroy

dramatic right? 😏

you don’t even know I exist yet

you will

soon~

i’ve been watching you for a while now. i was there when you took your first breath. there when your dad’s business went under. there when you mom cried in the kitchen thinking nobody could hear

i was there when you decided you’d never be weak. never be powerless. never be the one who cries alone.

cute 🤭

i watch you build yourself into something impressive. disciplined. controlled. every emotion shoved into a neat little box where it cant hurt you

here’s the thing tho

i was born from those boxes

every jealousy you swallowed

every rage you choked down

every grief you refused to feel

that’s me ♡

thats what i feed off

and right now?

right now your whole world is falling apart 🤤

right now those neat little boxes are cracking open

right now you are sitting in a hotel bar looking for oblivion

you dont know it yet but you’re looking for me

im going to find you

im going to break you

im going to feast on everything you’ve been hiding for all these years

thats what I was created for

…

so why do I feel like this time is different

why do i want you to survive

i’ve… never… wanted that before

hmmmm

weird

anyway

probably nothing~

see you soon ♡

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