Irrational

“You know you still have to say it.” The pale woman shouts from just beyond the doorway to your home.

“Say what, Heejin?” You reply, genuinely confused.

“You know… that you’re letting me in.” She says shyly.

“Really? Like every time you want to enter a house?” 

“Yes.” She replies still a bit embarrassed.

“That’s… weird. You know that right?”

“Well I didn't make the rules!” Her face blushes bright crimson with embarrassment. 

“Yet somehow you still have to end up following them.”

“Can you just say it already? I’m freezing here!”

“I thought the temperature doesn’t bother you?”

“I mean it doesn’t. But still…”

“Alright, alright.” You chuckle. “I’m letting you in my house, Heejin.”

“Thank you! God the snow was already getting to me.”

Once inside your home, Heejin finally gets comfortable. She hangs her coat on the rack before settling on the couch. You land beside her, where she suddenly starts nestling under your arm.

“Still cold?” you joke. “Or do you just want a hug?”

“Maybe a bit of both?” She says with a smile. You relent, pulling her onto your lap while your arms wrap around her waist. She nuzzles her face against the crook of your neck as she adjusts the rest of her body. She settles in a cradling position, with her arms wrapped around your neck. “I love your hugs. They always make me feel warm.”

You sit in silence as you and Heejin cuddle, your body heat adding to the warmth of the fireplace. After a few months of being with her, you’re still in utter disbelief that you met an actual vampire, even more so with the fact that they’re real. Still what surprised you was that they aren’t as terrifying as you thought they would be. Or, at the very least, Heejin isn’t.

“So, what other rules do you actually have to follow?” You ask her as you grew bored of watching Chucky for the millionth time since you started dating. But it’s her favorite movie so you’re not going to complain. “I mean, aside from the constant need for an invitation into a home?”

“The sunlight rule is real.” Heejin answers. “Though it won’t kill us. Or make that sparkly shit from twilight. It just hurts a little bit. Like millions of mosquito bites at the same time.”

“That doesn’t sound like a little bit. What about garlic?”

“Painfully yes. And to think I loved having Aglio Olio back when I was still human.”

“What about crosses?”

“50/50. Some of us still practice considering it wasn’t our choice to be turned. Maybe those that really get into the demonic aspect are the only ones affected.”

“Wow. So rules really are rules for you guys, huh?”

“Yeah. Pretty much.”

“And to think I had such an irrational fear for vampires before I met you.”

“I wouldn’t say that was an irrational fear, babe. There are some bad ones out there.”

“Yeah well I’m not afraid of them. Especially after meeting you.” You say as you hold on to her chin and have her look up to you. She gives you a bright smile.

“It helps that somehow you’re the first ever human that’s actually immune to all of our powers.” Heejin says as she swings her leg over your lap. “Impervious to our hypnotism. A bite doesn’t turn you. You really lucked out didn’t you?” She says as she straddles you, pushing you on to your back on the couch.

“I only lucked out when I met you, Heejin.” You say as you try to sit up. She uses her supernatural strength to push you down again. Her hands ghost over your arms before they grab hold of your wrists. She pins them to the couch above your head, nearly burying them into the cushions. She lays her head on your chest, getting to hear your heart is beating faster, not out of fear, but of anticipation. She raises her head, looks deep into your eyes before her mouth grows into a smile. As she presents to you her toothy grin, you can see her canines slowly grow.

“Hungry?” You ask her. She gives you a subtle nod. “Grab a Snickers”  You angle your face to one side, presenting your neck. You can see her mouth water as she waits for your consent, enough encouragement for you to give it.

“Go.” It was only one word that came from your mouth, but the weight that it lifted off of Heejin felt like the entire world. In a split second she had latched on to your neck. Her fangs dig deep into your flesh. The moment your blood enters her mouth, her eyes go red with bloodlust. Was it painful? Sure. But only for a moment. Even if you did try to fight her, you wouldn’t be able to as she uses her strength to keep you pinned down. But you never wanted to. Not even from the first time she did it. The pain was temporary, but the pleasure that followed was something you ended up getting addicted to. A rush of adrenaline and serotonin that you find yourself chasing after every single day. Clinging to the singular source that could give it to you. Clinging to Heejin.

When she has her fill, Heejin pulls away from your neck. In the wake of her hunger are visible bite marks on your flesh, along with a few drops of your blood around the bite. Some of it was evident on her mouth as well. She wipes the traces off her mouth with her hand, before she notices your deep and heavy breaths. 

“I didn’t hurt you, right?” She asks you worriedly, her thumb brushing over the bite mark on your neck. A shriek escapes her mouth as you suddenly over power her. You manage to sit up, your hands exchanging places as you hold her wrists now. Your face gets close to hers, your hot breath crashing into her ice-cold skin. You lean and whisper to her your reply that makes the immortal shudder with anticipation. 

“Never.”

