The sweetest obsessions are born in secret; for one, a tender devotion threatens to curdle into a hunger that could consume everything.
A soft, persistent glow had settled inside Ningning since that morning on the therapy bed. It wasn’t the frantic, glittering happiness of a comeback stage, nor the brittle cheer she used to armor herself with when the homesickness crept in. This was different—a warm, steady luminescence, like a candle shielded from the wind. Shanghai still called to her in quiet moments; she still missed her mother’s hand-pulled noodles with a visceral ache. But the thought didn’t spiral into tears anymore. Instead, it sat in her heart, a sweet melancholy she could examine without drowning in it. She felt… inspired. The world had textures again.
Last night, for the first time in two months, she’d taken out her sketching pad. The pencils felt unfamiliar in her fingers at first, but then they began to move almost on their own, tracing the strong line of a jaw, the composed set of a mouth that could issue clinical commands or whisper devastating praise. She’d drawn Julian—or, rather, she’d drawn Daddy. The portrait was shy, tucked under her pillow now, a secret talisman. It was all thanks to him. To this brilliant, terrifying, wonderful idea.
A normal boyfriend-girlfriend roleplay would have never worked. The very concept made her skin prickle with anxiety. A “boyfriend” came with expectations—public outings, meeting friends, the relentless, performative romance of idol dating scandals. It felt like just another stage, another character to play. But “Daddy”? That was a role defined by privacy, by safety, by unconditional authority tempered with care. It created a space entirely separate from the world of Aespa, a secret room where she wasn’t Ningning the powerhouse vocalist, but just a girl who needed guidance. It was a kink that felt less like an act and more like permission to exhale.
She’d barely slept, her mind and body humming with a low-grade, delicious anticipation for her morning session. When her alarm finally chirped at 6 AM, she was already awake, her heart a little bird fluttering against her ribs.
She wanted to show him. To express the gratitude that bubbled up inside her like a spring. So, with meticulous care, she got ready. The outfit was chosen not for the stage managers or the fans, but for one man’s eyes. A turquoise ribbed crop top, so soft it felt like a second skin, hugged the modest swell of her breasts. Delicate silver chains draped across it, and strategic cut-outs teased glimpses of the smooth, pale skin beneath. The thin straps left her shoulders and the flat plane of her midriff completely bare. She paired it with a light blue denim mini-skirt that sat low on her hips, the frayed hem fluttering just below the line of decency. The final, secret weapon was a pair of sheer, off-white thigh-high stockings, adorned with matching lace cut-outs, making her legs look endlessly long and secretly, sinfully naughty.

Her makeup was soft and dewy—glossy pink lips, a rosy blush high on her cheekbones, a touch of shimmer on her eyelids that made her dark eyes sparkle with innocent mischief. She looked at her reflection in the dorm bathroom mirror and saw exactly what she wanted to project: a pretty, put-together Babygirl, eager for Daddy’s approval.
She threw an oversized black hoodie over the ensemble, shrouding the invitation beneath. Slipping past the quiet, sleeping forms of her members, she escaped into the dawn-chilled Seoul morning. At the company building, she ditched the hoodie in her practice room locker, feeling a thrilling jolt of exposure as she walked the empty halls in just her chosen outfit, the stockings whispering with every step.
Julian’s office door was locked, as expected. She was early. Leaning against the wall beside it, she waited, her small purse clutched to her stomach. The anticipation was a physical thing, a warm coil tightening low in her belly. She didn’t have to wait long.
The distinct, measured cadence of his footsteps echoed down the sterile hallway. Her body went taut. She pushed off the wall, standing up straight, shoulders back. She boosted her chest up just a fraction, letting the cut-outs of her top do their work, and arranged her face into a look of sweet, innocent expectation, her glossy lips parted in a soft smile.
