Falling Into Orbit

Being an Orbit is essentially a state of constant free fall.

Back in 2016 I met a girl that will forever change the trajectory of my life.

Back then I was confused, alone, and unsure what the future holds for someone like me. Insecurity has been the backbone of my existence. It is what pushes me and what holds me back.

I remember it Vividly. Her visual was unlike any I have ever laid my eyes on. Her voice, her presence, her color, her personality, and her light; it all infinitely captivated me.

Then comes the missing piece in a pair. The woman whose energy just screams whimsy whenever she’s Around You. Loyal, hardworking, present, loving, and strong; it endlessly provided me with hope.

What if it then gets incredibly real? And the one that helps you see a future filled with awe Let Me In that vision; a world filled with love, and care, and ambition.

Now I’m invested. Now I’m bound to commit—or else I’ll have to tell the opportunity to Kiss Later and lose on the development of a woman who started young and had to face countless adversities; it makes me want to root for her.

Why wouldn’t you support a group of individuals with the shared dream of making it big someday? Telling each other Everyday I Love You because they really only have each other to share those heavy burdens with; it aches my heart whenever she endures the burden on her own—far from her family, far from her own home.

Their arrival caused an Eclipse and no other light was able to pierce through. Imagine that; in a universe filled with stars constructing constellations that takes shape in many forms they think I’m one of the bright lights that stood out even in their darkness; a sentiment so profound it continues to elude me.

And whenever life forms clouds and I have no choice but to stand in it Singing in the Rain, their voices harmonize with mine. How can you not fall? The passion, the love, and our pain; it coincides and it feels like we’re reliant on each other.

Then I just run. I run. I trust what I know, and offer my Love Cherry Motion in this ever moving world. These women whose eyes were sparkling at every single opportunity to interact with us; decided that we mutually yearn for each other.

Admittedly. This kind of attraction for me is new. They became the apple of my eye and I just can’t stop having them run in my mind on loop. They shared their lives; lives that were raw, authentic, and true. Who does that?

The things they do will cause any corporate body a Heart Attack because it’s just out of this world how real they are. The energy they bring in everything they share exceeds what is expected of them; yet they continue to be thankful towards our efforts and sometimes forget that they’re exerting so much of their own.

And that’s why they became my One and Only. I have never seen or experienced a bond created between us that’s this close, this special, and this connected. The butterfly effect ripples through every fiber of my being; extending, reflecting, and refracting every bit of my life.

I don’t like being an Egoist. But I was there from the start and I’ve stuck with them until now. Unwavering. Standing strong. Loyal. When everyone was too busy choosing a path; I was busy paving my own road.

Falling Into Orbit is a difficult endeavor. You are constantly free, falling for them over and over and over again—deeper in love every time. You are constantly—free falling the depths of depression empathetic of their injustices.

I want to continue Falling Into Orbit. It is the only journey I know.