It Was Love

It was admiration.

He always admired her from afar. She was perfection, a goddess admired by many. That small face, her smooth skin, her long legs, everything about her screamed that an angel had descended upon the Earth. Everybody wanted her, to be with her, to worship her. However, he never saw any of that. She was Karina, Yu Ji Min, a girl just trying to find her place in this world.

It was nerves.

You were trying your best, being a trainee for SM was tough, the never ending evaluations, the constant struggle of staying at a specific weight and image, the balancing act, it took its toll on you. The sleepless nights haunted you, the anxiety of the next day, creeping up on you slowly.

It was late one night, the silence of the dance hall was eerie as it was dark. You needed to practice more, feared of being cut from the programme, needing to shape up without feeling like a failure. You practiced hard in the dance room, sweat pouring so hard you almost slipped. You almost did as someone opened the door. The noise shocking you. And there she was, in all her glory. Karina. Wearing a black singlet and grey sweatpants, anything she wore would make her look magical.

It was curiosity.

She saw you dancing, the way you moved, she could see the effort you put in, the hard work. No one ever looked at you like that, what more a visual so stunning she could brighten up the whole building. She joined you as you both decided that practice made perfect. You both gave it everything, out of breath as you continuously worked on each choreography, memorising it to the beat, step by step. You both sat down, drinking water to catch your breath. You had a chat with her about trainee life, how difficult it was, the struggles of it all. She understood. She felt like she was drowning in it, how she had to put on this perfect persona, how she was Karina and always had to be. The perfect being.

It was lust.

You didn't know how it happened. The conversation flowed so naturally, like the breeze in the ocean. You both kept getting closer to each other. As you did, it happened. She kissed you gently, the taste of her lips were as soft as she looked. You grabbed her waist, wanting to feel her, touch her, everything about her made your thoughts go wild. The kissing got wilder, she stuck her tongue into yours, you sucked on it while you could, her moans as sweet as a siren’s call.

You started stripping, taking of your shirt, drowning in sweat, you started stripping her too. She looked majestic. Her breasts looked so full that you immediately fondle them, it happened without thought. You wanted to cherish them as you massaged them slowly, she moaned in delight. You proceeded to suck on the right tit while slowly fondling her left, aiming to provide her with pleasure. She gasped as you devoured her tits.

It was magical.

As you kept on pleasuring her, your cock grew harder. She noticed it straight away. She wanted it, craved it as she never saw one so big. She was scared but determined. You promised to go slow. You took off her sweatpants, it almost made you go feral. Her pussy looked perfect, like the heavens opened up as you saw perfection. You both got into a comfortable position, wanting to savour the moment.

When she took you in, nothing else mattered. It felt right, like everything leading up to this was just for this moment. Her walls felt tight, her insides felt like she was being split apart. And you both loved it. After adjusting, you moved at a steady pace, making sure she felt pleasure more than pain. She started screaming in pleasure, wanting it more and you gave it to her. When the time was right, you both climaxed together. You shooting your seed inside her while she flooded your dick with her juices. The moment felt amazing, a release was fulfilled after all the hard work you've both been through.

It was realisation.

The reality of what just happened hit. You didn't expect to be with Ji-Min, here in this studio, having just made love to her. She didn't think it was possible for her either. They both found each other, someone understanding, someone to go through the emotions together, someone who could to confide in. A partner. As you both quickly cleaned up, you had to return to your dorms quickly and quietly. The managers would have had a field day if they found out, a scandal so big they would stand no chance in this industry. An end before the start.

And yet, as you both rushed back, you couldn't help but giggle. The reality of what happened in the practice room put you both in a state of euphoria. The relief showed on both your bodies, the pressure melting away. You held her close one last time, with promises that whatever happened, they would be in this together. No matter what. A kiss that was made into a promise.

It was love.

After that night, you both strived to the top, working your asses off, to be at the pinnacleof the K-pop world. The long hours, the gruelling sessions, the temptation of quitting, you worked through it together. She was your cornerstone, you were her rock. After 4 long years of blood, sweat and tears, you've made it. Your debuts were in sight, one month apart. The excitement brewing for the both of you, anticipation in abundance. And you knew, with her by your side, no matter the struggles, no matter the animosity, you were in this together. You both went through so much together and it was only the beginning. You loved her, and she loved you. And in this messed up world, that was enough.