He rounded the corner and stopped. His gaze, usually so analytical and controlled, swept over her in one comprehensive, consuming glance. It started at her face, lingered on the shimmer of her eyeshadow, trailed down her exposed throat, over the revealed skin of her midriff, down the length of her stocking-clad legs, and back up. His eyes darkened, the grey irises clouding with a stark, unvarnished lust that made her breath catch. The coil in her belly pulled taut to the point of ache.
“Ningning,” he said, his voice normal in its greeting, but the tone was all wrong—it was deeper, huskier, sandpaper rough. It wasn’t a doctor’s voice. It was a man’s voice, and it sent a jolt of pure lightning straight to her core, sparking a fresh gush of warmth between her thighs.
Instead of a verbal greeting, she just gestured, a little flick of her wrist, towards the locked door. A silent, bold command: Open it.
A faint, approving smirk touched his lips as he retrieved his keys. The lock turned with a heavy clunk. He pushed the door open and stood aside. She swept past him, catching his scent—clean linen, sandalwood, and something inherently male. As soon as the door clicked shut, sealing them in the soundproofed sanctuary, the careful performance dissolved.
With a small, happy cry, she launched herself at him. She jumped, her legs wrapping around his waist, her arms locking around his neck. Her mouth found his in a kiss that was all hungry impulse, devoid of her earlier shyness. It was hard, passionate, a messy clash of lips and teeth and tongue.
He grunted in surprise, but his hands were already there, rising to cup her ass through the denim skirt, squeezing the full, ripe cheeks to support her weight. The feel of his large hands gripping her so possessively made her moan into his mouth. She kissed him harder, deeper, her tongue exploring with a newfound boldness.
He walked them to the raised therapy bed, not breaking the kiss, and sat down on its edge, settling her firmly in his lap. She straddled him, the rough fabric of his trousers against the sheer stockings on her inner thighs.
“Someone’s confident this morning,” he murmured against her lips, his voice a delicious rumble she felt in her own chest.
“You make me confident, Daddy,” she breathed back, before claiming his mouth again.
His hands began to roam. One stayed on her ass, kneading and squeezing the generous flesh, his fingers dipping dangerously close to the junction where her stockings ended and her bare thigh began. The other hand slid up her side, over the ribbed fabric of her crop top, and closed over her breast. He palmed it, his thumb finding her nipple through the material, rubbing it into a hard, sensitive peak.
A broken, shuddering moan escaped her. Her hips, of their own volition, began a slow, grinding rotation against the hard ridge she could feel growing beneath her. The friction, even through their clothes, was maddening, exquisite.
She felt it then, unmistakable—the thick, rigid length of him straining against the confines of his trousers, pressing insistently against her core. She broke the kiss, pulling back just enough to look into his eyes. Both their pupils were blown wide, dark pools of hunger in a sea of lust-dazed color.
Holding his gaze, she brought one small hand between their bodies. Her fingers trailed down his chest, over his stomach, and cupped him. He was huge, a solid, hot weight even through the fabric. She squeezed gently, experimentally.
Julian’s entire body gave a sharp, involuntary shudder. A harsh breath hissed through his teeth.
Emboldened, Ningning kept her hand there, her thumb stroking the imposing outline. She looked up at him, feigning wide-eyed innocence. “Daddy… is this… is this hard because of me?”
His hands tightened on her, a possessive, almost painful grip. The voice that answered was pure gravel, layered with a predatory warmth. “My Babygirl dressed herself like a perfect, sexy little present. Pranced around with her pretty midriff and her long legs on display. Did her makeup just to look sweet enough to eat. What did you think would happen? Did you think Daddy wouldn’t get hard for his perfect, naughty girl?”
A thrill of pure, feminine power shot through her. “I just wanted to look nice for you,” she whispered, leaning in to give him a shy, fleeting peck on the lips.
“You look more than nice. You look fucking edible. And I appreciate the gesture very, very much.” His hand on her ass resumed its massage, his fingers slipping under the hem of her skirt to skate over the bare skin of her upper thigh, just below the stocking’s edge.