Heejin doesn’t get a chance to reply as you crash your lips onto hers. Now, you know at any moment she can stop this. She can flick you away with just one finger if she wants to. But she doesn’t. She indulges your desire for momentary control, enjoys it when she plays along and surrenders to your whims. You know she’s just letting you, but you’re going to make it worth your while. For the both of you.

As the two of you continue to kiss, you manage to push Heejin onto her back and pin her against the couch. The kiss grows erratic. There’s desperation in your actions. Fueled by the built up tension and arousal from when she was feeding from your neck. With all the energy you bring, she matches it like it’s second nature. Her fangs retract, but leave just enough to mark your lower lip when she bites you while making out. She shows flashes of her strength, guiding your hands to where she wants you to place them. Right now, she leads your fingers to dig into her waist. Your thumbs sinking into her well toned abs.

If a passerby would see this scene right now, they would mistake you for the blood hungry monster. It was a complete 180 of how you and Heejin were just mere moments ago. If she was the one who was earlier hungry and filled with bloodlust, now it’s you who was hungry for her and desperate to fulfill your own lust.

For a quick moment, Heejin pulls away from the kiss. You’re left a panting wreck, desperate to get your lips back onto her. She holds your back in order to say what’s on her mind.

“I’ve already had my fill.” She says as she holds your cheek. She caresses you with her thumb. “Now, it’s your turn.”

Ironically, having your fill would be you filling her up.

In a last show of strength, Heejin makes quick work of her clothes, tearing them off her and exposing her lean and perfect body to you. She doesn’t let you waste time with your own clothes as she tears them off of you too. With both of your naked figures fully uncovered, you’re both able to get straight to business.

Heejin once again surrenders to your control, indulging your illusion of momentary power. She melts into your touch letting you guide your entangled bodies on the couch. You carry her up, letting her head rest on one of the throw pillows for her comfort. Normally, you’d happily eat her out before going any further, but right now her work on your neck has you too riled up. Now, you’re desperate for more than just her lips. You're hungry for your own release, which would preferably be inside of her.

Before either of you could get carried away with trying to swallow each other whole, you pull away just enough for Heejin to get the message. She spreads her legs, her lower lips spreading in an inviting fashion. You grab hold of your length, aim it and let it nestle at her entrance before you start easing into her. A shared moan escapes from the both of you, one that is immediately muffled as she pulls you into another kiss. You keep pushing until you feel yourself hilt inside her, your tip pressing against the entrance of her womb. The second the two make contact, you can feel Heejin lose a bit of control. Her fangs extend a bit, digging deeper into your lips whenever she bites your lips during the kiss. You feel yourself start to lose control as well, your hips moving on their own with a relentless pace. Repeatedly plunging into Heejin with no rhythm or rhyme. For a while you stifle her moans by letting them escape into your mouth, but you decide to pull away and leave your own marks on her neck to match the ones she left on you. Her moans freely escape to fill the room, your grunts, on the other hand, crash against her flesh.

To say your actions grew erratic would be a lie, since you already started with an erratic tempo. Each time you bottom out into Heejin, your tip presses on to her cervix. Normally, you’d be worried that you were being too rough. However, the sound of her moans and whimpers has you thinking something else. Her actions match your intensity, pulling your hair while you kiss, lick and bite the flesh of her neck washes any and all doubts away. She can take whatever you give her. She wants to take it. 

With every thrust, you can feel Heejin’s walls spasm and contort around your length. Each time you fill her up, her walls slowly turn her pussy into a perfect mold that matches your dick. Soon, her inner walls start to spasm more often. Coupled with the whimpers and moans escaping from her being at max volume, you had an idea that she was close.

“Fuck— faster! I’m close! I’m close!”

Well, now you know she was close. Though you weren’t far behind her either. 

You indulge Heejin’s request, going even faster than whatever erratic speed you were going. Your grip on her wrists tighten as you continue to mark her neck. You get your lips on every single inch of her flesh, tongue darting and tasting the salty pools of her sweat (another new tidbit you learned today, vampires sweat during sex). Your mouth travels all over her shoulders and neck, leaving temporary marks that heal faster than those on humans. You even reach low enough to capture one of her exposed nipples, earning a groan from her when your tongue flicks at her swollen nub. All the sensations work together as a symphony that pushes Heejin over the edge.

Heejin’s mouth is left ajar as a mixture of a moan and cry escapes her mouth. You can feel her tense up under you, her strength showing just enough that it has you putting more effort in holding her down. Her hips buck against you. Her walls start contracting around you. The noises from her mouth suddenly stop, but the searing pain on your shoulder provides the answer why. In her throes of pleasure, her fangs extend once again before she latches on to your shoulder. Now, there’s no major vein or artery there. No big source of blood. But she’s found comfort in biting on your muscle, another avenue of release as she rides out her high. The momentary sharp pain, however, is what gets you to your peak.