Nestled in his lap, feeling his hardness and surrounded by his scent, Ningning felt a surge of brave curiosity. The memory of her first, clumsy, painful time was still there, but it was now overshadowed by the bliss he’d shown her. She wanted to bridge the gap.
“Daddy?” she began, her voice taking on a shy, tentative tone. “I… I wanted to try something today. With you.”
“What did you have in mind, sweetheart?” he encouraged, his thumb still tracing circles on her thigh.
“Last time… you made me feel so good. You taught me about my body. But… I don’t know anything about yours.” She looked down, playing with a button on his shirt. “My first time was… a failure. He didn’t… I don’t know how to make my partner feel good. I want to learn. Will you… teach me?”
He was very still. “Are you sure, Ningning? This is a big step. You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.”
She met his eyes, her determination solidifying. “I’m sure. I’ve been thinking about it. Since last time. I want to learn properly. From you.”
A slow, proud smile spread across his face. “Okay, Babygirl. Lesson one.”
He guided her off his lap and lay back on the therapy bed, propping himself up on his elbows. She stood beside the bed for a moment, feeling a new kind of nervousness, then knelt on the padded surface, settling herself between his parted legs. The position felt submissive, instructional. Her heart hammered against her ribs.
She looked at his belt, then back at his face. Her hands went to the hem of her crop top. “Would… would it help if I took this off?” she asked, her cheeks burning.
His eyes darkened further. “You look incredibly sexy in it. But you’d look even sexier out of it.”
That was all the permission she needed. With a movement that was more confident than she felt, she grabbed the bottom of the top and pulled it up and over her head in one smooth motion. Her white, lacy bra followed seconds after. The cool air of the room pebbled her nipples instantly. She sat before him, her perky breasts exposed, her back straight.
“Perfect,” he breathed, the word loaded with reverence. “So fucking perfect.”
She basked in the praise for a second, a shy smile touching her lips, before turning her attention to his waist. Her fingers, which could fly across a keyboard with precise agility, fumbled slightly with his belt buckle. The metallic click was loud in the quiet room. She popped the button of his trousers, dragged the zipper down, and then, gripping the waistband of both his trousers and underwear, she gave a steady tug.
His cock sprang free.
Ningning’s breath caught. She had felt its outline, but seeing it was different. It was… monumental. Thick and long, veined and ruddy with blood, the head flushed a deep purple and already glistening with a bead of clear precum. It stood proudly against his stomach, a blatant, primal fact.
“Oh,” she whispered, awestruck. “He’s… so much bigger. My… my friend was… smaller.” The memory of that disappointing, painful experience seemed ludicrous now in the face of this.
Tentatively, she reached out. Her small hand wrapped around the shaft. Her fingers didn’t quite meet. The skin was silken but hot, and it throbbed powerfully against her palm. She looked up at him, her expression one of pure, curious overwhelm. “I don’t… I don’t know what to do.”
“That’s why I’m here,” he said, his voice a low, guiding murmur. “Use both hands. Start at the base. Nice and firm, but not too tight. Now, move up… and down. Like you’re polishing something precious.”
She obeyed, her other hand coming up to overlap the first. The motion was clumsy, her grip uncertain.
“Good girl. Now, you’ll need some lubrication. Your own saliva is perfect. Don’t be shy.”
Blushing furiously, she brought her head closer, her pink tongue darting out to wet her lips. She leaned in and, with a kittenish lick, swiped her tongue over the swollen head, gathering the salty, musky precum.
She made a small, thoughtful sound. “It tastes… funny. But… I like it.” Emboldened, she opened her mouth and took the head inside. The sensation was strange—soft skin over unyielding hardness, the unique, masculine taste flooding her senses. She suckled gently, like it was a large, strange lollipop.
Julian’s hips gave a minute jerk. A low, guttural groan vibrated from his chest. “Fuck… yes. Just like that. You’re a natural.”
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